On A Stormy Night
13. Memories
Because what was imagined felt so already to be written, Damar finally chose to take some important points from the idea that had sprung in his mind. I want to continue at a time like that. Rain, there was nothing to write about as well plus he was lazy to read a textbook.
It felt like he was bored, there was nothing he could do. Play the original rains at a time like now exciting, where the rain again profusely. No one would scold him like when he was a kid. The more age somehow it feels more lazy to do something.
In the past, whenever it rained heavily he always wanted to shower rain but always ended up getting his mother's jewel. Must be nagged out of it, times like that it feels really bad huh? I don't think there's anything that could make him enjoy life like anyone else.
Speaking of rain first he always invites his neighbors who are still the same age as if he got angry not alone. Very nice person, unfortunately he has moved since graduating from SD. Damar so kangen, about his friend still remember not yes they used to get angry together as a child? Damar could only imagine the moment it repeated itself while occasionally smiling faintly. It felt like I was just wondering, but on the one hand it felt really wanted.
His name is Ihsan, only Damar often calls him Anto, which is the name of the father of his friend. Even so if in front of his people he did not dare to call him that name. Fear of getting angry because they are considered impolite.
If now call by the name of his parents it feels very strange, maybe because the mind is now more developed or it is not his time anymore. But yes, it was better then, than now the little ones who were far below called their friends with a name that he thought was inappropriate. Most of them called their friends with a call that sounded toxic once.
Sometimes Damar miris heard it, but yes how else. ever counseled one of them, but the answer is really unexpected. Damar was silent, but they said what their right was .
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"I'm sorry, because of me you got angry" as a child he once apologized to his friend for feeling guilty.
"We often get angry too. Enjoy it while you can. We can't forever be like this," he continued.
"Can't it be forever?" I don't know why this sentence feels so painful even if he knows what it means.
"It's not possible that we're as old as we can continue."
"We're going to be forever, aren't we San?"
"If that's for sure. I will forever be your best friend, I will always be by your side, I will never make you feel lonely" When asked Ihsan very confidently said so.
That beautiful sentence seems to now remain meaningless words according to Joseph. He sometimes protested against Ihsan who was far away. Without news in a distant place it is painful. Joseph when he remembered the sentence said by his friend it was like he wanted to get news about him now. But it seems impossible, especially it has been years since that day passed.
But maybe he had a better friend than her. After all, he had also forgotten, why continue to hope? In the ever-flowing loneliness Damar covered himself with a pillow while trying to vent such deep sadness.
