
Today Azmy gathered his children in the main room. He wanted to hand over the letter his little wife had written to their children. And an explanation of their Mother.
Azmy handed a letter to her three children who are now sitting on the sofa used to gather before going to bed. The three had already held each letter, and said the basmalah together before opening it. A letter to my dear Zayn..
^^^Assalamualaikum..^^^
^^^Hai darling.. If you read this letter, rest assured Mother will always be in your heart. Even though you will later forget Mother, Mother remains in the depths of your heart.^^^
^^^Stay be a humble, jovial and loyal Zayn. Your assertiveness may not be the same as Zayden's, but you've done everything to the best of your ability. You are special for what you are, my dear.^^^
^^^Honey, forgive Mother if all this time Mother seems to curb your time at home. All Mothers do so that you do not forget the house where you came home. There's Daddy, Zayden and Daneena waiting for you at home.^^^
^^^Mother is proud of all your achievements dear, Mommy also knows you set up a cafe for your community. If you do not go home, you stay there, all this time Mother just quietly waiting for you to be honest. You know it takes courage to say honesty that will make your Daddy angry. But Mother guarantees, Daddy will not be angry. Be honest, baby, before Daddy finds out for himself.^^^
^^^Honey.. Mother can no longer wait for your return.. Later, you must remember the time to go home. Mother titip Daddy, Daneena also Zayden yaa darling. Mommy believes Daddy will regret the departure of Mommy, while Zayden who looks assertive will harbour his own sadness. For Daneena, Mommy felt sorry for not being able to accompany her to adulthood. Daneena needs your warmth and guidance as a sister.^^^
^^^Honey.. If one day you find out the truth about Mother, please forgive this selfish Mother. Mother hid it for fear of disappointing you. Excuse me..^^^
^^^Thank you for being present in the life of Mother dear. Thank you for being an angel who strengthens Mother. Thanks darlin.. Mother loves you..^^^
^^^Distant kiss bay, Mother^^^
Zayn cried reading a letter from Aeesha. Until the end of his life, Mother never blamed him, precisely her Mother had been waiting for her honesty. He did set up a cafe for his community 1 year ago. All he did was to make it easier for him to gather his members to discuss their activities. Zayn used all his savings to set up the cafe and because there was a cafe, he often spent his time there.
The reason Zayn is dishonest is Daddy. Daddy opposed his decision to become an activist. If you are just a lover of nature, sports or motor racing, Daddy still allows. But for activists, Daddy was against it because he thought it would cloud his judgment about politics. Just because Mother always defended and allowed him only on condition that he should not leave the prayer, his Daddy finally relented but with the record that if Zayn was involved in anarchy, then Zayn should stay away from his activist activities.
Zayn regretted his actions, if he could be more honest with Mother who had been defending him. If only he had more time at home. If only he had listened to Daddy a long time ago not to be an activist. Maybe the time he spent with Mother will be more. Regretting now is useless. He promised to leave his activist activities, he would start focusing on college and helping Daddy. So much time that he can spend on his family, so that there will be no more regrets.
Meanwhile, Zayden who was also reading a letter from Aeesha just kept quiet with mixed feelings. He does have a lot of speculation about his mother. Starting from every cooked food is not sold anywhere, the belief in his religion is thick in the minority. Her mother was not a part of the world she knew. Like a polluted river, Mother is the only fish that lives without poisoning.
Zayden holds it because according to him, whoever Mother is still Mother who gave birth to her. But Zayden did not know that his mother knew his heart. Including his assessment of women. There was nothing she could hide from Mother, that was her Mother. Although Mother educated him with gentleness, her Mother's words were always on target. Until the end of his life, Mother still corrects him.
^^^For dear Zayden..^^^
^^^Assalamu'alaikum..^^^
^^^Follow darling.. Forgive Mother who can no longer accompany your days or become a makmum when Daddy is not home.^^^
^^^Mother knows, many questions and speculations that Iden pendam so far. Forgive Mother who can not be honest dear. Mother is afraid that you are disappointed, Mother is also afraid that you cannot accept the truth of Mother's identity. Because everything you experience is not an event that can be measured by reason. Mother also does not use reason to react to it dear, but belief in the ordinance of God.^^^
^^^Honey.. You have an advantage that makes you special. Remember that everything that happens in life does not make sense. For Allah is All-Everything with 99 glorious names. No one escapes His intervention.^^^
^^^If you ever find the answer to all your questions, please forgive Mother dear. Forgive Mother..^^^
^^^Honey.. Open your heart and mind, the world is not as bad as you think. Don't limit your association, God has prepared a wonderful plan for you, baby. But there is also a calamity that you will go through to measure your faith.^^^
^^^Honey.. Don't be so hard on Zayn. You're different, Zayn prefers freedom so you're obligated to remind him that Zayn was wrong. And don't overindulge Daneena, but help her grow independent. You are a reminder to them both, my dear.^^^
^^^Honey.. Thank you for being present in your life. Thank you for being an angel who strengthens Mother. You and Zayn and Daddy are the forces that make you survive in an unfamiliar world.^^^
^^^Inspuse Mother.. Mother loves you..^^^
While Daneena was sobbing in Azmy's arms at this time. The letter from her Mother only reveals how much Mother loves her.
^^^Assalamu'alaikum..^^^
^^^Dearest daneena.. Bidadari booster Mother..^^^
^^^Honey.. Thank you for staying in your life. Thank you for following in your footsteps without being asked. Thank you for making the choice you make. Thanks though..^^^
^^^Mother loves Nena very much, Mommy is grateful to have Nena so that Mommy has female friends. As long as there is Nena, Mother is like being blessed with an angel. Behind Nena's spoiled nature to Daddy and Iden's older sister, Nena is the most understanding child and sister.^^^
^^^But forgive Mother who has to go.. Mother knows Nena will be strong, forgive Mother..^^^
^^^It remains Nena, who unites your brothers and Daddy. Mother dear Nena.. Dear Nena. Mother has prepared a penthouse for Nena, later if you are on vacation or are free to visit there. Mommy has designed according to Nena's wishes but if you want to be added, just tell Daddy.^^^
^^^Peluk.. Mother^^^
Azmy looked at the faces of her two twins. One was silent quietly, one was silent daydreaming with puffy eyes. He did not know the contents of the letter from Aeesha, but he could guess if his little wife must have written down the weaknesses of both so that the two were now speechless.
"Dad.. Zayn will join Iden at Daddy's company." Zayn started the conversation. Azmy was not surprised, considering his little wife always said softly but on target. Until the end of his life, he was always thinking about his family.
"Alright, let Iden explain it later in the company. When are you going to start?"
"Fastly Dad. My lecture is almost over, the thesis is already in ACC just waiting for the trial schedule." Azmy nodded his head.
"Dad, are we starting work tomorrow?" ask Zayden.
"Come to you, your Mother also does not want you to dissolve in sadness. After all, you can visit him at any time. And Daddy insists, if Daddy won't marry again."
"We won't allow it either!" said his three children in unison.
"good. Now you two read this book. This was left by your Mother, the contents of which you read for yourself. Daddy's gonna explain if there's anything you're asking." Azmy handed Aeesha's daily open to Zayn who then read it.
"Dad, Mother prepared a penthouse for Nena. When you prepare it, almost all of your time is spent at home." asked Daneena. He did not understand, because all this time the image of Aeesha in the eyes of her children is a mother and wife who spend time for the family. She never went out of the house to take care of work. Even if out of the house, their mother will only invite them to shop, sightseeing or treatment in the salon.
"About half a year ago baby. When you go study tour." Azmy replied while stroking Daneena's head in her lap.
"Not only the penthouse dear, two apartments are also prepared for your two brothers in the northern area. The same place as Aditya." Zayn and Zayden looked at Azmy.
"Is that really Daddy?" Azmy nodded his head.
"Why does Mother seem to know the time is coming?" Zayn shed his tears, making the calm Daneena cry again.
"You know what your Mother is like. Such a thing is no longer the power of man, Allah is the All-Willing." Azmy calms Daneena down. Zayden patted Zayn on the shoulder to strengthen.
"Mother has already moved all her assets on behalf of the three of you. Later Rara will explain it." explained Azmy.
"Dad, we've finished reading Mother's book. Now there's only the Daddy version and the detailed explanation" Zayden said, responding to Zayn's nod. While Daneena just silently listened, he did not really understand but could accept the outline.
Finally Azmy told all the truths they had been covering up, coinciding with the presence of Mami Sita and Papi Agam. They join forces to listen to Azmy's story, because they only know the outline.