Not the Original Owner

Extra Part 1

Aeesha POV

As a Muslim woman who is thrown into another world and lives in the body of others is a difficult experience. Easy in terms of adjusting, difficult to digest all information that is beyond reason and live it.

Because of Aeesha's belief in God's ordinance, he freely accepted his destiny. Not without effort, in fact the place he is in is another world, not just another country. If other countries with an interval Aeesha can still try to return home or at least return to Indonesia. But there was no way home for him. Complaining does not solve problems, there will only be infuriation of the favor of God.

With the confidence God has given her a beautiful plan Aeesha lives the life of the owner of the body, Nyssa. Nyssa's loneliness, Nyssa's closeness, Nyssa's disappointment and Nyssa's thirst for attention, all he bears and hopes to improve the life of the owner of the body including replacing him to marry.

Either halal or haram for him to establish a relationship with Azmy as a soul. But in the status of the owner of the body later, it is halal and legal in the eyes of the state. Again, with his faith in the decree of Allah, he gave all lawfulness and uncleanness to Allah, the Most Decisive. So he lives Nyssa's life with Azmy. God has prepared many unexpected things. Including the recollection of her soul being closed and reopened, Aeesha remained all-believing in the power of God.

In a relationship with Azmy, the Azmy family, Aeesha has replaced Nyssa's loneliness with new people who love her. The affection of Mami Sita and Papi Agam, gives Nyssa the warmth of a family with a father and mother that he had longed for. The love of Azmy gives Nyssa meaning. Little by little Nyssa's life has changed thanks to Aeesha.

Aeesha, who lives with Nyssa's identity and memory, can melt the heart of Nyssa's father who has been ignoring her. However, Aeesha as a soul cannot cultivate affection towards her. Aeesha only fulfilled her obligations as a child, nothing more.

Aeesha's biggest concern was the identity of her soul, how people would judge her. Someone will think it is crazy. No one can help him in this world. He also gave up everything to God. Honesty that he initially thought would come to a breakup, in fact it is not. Azmy accepts it, either as the body of Nyssa or the soul of Aeesha Nyssa. Aeesha felt the meaning of her presence in this world.

Knowing the truth of Nyssa's lineage, Aeesha considers everything that happened to her to be a trial from God. Where Allah will not give trials above the ability of His servant. He did not want to know the reason or cause of the phenomenon of soul exchange, because all things that happened did not escape the intervention of Almighty God. It was fortunate that the bloodline stopped on him, so that no more souls would be thrown into this world.

All the injuries, the hard times, he went through by constantly convincing himself to be grateful. Aeesha is grateful, Azmy as her husband accompanies her in every sorrow and happiness. The presence of twins in his life and Azmy is an abundant gift from God. Until Azmy forgets her, Aeesha tries to convince herself to stay strong. Everything will be beautiful in time.

Allah is Most Merciful, Most Merciful, and bestows all sustenance and mercy on His servants. The family that Aeesha lived with was always in the protection of Allah, so that every distress was always facilitated.

Aeesha's first feeling of love for Azmy was when Azmy treated her for a shoulder injury. Since Azmy declares love and says she will teach him to love, Aeesha begins to learn from Azmy's attitude of treating him with love. Like being gentle only to him, listening to him, appreciating him, suppressing his ego to keep his feelings, always there for him. There Aeesha really saw Azmy not only as a husband who married because of the body of Nyssa. And her duty as a wife is no longer an obligation to her. Aeesha becomes aware that what she feels is love. Love because of God, love him not to have it completely but love him with the pleasure of God.

After realizing her feelings, Aeesha began to feel apprehension if her husband would glance at another woman. Aeesha is not the type who can share a husband, not because she denies the sunah apostleullah herself who is not ready to see her husband share love with other women. For Azmy, Aeesha can believe it won't be for her but not for the women out there. With all her efforts, Aeesha does everything she can to keep her husband comfortable and satisfied with her. So that her husband will miss her as a wife, will not be tempted to try another. Efforts do not betray results, Azmy always crave it and Aeesha can calmly live her household life.

His trials are through sincerely and rely on Allah. Every prayer and dhikr expects blessings and protection from God.

But God wants something else. God loved him more than calling him first. The sign came 40 days before his death, like a premonition saying it was not long. He began to write down all his travels in a diary. Setting up savings for her children, devoting all her time to her family especially Daneena, her 14-year-old daughter. He still says if he should leave her.

Aeesha prepared a letter for her husband and children. I hope they don't dissolve in their grief. Especially Azmy, her husband whom she loved but did not have time to reveal. It was always Azmy who revealed her love, she just accepted it.

When the time has come, Aeesha feels hard to leave her children. Remember Zayn who is rarely at home because of many activities outside the home, either as an activist or pursue his sports hobby, traveling, climbing, or social service.

Understanding Daneena at once spoiled, making Aeesha feel her duty as a mother has not been completed. There are still many things she needs to do for her children. But God has prepared a plan for her, her husband and children. Until the end of his life, Aeesha remained faithful to Allah.

Azmy POVs

Marriage is a troublesome thing. Women are also troublesome creatures. Until he meets Nyssa, the woman who does not see him because of his wealth or good looks.

The woman who made him curious, interested and could not help but touch him. A woman who draws near to God whom she has long forgotten. Every word of hers always cools her heart, the look of her eyes saturates it and her smile makes her heart flowery. He falls in love with Nyssa, wanting to have her completely.

When Nyssa was legitimately his wife, made her feelings mixed. In addition to Nyssa's gentle treatment and serving her every need, their intimate activities make her opiate. He only realized his high desire after getting to know Nyssa. During this time he lived too straight to not feel the vibration in the opposite sex or same sex. But Nyssa, just her smile alone made her want it.

Until he can get her pregnant with twins, this is a pride for her. But reality also slaps her, the Nyssa she knows is not the real Nyssa. Rather than Nyssa's body with someone else's soul. He also doubted his love, but he could not stay away from his little wife.

When contemplating again, what he loves is Aeesha who is now in the body of Nyssa. Aeesha wants a separation, but she will keep her household. For him, it doesn't matter if it's Nyssa's body or Aeesha's soul. The two of them are one and they are his little wife. He accepted reality, as well as God's decree for him. There was a sign of disappointment in her heart, due to Aeesha's recognition of her past and Aeesha's statement of being unable to repay her love. Azmy does not give up, he will bestow love for his little wife so that one day Aeesha can repay him.

After he feels the whole life with the presence of Aeesha. The truth of Nyssa's lineage is revealed, the reason why Aeesha's soul can enter Nyssa's body. The hard times they faced, the guilt of which he could not protect his little wife. But Aeesha did not blame him, instead asking him to make peace with himself. Azmy is falling in love with his little wife.

Every trial, disaster that befell them, his little wife always reminded him to be sincere and grateful. The more days his love deepens, until he feels jealous of Aeesha's past. Then Aeesha reveals everything she did for Azmy's sake, her husband not because of the shadows of the past. Azmy feels that Aeesha already loves him but is unaware of it. His time as a wife and a mother, a life that contains only himself, does not bring up the past, tries to please him, Azmy feels Aeesha has shown love to him.

The highlight was the surprises his little wife gave their honeymoon. Changing appearances only for her, balancing her sincerely, taking her satisfying initiative, Azmy is increasingly convinced Aeesha is actually expressing love to her. Although every expression of his love is only returned with a smile or kiss, Azmy no longer feels disappointed. He patiently waited for his little wife to realize his love.

His home life is not smooth, because God loves him then the trials must be there to measure his faith. The second child who miscarried and the third child was born with full struggle, Azmy had thought to replace his little wife bear it all.

After the ordeal passed, his home life reverted to happiness. With his little wife, two boys and one daughter. A whole combination of Azmy's life, he hopes it all lasts forever.

The destiny of human life is the power of God. So when Aeesha breathed her last breath, Azmy lost half of her soul. On the one hand he was happy his little wife expressed her love, but on the other hand great sadness approached him. The wife who always loved him, reminded him, filled his day, his love, his love, left him first. As much as she could hold back her tears, she knew Aeesha would feel sad if she saw her crying. Since the birth of Zayn and Zayden, the whiny hormones of his little wife while pregnant have persisted. So that every time there was a little sadness, his little wife would cry. Even just because of the injury to Zayn's knee, he could cry.

His soft, shady, thoughtful and quick-witted little wife was no more. Just a memory and a diary. The book contains the journey of Aeesha and herself, the book containing the last letter with the expression love. As he felt, his little wife did love him but did not express it through words. Azmy felt more sadness, so he could not hold back the pace of his tears.

But he had to be as rigid as his little wife's request. He still has responsibility, and an explanatory debt to his children. Azmy did not blame Aeesha's selfish attitude for giving her an explanation, instead she was grateful that her little wife left without carrying a burden on her heart. Although his little wife may have regrets, Azmy is convinced that Aeesha can make peace with him as he always told Azmy.

"My beloved wife.. If God gives us our destiny to be together again, then I will be the happiest husband with you. Neither in this life, nor in the future."