Not the Original Owner

40. Qadarullah

Exactly one week Alexsa had not come to ride a meal. During that time, Azmy spends time with Nyssa. Take and pick up his little wife in college, then visit the park or the beach.

They are planning to stay at the family villa at the top. But man can only plan while Allah is the All-Willing. Their plan fails due to Alexsa suddenly coming with Edward.

"Nyssa, you have to help me!" Alexsa shouted as soon as she entered the mansion and saw Nyssa coming down the stairs. Azmy, who was already in the living room, grieved to see the intruder coming.

After they all sat in the living room, Alexsa started explaining everything.

Alexsa initially hates Edward who has taken the honor and made her study neglected. However, the baby in her womb wants Edward close to her. Near Edward, Alexsa can eat quietly without having Nyssa's food. That's why for one week Alexsa hasn't come. Abraham's father and Rosa's mother handed over all decisions to him, willing to refuse or accept Edward.

Edward just silently listened, his heart feeling sad. The woman he loved turned out to be the half-sister of the woman he took away his honor. Their relationship is also close, he must immediately bury his feelings. Because now there's Alexsa who needs her.

Azmy noticed Edward's injured expression was irritated. Azmy had investigated Edward before. After the Alexsa incident, she still changed partners but did not get to bed. And the last time after his meeting with Nyssa, Edward stopped his Casanova activities and began to focus on managing his family's restaurant, also began to explore Islam. Religion that he had long abandoned and chose to the path of worship. It may be true that Edward said, love at first sight. But this made Azmy even more upset. Why his little wife? Nyssa is his wife, no one should look at him or glance at him.

Nyssa calms down Alexsa who is now crying, because the problem now is the difference in belief. Alexsa, who does not know God, is confronted with the father of a baby who is a Muslim.

"One's beliefs cannot be forced. If you become a Muslim just because you want to get married, then it is not justified. To be a Muslim, it must be from his faith and belief in Allah and the Messenger of Allah." - Nyssa. It was confirmed by Azmy and Edward.

"Because after becoming a Muslim, it is obligatory for him to carry out all the commandments of Allah and stay away from His prohibition. Maybe the circumstances of Alexsa who converted to Islam because he wanted to marry Edward now can be tolerated. But can Alexsa be Istiqomah? Can Alexsa strengthen her faith in God? Do not let, when going to marry, convert to Islam, after not being able to carry out obligations as a Muslim because of faith and faith that is less apostate. It is the thing that God hates, the hell of a reward. Alexsa, the decision is yours."

Alexsa pondered, examining everything Nyssa said. During this time he was also confused with his life, if Nyssa prayed to his Lord while he never prayed. He considers all that is experienced and obtained is karma for him. And now faced with conviction, it becomes a dilemma. "Am I sure of Nyssa?" ask Alexsa to herself.

"Think carefully first. There is no compulsion to convert to Islam. All of your will as well as your faith and your faith." Nyssa calmed the worried Alexsa, clasping her hands gave her strength.

"Nyssa, have you ever questioned your God?" ask Alexsa.

"No, my God is close to me. Closer than my neck. So, my faith in Allah and the Messenger of Allah was never questioned. Life, death, and my soul mate, God is decisive. Everything that happens in my life is God's. I am sincere and grateful for all the gifts God has given me. Every prayer I recite only wishes the blessing of Allah, for Allah is All-Everything. As long as his servant obeys, Allah will bestow His mercy." - Nyssa.

"Do I have to cover my head like you?"

"No, it is obligatory for the law to close the law for Muslims because it can close the door to greater sin. But for hijab for Muslim women, there are scholars who say if it is an option. If you are not ready to close it, then wear a polite shirt first. As time goes on, that guidance will come by itself."

"But why are you suddenly hijab this wide?"

Nyssa was pensive, since when did she wear this wide hijab? His memory was like misty, which he remembered as soon as he woke up from his sleep he started wearing the hijab.

"They came at an unexpected time. Qadarullah I am steady with my hijab." only this answer can Nyssa give.

"You can learn from the basics first with Edward, or find a teacher who can guide you, maybe there will be a direction to come later. The important thing is that you are sure of your decision, because Allah wants the baby in your womb to be there, and Allah will show you the way. May Allah grant you mercy. Aamiin's.." Azmy and Edward join Nyssa's prayer.

"But why did God allow me to be tainted?"

"Alexsa, every human life there is a grace as well as a trial. And what happened to you was a trial. Behind the trials that you go through, there is wisdom that you will get. God is testing you, and God will not give you trials above the ability of his servants."

Every word and answer Nyssa like a shower of hearts for Alexsa, only this time Alexsa felt her heart calm without burden. "Is it true that God has been with him all this time?" ask Alexsa to hope.

Azmy and Edward who had been listening to the two women's conversation felt admiration. Nyssa's understanding is very flexible, Islam as a religion that is not pushy and forgiving.

After Alexsa understood Nyssa's words, she said goodbye. Edward follows her, because otherwise Alexsa won't be able to eat. Maybe their baby wants them to be together.

After the death of Alexsa and Edward, Nyssa no longer wants to stay at the villa. Finally spending time in their pavilion.

"Honey.." call Azmy who now hugs his wife on the sofa bed.

"Emm.." answered Nyssa with closed eyes. Nyssa is exhausted after their unification activities.

"When are your monthly guests coming?" Azmy had already counted from the last time Nyssa's monthly guests had come. Supposedly 3 days ago Nyssa had a monthly guest arrival. But until now there have been no signs, which there is a strange desire of his little wife as well as Nyssa's increased appetite. Azmy also felt the changes in Nyssa's breasts, the more contained and firmer the darker the color. When being touched by her made Nyssa even more sensitive, this change made her both happy and worried. Was there a health problem as the doctor said at the time?

Nyssa opened her eyes, which was exactly what her husband said. He has not yet received a monthly guest, then Nyssa opens his monthly application. It was 5 days late than it should have been. Soon Nyssa left her husband and entered the pavilion. Nyssa recalls keeping a test pack given by Mami Sita a few weeks ago in her backpack. When Nyssa got in the bathroom. Azmy who saw Nyssa's nimble behavior, not understanding what her little wife was doing, could only wait for her to come out of the bathroom.

In the bathroom, Nyssa performs a pregnancy test. The best time is in the morning, but it does not rule out the possibility now can detect. Because he was suspicious from far away. Abdominal cramps experienced, breasts that feel tight, the unification activities now enjoyed her, Hb that down, increased appetite, her desire that is sometimes strange. Actually, these are all signs of pregnancy, just because she had a monthly guest yesterday that made her hesitate to do a pregnancy test as recommended by Mami Sita. Mami Sita is suspicious of her unusual appetite, so she tells Nyssa to take a pregnancy test, but she says she is fine. Nyssa was afraid that too much hope would disappoint her.

"Two lines.." Nyssa smothers her mouth in disbelief, but she is pregnant.

"Darling, are you okay inside?" asked Azmy who had been waiting for a long time outside.

Out of the bathroom, Nyssa immediately hugged her husband and cried. Azmy is confused as to why Nyssa is crying. He wanted to let go of Nyssa's embrace to make sure his little wife was okay, but Nyssa shook her head. After she calmed down, Nyssa gave herself a hug, then handed her husband a test pack.

Azmy receives Nyssa's test pack, seeing that there are two red lines there. There is also a description of the line 1 not pregnant and line 2 pregnant. Azmy froze for a moment, his blood rippling with this news.

He's gonna be a father, Nyssa's pregnant son! Immediately in Nyssa's body lift, he carried it around. Azmy is very happy, meaning Nyssa's tears are tears of happiness.

Qadarullah, God gave him the offspring of the woman he loved. "Thank you God, for Your grace and love." Azmy climbed up in his heart.