On A Stormy Night

24. Damar In Doubt Night

Damar after reaching his home directly to room , he immediately put his body in the mattress. Actually he was planning to write immediately, but it feels so lazy now. This time he wanted to disappear, his heart still felt pained when he remembered the romantic speech that came out of the mouth of the man who was with his mother.

I want to tear his dirty mouth apart. He hates that guy. Had there been no punishment for killing someone, Damar would have targeted the man to death.

While lying down, he again saw a photo of his father with his affair that someone sent the other day. While looking at him, he hesitated about himself. Somehow he came to think that he was just a pickling child, or maybe just an illegitimate child who was accidentally formed due to the orgasm of his parents who were not unstoppable. Hence he was their hindrance and now they could no longer resist their desire to be with others.

No matter when, Damar has not had the courage to ask about him and also about his parents who look like strangers. His family who had lost this warmth seemed to be questioned his fate.

Rather than continue to think about the no-no, Damar finally decided to just write. He hoped that he would distract her. Rather than continue to think about things that are not good as well , after all the people who have their minds are also not necessarily thinking about it.

Even though he decided to write, in fact he was not able to write anything. All he did was doodle the paper with no definite purpose. Almost a piece of paper full of scribbles he made.

After everything was finished, he left for school. Today there is a replay that cannot be missed. He arrived at school almost simultaneously with the entrance bell, fortunately he could still enter. Actually if not allowed to enter Damar already plans to go somewhere.

Monday's routine is boring. The headmaster who said many things with different sentences but the point remains the same it feels really boring. Fortunately, in the middle of the ceremony the rain suddenly came a little bit heavy. Understandably the rainy season, although not the season is also actually the rain comes sometimes suddenly too.

He felt very grateful even though he had to call the fog to run to the shade along with hundreds of other students. The rain was getting heavier, there was a loud thunderous roar. No matter what happened, he went straight to class. Put the bag right on his desk and his head was put there. He wanted to sleep again, a dream that was too bad last night.

Maybe by sleeping in class maybe he can get a better dream. After all, actually today it is innate to want to sleep continuously. Damar did not understand, but the urge to sleep continued to fill his brain.

When he fell asleep, he was woken by a friend. Actually he wanted to be angry, but when he saw a teacher had been in the classroom he did not become angry. Before taking lessons, he asked permission to wash his face first so that he could reduce his drowsiness.