On A Stormy Night

35. Farewell Words

"Where have you been? What was at school?" Danil who seems to have just returned from school called Damar. He seems to be worried about Damar not going to school. Afraid something bad might happen.

"I'm here. But I don't think I'm going to go to school anymore. I've made the decision to leave and start a new life. I'm sorry, I didn't tell you this before. I actually want to talk about this. But I really can't. Every time I want to, I don't know why my courage is lost."

"What's the matter with you that you chose to leave? Is there no other solution but to leave?" Danil protested against Damar's actions. He felt that it really did not have to be done by him.

"There may be another way. But I think this is the best. Actually there was a little problem, but now it's fine ."

"How is your school going?"

"I've taken care of the moving letter. I'll go to school in a new place."

"I can talk? But it's about you."

"Can."

"You're not, you're selfish. At least before you go tell me you can't? We're friends, right?"

"I really couldn't talk at that time. I admit I'm selfish, but I've been thinking about this."

"But what you do is evil ."

"Yes yes. Oh yeah, the last time I talked to Ihsan he said he wanted to get married. You're told you're not the same as him?" Damar tried to divert the conversation.

"Yes if you want to go. I want to say anything will be free. Hopefully in a new place can get what you want there," he continued. His voice this time sounded slower.

Phone's turned off. Damar can't do anything. What Danil said was right. He questioned his purpose of going to a place that was foreign to him. I don't know why it feels like coming back to the house where he grew up. Why yes, after having a belief that remains after that there are things that want to be repeated.

"Your friend?" ask Fian.

"Yes." Yeah."

"So I heard your conversation. Looks like you left when no one said yes there they were? Actually I am too. I was afraid that if I met them I wouldn't be able to leave. What kind of friendship is that? Sometimes it's a hassle, but without it everything feels bland."

"Yes anyway. That's why I don't want to say. But I don't know why now I suddenly want to go home?"

"That's a dawn. It just feels too late to go home. The train's been a long way from the city you grew up in."

Damar doesn't know what to do. See the view from within. What is in his mind arises many questions such as approximately until when can ya survive? Why is it even though it is very mature still there is something stuck in the heart?

One thing that weighs heavily on his mind, how about the condition of the house after he left? Will they both get divorced later? Or will their relationship improve?

I feel very anxious to contact them. He just held it, I don't know when. Whatever happens to them Damar will always pray for their happiness. In any case, although not his biological parents still do not change the fact that they are the ones who make Damar can live until now.