On A Stormy Night

33. Travelling

For my parents

Sorry if I've been bothering you all this time.

I didn't leave you because I knew the truth about me.

All I thought about when I made up my mind to leave was because I wanted to see you all happy.

I want to go forever. I hope you will be happy with your own choices, I know that I should not interfere in your affairs.

You guys already have your own partner behind me, so this might be the best I think.

Damar really left his house. It was heavy, but he had already made up his mind. What happens in the future he wants to go through on his own. Before leaving, he left the letter. Nearby he had also prepared a cassette tape containing pictures of his parents with their respective affairs. Susana also has a recording of a conversation explaining the purpose and purpose of their affair was to approach her.

Damar does not know whether the two already know each other or not about the affair committed with each other. If for example it might not be a good show . Maybe they will split up. Actually means Damar is not that, but if that's the case how else?

By train he went to a city he had never known before. It is only by instinct that he thinks that there he can live comfortably. Regarding money he did not worry for a while, it was because he sold some valuables of his own. Coupled with his savings, he felt sure he would not feel hungry for the future.

But what he was confused about was actually how he lived in the future. Although now is enough, but one day it will certainly run out too. Therefore , in the car he kept thinking about things that were very important for his future.

He was also hesitant to continue his school, in fact he had taken care of the transfer letter but he himself was confused. It's just that if his own work is confused, because he thinks he does not have expertise in any field. Most mentok teach children, but Damar felt it was a boring thing for him. He also felt unable to teach children even though he understood.

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"Hi, where are you going?" instead of continuing to think of something uncertain, Damar finally tried to get along with the person next to him.

"Where do you know yourself?" his voice sounded like he didn't like being asked. But it's natural, if you don't know, you really like it so people.

"Yes," afterwards Damar no longer knew what to say. Just one sentence, he felt he had checked.

"Hmmm, can you contact me? My name is Damar, if you?" after a long time, Damar tried to chat again with the person next to him.

"Fian, call me that," somehow this time he's a little friendly.

"This Fian gas in a new place will already know what to do?" because the person being chatted with looked a little older than him, so he called him that .

"I don't even know what to do at all. I left actually because my parents already had a partner. At home it also feels lonely, like empty is my life. Although complete but it feels like kayak alone," replied Damar. He tried to answer as best he could.

"I want to continue my school. Maybe this time it will be hard, but I want to conquer it," he continued.

"Do you know where you're going to sleep?" ask the guy named Fian.

"not yet. Most sleep in the store or not in the mosque."

"You don't want to stay with me for a while? I was looking for a cheap hostel yesterday. The location is also if the word that has is okay. But I don't know the hell because I never came directly."

"Really?"

"Just pay the cost for two. Agreed no?"

"Yes," Damar accepted. According to him, rather than nyari again even complicated. Both of them can be cheaper.

"Do you have to answer that?"

"I want to stay together. It was also thought that nyari again even more complicated."

"That's dong. Oh yeah, now we're friends, right?" smiling, Fian said.

"Ready. I hope from now on we can be friends" Damar assented. Damar was happy to have a friend in a place that was completely foreign to him . Moreover, he had never gone far before.

Although happy, but still can not trust it fully. Although he has never received treatment that is not unpleasant other things still.saja he must be vigilant. Today's age that looks good yet he's really good so the opposite.

The first time to ride a train with a fairly far route turned out to make having a new experience. There were many destinations that each person wanted to reach on the train he was riding.he also saw many beautiful scenery that he had never seen before. No matter what happens later he wants to continue to enjoy the scenery that he may not see again.

For some reason, when he was busy enjoying everything, he suddenly remembered with his friends at school. In his heart he thought they would feel lost or not? Or are they happy because of their departure?

He left without saying a word. He did not want to make them sad, especially he also did not know what sentence was roughly suitable for him to say. Maybe later it's good to call Danil to tell him about his disappearance. Although it does not change anything, at least he can say a parting word even through a phone call.