On A Stormy Night

17. The Depression Night

Until Damar's house immediately closed his room and then he cried. In fact, it is more painful to see reality in front of the eyes than just through photos or videos that can sometimes be engineered. That day, it felt like he didn't want to do anything. The world seems to have collapsed .

At least now he knew the reason for the change in attitude. Damar if for example his parents divorced later want to live alone. He did not want to join any of them for fear that someone would get hurt. In addition to the middle way, so he is also more free to live a life that sometimes feels boring.

Maybe being a boarding boy is the best option. During this time he was always curious about their lives which he said was quite interesting. He had heard the stories of some of his neighbors who had become boarding children. They say they're fun but sometimes miserable too. Especially if there is no money, no matter what they eat.

Understandably, all this time Damar lived with sufficiency. For household matters including cooking and shopping there is a loyal assistant. He knows what it's like to eat chili onion or even he never ate rice without side dishes. He was grateful to be born into a family that had nothing to think about.

At nightfall, he who felt his mental condition had improved immediately called a friend who had sent a photo of his father's affair first. Of his many friends, only he was told. In addition to his age as an adult, he had also experienced something similar.

His plan to call Ihsan was somehow he didn't do it. Maybe because he didn't want to sound sad when he called. He wants to sound happy . Very disappointed in her suffering.

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"For a long time, I was waiting for you from earlier," when he saw his friend sitting Damar who immediately commented. They made an appointment at one of the restaurants close to his friend Damar's workplace.

"Sorry, this is just coming home from work. He said someone wanted you to talk about . What's up?"

"My mom, I saw him as a young man. Her body was like that model, her age might be the same as yours," her face looked gloomy as she said so.

"Yet your mother means something?"

"Maybe. It was fitting that his attitude changed, it turned out that he had something new."

"Friend you mean? If it is normal, where will talk romantic words. When I saw them I heard their own words. It's like ABG just met love."

"May I ask for details?"

"So right I want to buy a jacket back home from school I stopped by first in a shopping center so choose more satisfied. And I keep seeing my mom again friendly with guys. Yes maybe he did not realize because I was wearing the same mask as a hat so his face was not too visible . I want to hit a guy. But because the place is a bit rame also males so the center of attention so yes not be. Want to take pictures but I just came home from school, know yourself the school can not bring HP," it feels too detailed story.

"So yes I live with them. I just don't know how to behave. After seeing my parents have a boyfriend, it felt like I lost respect . "

"Sure, just don't kill yourself. "

"No, killing yourself disappointed in them is futile. If you vent your disappointment with a beer drink is not a problem, right?"

"Don't you....."

"No, even if I never had a beer. Sometimes I just wonder if people drink beer. He said stress medication."

"It's good that you have more worship than drinking that kayak. Many negative effects, your body can be damaged for a long time. I know you have a lot of money. But yeah don't make it break the body too."

"Let's say I have no meaning in this world, only if suicide still feels a bit like that. If it breaks down slowly, the pain is not too."

"Skept."