Only Bride Reserves

The Heart of Rama

Rama Asher

I saw a scarred look in Kezia's eyes. She looks like a strong woman. I admit my attitude is outrageous, it's because of my disappointment in him. Even she still treats me well as her husband.Cleaning my room, washing my dirty clothes. Preparing my favorite food after work. Honestly, my heart is rattled by his attitude. But I try not to care about him. I was afraid to fall into his world. There's a heart I have to take care of right now, it's only Vania's.

I accidentally let the food go uneaten. That's because my stomach was so full after dinner with Vania. Seen he was very disappointed to see the cuisine is still intact at the dining table. And something else made me wonder at Kezia. Why he likes to swim at night until his eyes turn red.

At that time I was just pretending to focus on watching television. Without Kezia knowing, I always saw everything he did. Like this time, he who came out only wore minimal clothes that made my manhood soul turbulent. But soon he went into the room and came out again in a different outfit. He stepped onto the dining table putting all the food on the dining table into the bushel. My chin frowned looking at him, wanting him to eat all that food. He wants to take where all the food is. He did not say goodbye when he left. I immediately rebuked him and the short answer I got from him.

After the apartment door closed, I immediately grabbed my jacket, wallet and car keys. I immediately walked out of the apartment following Kezia secretly. It's a good thing Kezia's just walking, so I don't have to worry about losing track of him. I followed him from behind, hoping he didn't suspect anything.

On this dark night, she was either going where to put her foot. Fortunately, no thugs bothered him. Even if there is I'm sure Kezia can handle it on her own. Considering he used to be a good fight in High School.

I saw him stopping in front of his grandparents and a little boy sitting on the sidewalk. He crouched down while giving the food he had brought from the apartment earlier. Turns out that's the purpose of him going out at night. Not only did he feed, he even chatted with the two of them. I don't know what they say that makes the three of them smile so sweet. I admit Kezia's smile looks very sincere to them. For a moment I doubted Vania's words if Kezia was bad-tempered. Because as long as I've seen since we got married, there's nothing bad I've learned from Kezia. I was always the one who was bad to him.

Everything Kezia did I saw for myself with both eyes. In addition to food, he also gave several hundred money sheets to them. My heart is getting more broken, as good as Kezia who I have always considered bad.

As he was leaving them both. Soon I speeded my way back to the apartment. I don't want Kezia to know if I'm following her. Shortly after I returned to the apartment. Kezia also opened the apartment door whose lights I just turned off. He didn't see me sitting there watching him on the couch. I saw that he was very happy to see from the smile on his lips.

Her smile was so sweet that I was not willing when it disappeared along with the door of her room that was closed. What was this feeling, why I suddenly wanted to approach him. I wanted to hug her even kiss her sweet smiling aunt. Soon I cleared my mind and reassured myself that I had to take care of Vania's heart.

I wanted to follow him so I was curious. But I remember this morning there was a meeting with a client at the office. So I just ignore whether he's going anywhere. Maybe he went to the office or maybe there was a photo shoot. Oh yeah, speaking of photoshoots. The day I was so emotional when she posed with Alex. How dare she pose friendly when she is still my wife. I'm the only one whose husband never took that photo with her. Even as a brand ambassador model. But their friendly pose both made me careless to see it.

I wanted to tell Kezia to quit her job. But I don't want to limit his power. What's more we're not a real couple. I don't want him to forbid me from having any more contact with Vania. Therefore I liberate every activity.

But my curiosity about him was not to be ignored. Until I told someone to spy on Kezia. I don't know why I got so curious about Kezia's activities.

After I told my men to spy on Kezia. Now I can work quietly. Meet clients from Japan for meetings with a calm heart. I trust everything to my confidants.

After the meeting, I promised to meet my girlfriend at her apartment. Vania is no longer home to her family. He said all of that because his family loved Kezia more than him. I feel so sorry for my girlfriend, her life is suffering because of Kezia. It is clear that both Adrian and his Papa loved Kezia more than Vania. So I promise I will always be there for him.

I was in Vania's apartment and she greeted me with a sweet smile. I was so anxious, I wanted to kiss her all over her face. All this time he kept me from kissing him. It's because we're not married. Wasn't she a very caring woman. Of course I'm not disappointed, I'm proud to have such a lover. Although she's not as pretty and smart as Kezia.

I don't know why I remember Kezia again when I was with Vania. If it's in my own apartment, then Kezia will greet me with my favorite dishes. But in Vania's apartment, because she can't cook. We were only able to deliver orders for our lunch.

All that doesn't matter, even I've thought long ago if we get married. I'll marry her whatever the drawbacks. I don't care if he can or can't cook. Because what I'm looking for is a wife not a maid. Most importantly, he loves me and I love him. She was kind and gentle like a goddess. I adored him so much for his gentleness.

I missed my time just in Vania's apartment until nightfall. I didn't stay at his apartment because he forbade it. I went back to my apartment at exactly eight in the night. When I opened the door, it was very dark. That means Kezia hasn't been home since this morning.