
Before going to bed Damar called Ihsan, it felt like he had not told me for a long time. He wants to know how he is now. Yes, there is an interesting story brought by his childhood friend.
"Assalamualaikum, remember me, right?" as soon as appointed Damar immediately said so .
"Yes room? "
"Yes, how are you?"
"bad. My circumstances are really bad but everything is my fault anyway" he replied.
"What's bad?"
"Well, how do you say I want to drop out of school because I want to get married" he replied.
"Haw? You're new....."
"Yes I know, the problem is I've done something sloppy anyway. I nurutin nawa nafsuku to rape people's children and she is now pregnant," Ihsan explained.
"I really did do something so bad. I don't know how to fix everything other than marrying that girl" she continued her reasons for quitting school.
"You're married to be able to support him?"
"Actually not really, all because forced by circumstances. I'm not actually getting married, I'm not ready to be a dad."
"You know why you raped her?"
"I don't understand either. Everything just happened, only when I realized that what I did was a mistake he had lost what was valuable in him. If only I hadn't done such a bad thing...."
"Where's Danil, she's good to talk to?" Ihsan apparently did not want to discuss the matter further.
"Don't know, I played at his house last Sunday."
"So play too. I think it's good to be able to play three, I've dreamed of it but I don't think it will be achieved."
"One day, I'm sure I can. When the time comes we can be together."
"One time I don't know when. We haven't seen face to face in a long time either."
"Yes the hell ."
"Continue tomorrow yes, I'm already sleepy about it," Ihsan ended their conversation.
After the phone disconnected Damar immediately sat on the edge of his mattress. He thought about what it would be like to get married at the height of puberty. It must have been hard to decide to get married. But maybe his destiny should be.
But yes it is also wrong of him, if only at that time he could resist his lust for sure the problem will not happen. Unfortunately the rice has become porridge, however, the situation cannot be as before. What he does now is only responsible for what he does.
Damar did not expect but he hoped that in the future Ihsan will get happiness after marriage. He hopes his marriage does not run aground in the middle of the road. He had heard that young marriage was prone to divorce, but he hoped that it would not happen to Ihsan. If only they divorced pity their son later.
Damar who still has complete parents still feel the emptiness is very, especially their children later. Born as a child who became pregnant outside marriage alone has become a burden for him, if the divorce may be he could kill himself because it is too burden.
"I think it's a distance" he slowly spoke to himself. After saying he immediately hugged the pillow and. After praying, he fell asleep.