
Kezia Afshen
It feels like I'm crying right now, stuck by my own promise, which forced me to leave behind two men I care about most. Erik took me away, while with my son Ethan was screaming for me.
"Mom don't go, ma."
The tightness of my chest felt, as the sound of my son's crying increasingly disappeared as I drifted away. I lyrics the face of the man who is now my fiancee, looks full of disappointment to me.
Yeah, it was all my fault, I broke her trust. The tight grip of his hand had been released, after we had already entered the car.
I still sobbed in the tears of my son who didn't want me to leave. I deliberately looked away, I was still disappointed by Erik's treatment just now.
Erik was a good man, he was always there for me all along. There was nothing less than Erik. In addition to his profession of a surgeon. Erik also had a handsome face. Although the appearance is not as handsome as Rama.
However, to be honest, there was no vibration whatsoever that I felt when I was with him. Rama still occupies a position filled my heart. Just out of debt, I was forced to accept a proposal from Erik.
I'm stuck with my promise to marry him. I thought that Rama and I would never meet again. I thought, by marrying Erik, then the position of Rama in my heart would be shifted. I thought my son could accept Erik as his father. But I was wrong, my guess was missed, now I'm sorry, really sorry.
Suddenly Erik pulled the car over, and my daydream disappeared. I came to my senses and turned to face Erik. His face was like that, full of disappointment.
"Why are you lying to me, Kezia?" ask without looking at my face.
"I'm sorry" are just words of apology that can come out of my lips.
Erik looked over, looking at me who was crying bitterly. I still cry my son, I can't see him cry.
"Who are you crying for? Ethan or Rama" asked Erik in a tone emphasized.
I didn't answer, he could have asked like that, after taking me away from my son. Even we were still silent, until Erik's car entered my papa's house.
I went straight into the room, disregarding Erik and my questioning gaze. I'm damning my nippy, why my life has always been like this. Without me knowing, Erik was talking about our wedding plans to speed up to my papa.
I could no longer, if I could turn the wheel of my words, then I would take back my words promising to marry Erik.
My phone rang, I saw a notification from Rama. I immediately opened it, hoping that Rama would not be angry with me.
Kezia :
Where are you? Did he hurt you?"I have arrived at my papa's house! I'm fine, please apologize to Ethan, Ram.
Ramah :
Relax, he's fine with me! Don't be sad, I'll try to take you away from that guy.
I :
Don't fuck around, Ram! I don't want you to get hurt.
Ramah :
I'm not messing around! I just want to fight for my son's mother. You will belong to no one but me. Our destiny line has been etched and will not be erased by anything. At the end of the day, we will return, because fate brings us back together. You are my soul mate Kezia, I will not let my son lose his mother.
I can no longer reply to the chat from Rama. If the situation was not this complicated, then I would be happy to hear the expression of Rama just now. Moreover, he was also once honest about his feelings to me.
Ramah :
Fight with me, I can't afford to lose you anymore. We fight for our son who still needs us both by his side.
Ramah :
Please Kezia, it's enough of our farewell first. Fight with me, I love you Kezia.
I :
Ramah :
Don't think, just wait for me, then I'll pick you up and take you back from Erik.
I can't change it, but I have a hope to fix it. We both love each other and Ethan is among us.
Thank you Rama, thank you for returning my feelings so far. Although we have to go through it with various kinds of trials. I love you so much too, this heart is yours.
Ramah :
Zia, are you asleep?
I :
No, Ram! I'm still thinking about our son.
Ramah :
Be calm! He's been sleeping well.
Promise me to keep waiting for me, we'll make amends in the past together. We're going to cross all these obstacles together.
I really can't stand it anymore to keep winning. In addition, read all the contents of the chat from Rama. May you fight for me Rama. I want to reunite with you and Ethan. Right you said, we have to fix the mistakes in the past together.
Before long, Rama sent a picture of our son sleeping in his wound. I wiped my tears at the corner of my eye. They both make me jealous. I want to sleep with them both again.
"Tok, tok! Kezia, are you sleeping, son?"
My papa's voice called out to me, I was deliberately silent, I already knew what my papa was going to tell me. It's definitely related to my marriage and Erik's going to be accelerated.
Can I run away right now? Avoid them all. I also hope that Rama can really free me from this bond. I didn't love Erik, I did it just out of return.
Eric :
I know you're not sleeping, Kezia are you avoiding me? You didn't forget your promise, did you?
Eric :
Don't break your promise, KeziaI love you so much, maybe even my love is greater than your love for Rama
Eric :
I will make you happy and will not hurt you as Rama did you
I don't know how many chats came in from Erik, I didn't dare to open it. Erik was getting overprotective because of his fear that Rama would take me from him.
I'm sorry, Erik, I might disappoint you. You are a good man, and you should be with a woman better than me. Even I'm not a holy woman, if I can be honest with you. I had intercourse with Rama, when we were engaged.
I don't know how many times we did it that morning. Clearly, Rama did not use any security at all. I'm sure the seeds are now cradling my womb. There is no way I would marry you if I were pregnant with Rama's son, Erik.
Even my hands gently caressed my flat stomach. I am sure that soon there will be the seed of Rama growing in my womb.
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Holy hooch! Nyicil second son, Rama and Kezia 🤭
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