Not the Original Owner

13. Being in the Warmth

Nyssa is happy to meet her husband and her two children, she wants to be with them. Nyssa doesn't realize she's dreaming.

Her husband told Nyssa that she should be happy. This is his destiny, he should be grateful for the grace of Allah and live out all His ordinances. God will always be with him. Her husband is like that, willing in any kind of distress God remains his back.

Her first child, a 10-year-old girl, gave a sweet smile and nodded her head. Nyssa felt guilty for her first child, her affection divided at the age of 4. Since then, Nyssa has been unable to balance her attention. Because almost all of his attention was on his sister.

While the second child is a 5-year-old boy with special circumstances from birth gives a cheerful laugh that always accompanies his day first. Although many scorn that Nyssa can, her special child is still the most beautiful gift. Allah entrusts a special child to him, Allah chooses him from the many servants of Allah.

However, Nyssa had not yet responded to her husband's words, her husband and two children waved their hands while away from her. Nyssa began to cry and chase after them, yet she hugged her children, asking for their news. Many things she wants to ask her husband, whether the things he experienced during this dream or reality, maybe her husband has the answer. The more Nyssa chases, the more they move away. Nyssa's cry is getting broken, she doesn't want to be left alone here. He does not want to change his life and happiness. For him it was enough with the family he had now.

"Bring me. "he murmured in a sob with his eyes closed. Azmy feels the tightness in his heart, but he does not know whether to wake him or not.

Nyssa, who was still in the dream tired of chasing, sat down crying so badly. The owner of the body came to hug her, saying everything would be fine. Nyssa can forget her sadness, all the sadness will be brought by the owner of the body, leaving happiness for Nyssa. Because Nyssa deserves to be happy, after everything that happened. Although separated from his small family, there will be a family that will replace his void. Nyssa refuses, she just wants to reunite with her little family.

Nyssa does empathize with the owner of the body, but she also has her own life. Moreover, the condition of his second child is special, only he can overcome it. What if no one can understand? Who will take care of him? If her husband takes care of their child, what about his job?

Thinking of all the possibilities that would happen, the more it made his heart feel torn apart. Which mother's heart is not broken when she has to part with her children. How will he live without his children? His children were half of his soul, how would he be able to stand if half of his soul did not exist?

Nyssa's cry was bitter for the owner of the body, the owner of the body had his sadness, but he felt that it was not comparable to Nyssa's. If the owner of the body leaves those who do not love him, so that the attachment is not too deep. As for Nyssa, losing half her soul, the precious ones in her life. The owner of the body is eager to blame God. However, as long as Nyssa is with him the owner of the body has learned, if the God Nyssa believes in is the God who always loves his people. So, the owner of the body still hugged Nysssa without wanting to let go. But gradually, the owner of the body began to fade. Nyssa did not care, she was still filled with the desire to return with her little family. Along with the fading of the body owner, Nyssa felt a warmth that hugged her. Although her cries still sounded bitter, the warmth was able to reduce her sadness. Until the owner of the body is completely gone, there is not a word said, leaving only the stuffing of Nyssa.

O Allah, do you grant the servant prayer to regroup with the little family of the servant? Nyssa asked who began to think to God. Until the darkness closed Nyssa's dream with warmth that still wrapped his body.

Azmy who felt that if Nyssa's sobbing had subsided and replaced the roar of breath, he felt relieved. He was curious, what dream was dreamed by Nyssa to cry bitterly like that. Azmy wouldn't ask, if Nyssa could accept it, Nyssa would be honest with her, hopefully. Although knowing if Nyssa knows he hugs her like this will make Nyssa angry, but simultaneously he is also reluctant to let go of his embrace. He no longer cared about the guilt he felt earlier, he was ready to accept Nyssa's anger later. Azmy tightened his arms and fell asleep with Nyssa in his arms.

The warmth Nyssa felt in her subconscious was Azmy's embrace. Azmy grew more worried when she heard Nyssa's sobs in her deep sleep, so she aligned herself and hugged Nyssa.