Not the Original Owner

12. Dream of Good or Bad Things?

Tonight was exhausting for Nyssa's soul. After returning from the restaurant, Nyssa locked herself in the room. After bathing and performing his duties, he laid his body on the bed. Staring at the ceiling of the room, but his mind glared far away.

The feeling of the owner of the body still attached to him, left him in a dilemma. On the one hand, he is happy because the owner of the body is happy. On the other hand, Nyssa became doubtful. Soon the wedding will be titled, what about her? Although she is now in Nyssa's body, her soul is that of a wife. Will the field of reward be a field of sin for him?

"O Allah, by Your permission and grace I am here. All my rewards and sins, you are Oft-Forgiving. There is no power or effort except Allah, the Most High, the Most Great."

The prayer Nyssa prayed during her time in Nyssa's body. He wanted to meet the cleric to find answers to his current situation. But she paused, because she remembered her husband's message. "All the problems we face, should not seek solutions from outside. As for what it is, still no human being is perfect. Remember, God is always with his servant. Qadarullah's.."

Nyssa misses her husband as well as her children. At a time like this, her husband would hug her, calming her down. If he sees his mother and father like that, his children will sulk asking for his attention, so he forgets the sad feeling of being changed with happiness. Too late in his longing, Nyssa fell asleep."

As for Azmy, he was cursing himself in the room. He felt guilty for Nyssa, the woman who was familiar to him for a few days, who would become his wife.

Today, Azmy assigns Leon to arrange a Surprise dinner in order to celebrate Nyssa's birthday. He was already confident that Nyssa would be touched by the plan, but the opposite happened. He is amazed by Nyssa's appearance, until what he thinks is spoken in !her lips. "Beautiful" It was fortunate that she was good at covering her expression, otherwise she would feel ashamed in front of Nyssa.

As Nyssa welcomed the linked arm she offered, her feelings flowered. At first he hoped not to come into direct contact out of respect for Nyssa. However, after smelling the scent of Nyssa's body close to her, Azmy becomes anxious for more. He felt comfortable lingering in cooperation with Nyssa, even if only with a linked arm.

Seeing Nyssa shed tears, her heart felt sorrow. With encouragement from the heart he hugged Nyssa, hoping to calm down by rubbing Nyssa's head. Instead of his treatment even added to Nyssa's sobbing, he was confused as to how, all he could do was to hold on to such a position, waiting for it to subside.

Before long Nyssa began to calm down, he let go of his embrace, saw the eyes of Nyssa who was swollen powerless he wanted to remove it. And without warning her hand rubbed Nyssa's delicate cheeks erasing a trace of tears. Realizing his pluck, he immediately apologized which he responded with a slit, then Nyssa smiled. He said the same because he interpreted Nyssa's smile as a sign of gratitude.

Azmy prepared a birthday gift in the form of a ring made of white gold, decorated with the best small diamonds. He was satisfied to see Nyssa's surprise at the ring he had prepared. He said "Will you marry me? " the mind and mouth are not in line. His intention was to give a gift, his mouth proposed, wanting him to slap his own mouth. But Nyssa's answer inflames her spirit, thus forgetting her folly.

Because of Nyssa's pushing motion, Azmy was made aware of her actions. "Gosh, what am I doing? Is Nyssa angry? " however, simultaneously he is also determined not to release it when they are halal. Reluctantly he took off his embrace and saw Nyssa's expression, afraid that Nyssa might be angry.

Mami Sita came to her rescue in time. Mami Sita had indeed been monitoring him from the beginning, because Mami Sita also told Nyssa's birthday.

Azmy was relieved when her Mami came, but she did not expect to get an ultimatum. "Take care of your desires dear, not yet halal." so whispered Mami Sita. "Did I look like that, or was my mother overly sensitive?" ask in the heart.

Nyssa had already returned to her calm self after Mami's arrival. After Mami gives her gift and say goodbye, Azmy actually wants to apologize to Nyssa, but not say.

Until Nyssa says she wants to go home, she agrees with Nyssa's wishes and rushes home.

Arriving at home, Nyssa locked herself in a room, now she cursed herself who could not resist her desires.

He's still getting late with his guilt, how will he face Nyssa tomorrow. Until he heard the sound of the sobbing, he immediately stood up from his seat. Looking at the wall clock shows at 01.00 in the morning, it does not feel the time is late.

Carefully he listened to the sound of the sobbing, it turned out that his voice came from the next room, Nyssa's room. Azmy pushed the door that resembled a bookcase slowly, afraid to surprise Nyssa. Their rooms were actually connected, separated only by doors that resembled bookshelves. All this time, Azmy never used it out of respect for Nyssa. For this time alone, he was curious about the sound of the sobbing.

Nyssa was crying in her sleep. Immediately he held Nyssa's forehead, ascertaining whether Nyssa had a fever. No, Nyssa's body temperature is normal, is Nyssa having a nightmare? Azmy takes a handkerchief in her pocket, wiping away Nyssa's tears. He felt tightness, seeing Nyssa crying, coupled with closed eyes made Azmy confused. Was it awakened, or what? Then he sat himself down near Nyssa's head and leaned against the bed, holding Nyssa's hand, hoping to calm her down.

While Nyssa was dreaming, she saw her husband and two children approaching her.