On A Stormy Night

23. The View That I Don't Want to See

"Aren't you going home?" when Damar said that to Danil.

"Not necessarily like it. You don't even know where my house is. Which was even stray later," in a joking tone Damar said so .

"I want to bring you. Take a walk too."

"Other times. Thank you so much for today."

"I should have said that . Will you play here next time?"

"of course. But yes if for example here also depends on the situation and conditions also ."

"Yes anyway. "

Damar ride his motorbike while enjoying the view of twilight that looks quite beautiful after a long time always covered in cloudy that comes suddenly. I hope it doesn't rain suddenly this time. For the umpteenth time he has felt it. Really not good at all in the body. Before returning home he stopped first at a noodle shop that he said was viral. Actually he was not hungry at all, just because he saw so many people waiting in line so he wanted to follow along too .

"Hi , long time no see. How did you miss school a few days?" while waiting in line he saw a classmate who had not been seen for a few days.

"I have permission from the teacher. Lately there's been some business that can't be left behind," his face looks a bit confused. Damar knew he was hiding something, but he didn't want to pry him further. He is lazy to interfere in other people's affairs, after all if discussed instead makes it uncomfortable.

You're here alone?" ask Damar.

"Himself. I don't think your business will be finished so maybe I won't go to school again."

"What business?" Damar was surprised to hear that.

"Secret."

"No. I can't believe it. School isn't important either."

"Maybe yes. But I don't think so either ."

"What is important? The lessons taught every day are also forgotten. Nor can work."

"Mistake no mistake anyway, I also think so sometimes," From his words Damar seems to catch there is a deep frustration. I don't know what the problem is, there's obviously frustration in his soul. Whatever it was, he was determined not to go to school anymore.

"You don't eat food?" ask friend. Damar felt he had ordered but maybe it was just his mind, rather than bewildered he immediately ordered food there. After waiting for about half an hour finally arrived also his order.

Actually he wanted to chat longer with his friend earlier, but he was gone. He also did not seem comfortable when Damar asked. Instead of dizziness he immediately ate the food served. It felt very steady as it turned out, Damar felt it was not in vain to spend a little while.

When he finished, he immediately told his maid not to cook. Instead of being wasted, it is better not to. After eating, the sun looks reddened. Damar who still does not want to go home immediately look for the nearest mosque for prayer. After that he wanted to buy some goods in minimarket.

Actually he wants to go home, but it feels lazy too. Go home or no one cares. Arriving there, he was surprised to see his mother was with the man at that time again. He immediately took a picture of his mother. It seems that his mother was not aware of his existence, because he still uses a helmet and mask.

A little romantic came out of the man's mouth, because he did not want to be discovered and also he was hot to hear the words that came out of the man he immediately entered the minimarket with a helmet on his head.

Normally people if they see their partner or parents playing with others he will immediately approach and say things as if they did not expect. But that's somebody else, Damar taking pictures actually has a purpose. He wants to get clarity about family relationships that are not like family in general. Having a complete parent feels so bland.

Now he has got photos of his parents with their other partners. I don't know when it's clear in time he'll ask them both. Who knows after that they changed. If it even becomes a quarrel, how else, at the very end of the divorce. If it is finally so Damar is ready . Instead of continuing together but there is no happiness possible with a divorce they will find each other's happiness without having to sin.

Damar came home with mixed feelings. The beautiful view is no longer beautiful. Slowly, her tears came out gently. Even though he felt ready but in fact he felt very sick at all.

Every time he prayed, he always asked that his family could return as before. He's not strong anymore actually, only he doesn't know who to tell. He did not want to because the story will arise other problems. One is heavy, Damar does not want to add it again.