Not the Original Owner

53. More Honest Body Reactions

Nyssa was confused, how to deal with Azmy now.

She could not deny that she was now Azmy's legally and religiously legitimate wife. Because after all, it was his soul who was married and made physical contact with Azmy using the body of the owner of the body.

When Azmy proposes to her, Nyssa can still feel the feelings of the owner of the body. And until now, he had not felt the feeling of the owner of the body at all. It is like completely replacing the soul of the owner of the body. Her last memory was the owner of the body that hugged her, as she cried in her subconscious after Azmy's proposal. The soul of the owner of the body disappeared with a sense of relief because there are people who love him and Azmy who love him. After that, Nyssa is in control of the body owner. It's just that with the memory of the owner of the body and his misty memory.

Perhaps, this is also the power of God. Nyssa wants her to forget her memory so that the owner of the body can find happiness. And now, his memory is restored to test Nyssa. Whether he can continue his role or not. Halal or illegitimate Nyssa is related to Azmy, Allah the All-Knowing and the All-Forgiving. Because Nyssa could not determine it, he could only submit to God's terms. And the test of God will not exceed his limits.

Nyssa also recalled her encounter with her husband after the kidnapping incident. Nyssa tried to understand all her husband's words. Her husband seemed to know God's decree for her, and her farewell signifies that her husband is no longer in this world.

Or rather, not from the world that Nyssa was occupying right now. Because Nyssa had been looking for information about where she lived, but nil. Nyssa couldn't find anything. Although language, food and lifestyle are not much different from his life before, but Nyssa seems to be in a different scope.

In the past, he thought if he was outside the city with a Muslim minority in this city. But it turns out not, if in Indonesia there are 6 religions with a Muslim majority, here a lot of atheism.

Then his guess became to be abroad. But the Padang cuisine that Nyssa once cooked for Mami Sita is the first point that Nyssa is aware of. That the typical food of the Indonesian country he lived in was not here. If he was abroad, there was no way no one would know rendang. Because Indonesian specialties such as rendang, nasi goreng, nasi uduk, satay, soto, have been worldwide and have many fans.

Nyssa finally gave up. If it is not God who shows the way, then it is impossible for him to find the truth of His decree.

Although Nyssa responded to everything that happened and remembered him calmly and airy chest. Still her already bitter sweet taste of household life felt awkward with Azmy. Given the influence of her twin pregnancy hormones at this time alone made her embarrassed. How could he not be so shameless.

When pregnant with her two children, her passion only peaked in the second trimester and it was still under control. At least 4 times a week, not every day like now. Because during the first trimester, both pregnancies experienced severe morning sickness. And during the third trimester, a large stomach makes it uncomfortable to move.

With my thoughts drifting, Nyssa stopped her reading. And feel if Azmy gets close to him.

"Honey.. Let's go back to sleep, there's still time before dawn prayers." invite Azmy who is now sitting in front of Nyssa.

"O Allah, forgive your servant. I'm like looking at 2 versions of a husband." Inner Nyssa. The way Azmy called her was exactly the same as her husband.

"Emmm.." That's the only answer Nyssa could give.

Nyssa wants to stand up, Azmy with a sigab helping her. When Azmy wants to help her open her face, Nyssa stops her by shaking her head.

They also lay themselves in bed. Azmy hugged Nyssa from behind, as it was already impossible to face. Nyssa still with her complete face immediately fell asleep feeling comfortable embrace Azmy.

Azmy was astonished by Nyssa's attitude, but she returned it to the influence of hormones. He who was already sleepy also fell asleep.

They perform the morning prayers. Nyssa tries to control herself, to keep her usual attitude. Everything is smooth, until Azmy invites him to swim.

Azmy is still waiting for Nyssa's answer, since the pregnancy of his little wife he became more patient and relented.

Finally Nyssa was willing to swim, but in the back pool alone was not to the pavilion because Nyssa was not ready to open her hijab. Azmy agrees and brings Nyssa down for breakfast first.

Nyssa would cook if she wanted to, the rest of the waiters would prepare breakfast if there was no notice from Nyssa.

In the pool, they stretch for a while and start to get into the pool. Azmy had no objection to the clothes Nyssa was wearing at the moment since there was no swimsuit that would fit. Leggings with a t-shirt-based tunic, and an instant-robed hijab.

"Honey, why don't you just let go of the hijab?" Azmy feels dejavu. Like when I just got to know Nyssa who was closed.

"No. I like it this way." replied Nyssa with a smile.

"All right." Azmy relented.

"Here baby.." Azmy goes into the pool first and extends his hand to Nyssa.

Nyssa welcomes Azmy's hand, and goes into the water. Azmy helps her float, but Nyssa feels uncomfortable with her stomach. Finally Nyssa asked to be released and said if his stomach is uncomfortable, it feels heavy down. Azmy releases his little wife just in case.

Nyssa can swim since SD, and swimming supine is a movement that used to be often done during pregnancy.

Azmy has never taught Nyssa to float on her back. He was astonished, but began to follow Nyssa's movements.

The two of them swam back and forth, until Nyssa felt tired.

"Suami, I'm tired" said Nyssa, as usual as possible. Because he did not want to risk going up alone with his distended stomach.

"Whoever my darling." Azmy gallantly carried Nyssa's body in her arms. Holding Nyssa's waist, to help her climb upstairs.

Nyssa was electrocuted as Azmy's hand held her waist. His body's response was completely out of his control.

Azmy came up, leading his little wife to sit in a lounge chair. Wearing a bath robe and a towel over Nyssa's head. After that, Azmy went back into the pool and swam a few laps.

Nyssa just silently accepts Azmy's treatment. Azmy was like this, though cold-faced and resolute he would soften and care near Nyssa. Never once had Azmy treated her harshly or yelled at her. Only Leon and his servants and employees received such treatment.

Nyssa had to come clean immediately, before her body's response was out of control. Because Nyssa knows best if the body's response is more honest than the heart can lie.

Nyssa does not want to add to her sin by being dishonest and rejecting Azmy's touch.

And if asked about love, Nyssa can't answer it. Because during her life, she and her husband never expressed love. For them, being comfortable together, complementing each other, trust, openness are the foundation of their home life. So that household life goes in harmony. Nor did she not love, for Nyssa and her husband all because of God.

And that's why Nyssa never agreed with the word "love is blind". It is not a blind love, but a love that is not based on faith because of God. The love they feel will be greater than that of God.

Every soul has been prepared by God. How his servant lived it, and if there was a farewell. It is not because they are not a match, just that their soul mate is enough to get there. Then there will be another soul mate filling it. (In the sense of marriage, not courtship.)

Nyssa is married to the ta'aruf line, so the love that grows between her and her husband comes with the intention of God. Of two people who do not know each other, become one part of the unity. Trials are sure to exist, but they will not exceed their limits.

And the word "i love you" never brags them, only the word "I love you" they most often express in certain moments.