Not the Original Owner

98. Grief News

Azmy felt a tightness in his chest, he had lost half of his soul. He finds Aeesha's diary, after an hour of sitting quietly contemplating the passing of his little wife at the dresser that Aeesha often uses. Azmy reads his little wife's diary full of scribbles about his journey into this world and their journey up to this point. The last writing made Azmy melt the tears that had been dammed from the morning.

^^^For My Husband is also my Beloved Imam...^^^

^^^Assalamualaikum..^^^

If one day you find this book, I may no longer be next to you, perhaps our destiny is finished then and there. Maybe God loves me more and calls me first. Maybe God knows I can't survive without you by my side.^^^

^^^Suami... A lot of time with you is attached to my heart

^^^ When you just quietly accompany me who is crying, hold me affectionately.^^^

^^^When you become a hero helping a child at that time.^^^

When I see no judgment in you, you prove to me that even though I am only a soul that fills the body of Nyssa, you accept me without any need for a reason to be happy.^^^

When you refuse to give up on me, convince me that you love me. No matter the body with a different soul, you say that I am worthy of love.^^^

You have always been my savior. We walk together through some of the most painful moments in life and we go through them sincerely and patiently. Believing that every ordinance of God is the best and that God has prepared wisdom in every calamity we experience.^^^

When you hold me tight and kiss my forehead, then whisper softly that you love me.^^^

At the birth of Zayn and Zayden, as well as the birth of Daneena, all moments with you are happiness.^^^

I do not regret my decision, I am grateful. God gave me a husband like you.^^^

^^^You are a strong, loving and opinionated husband. A husband who is firm, cold and appreciative of one's talents. A husband who values your wife and children, despite the other shortcomings you have. Brave husbands commit to a lifetime and don't consider your options.^^^

^^^Suami... There are times when you amaze me. Of everything you do for our family. Your strength, your affection, and your struggle. I admire your love for our children and how you discipline them, setting them an example of a worthy partner. You are a wonderful husband and I admit that in our days, I may not have been the perfect wife for you.^^^

For 25 years of our relationship, I have always been grateful to have met you my husband. I'm still always troubling you, there's still a lot I can't do for you. I forgot to tell you how much you mean to me.^^^

^^^ I will never be able to thank you because you are willing to face all the trials in our relationship. Thank you will never be enough because you always give your love to me. Thank you will never be enough for your sacrifices.^^^

^^^Suami... I'm sorry I was late saying I love you. Maybe my love is not as big as your love for me. But know that my love for you is sincere. Not because I want to return your love or just a momentary feeling. It was you who taught me to love, you who introduced me to the meaning of love.^^^

^^^Sayangku... I love you because of God.^^^

^^^I'm sorry I left you first. I'm sorry I had to trouble you to take care of our children. Ii'm sorry..^^^

^^^Sayangku... When the time comes, give our journey to the children. They deserve to know the truth. Especially Zayden, all this time he has harbored all speculation. She was silent because she appreciated me as the Mother she loved. If I can choose, maybe I'll deliver it myself. But my time is almost here, I will not be able to leave their disappointed faces. I was selfish, I just wanted to give happiness to them, but I also left a wound for them. Forgive Mother...^^^

^^^Suami.. Don't cry about my departure for too long. Be the father who strengthens his children. They need you, apologize for not being able to accompany them again. I leave it all to you, baby..^^^

^^^Honey.. Ilove you... Ana uhibbuka...^^^

^^^With Love^^

His little wife took her last breath this morning. No pain or accident, Aeesha left him with a sweet smile that often adorns his lips.

Today Aeesha woke up late. Azmy, who had just finished exercising with the children, was surprised his little wife had not woken up, not as usual. At first he thought that Aeesha was exhausted because yesterday they had just celebrated Daneena's 14th birthday. And at night they still do intimate activities. If exhausted then his little wife will wake up at 08:00, but now it is 09:00 Aeesha has not yet woken up.

"Honey.. Wake up.. The kids are waiting for us for breakfast. Today Zayn's cooking, he's making sandwiches for us." Aeesha, who heard Azmy's voice, opened her eyes. But he knew the time would come.

Aeesha had already sensed that the time would come one month ago. So in this month, she tried to give her best to her children and husband.

He has already reversed the name of 2 apartments Nyssa became in the name of Zayn and Zayden. Give the penthouse that has been added above the apartment to Daneena. All the management he left to Rara. Shares belong to Nyssa 1/3 part, he divided into 4. 1/4 for Rara and 3/4 each for his three children. Although Azmy's treasure could no doubt meet their needs, Aeesha still did. All the cards that Aeesha had so far, she split into 5 parts. 3/5 for her three children, 1/5 for Nyssa's father, 1/5 for the foundation.

Azmy knows the arrangement made Aeesha, he only thinks if his little wife just wants to spend the money he has been saving. So do not question the decision of his little wife, because it is his right. Azmy did not expect that the arrangement was a farewell from Aeesha.

"Suami.." replied Aeesha weakly.

"Darling, are you not feeling well? Do we need to go to the hospital?" azmy asked frantically seeing his little wife weak. But Aeesha just shook her head and requested that the children accompany her now.

Azmy immediately calls Zayn to take his brother to the main room. A few minutes later, they had already gathered around their wives and Mothers.

"Zayn dear, don't focus too much on outside activities. More time for your brother and Daddy."

"Dear Zayden, open your heart baby. If you can't find one like Mother, look for one that makes your heart want to protect her. Protecting as a couple, not as a brother, you'll find him dear." Zayn and Zayden were silent, the two of them could already guess the continuation of the words from their Mother.

"Don't say Mother, Daneena won't listen. If Mother is like this, Daneena is afraid that Mother will go far."

Deg. The three men who were currently beside Aeesha were afraid that what Daneena said was true. They also felt it but chose to brush it off. None of the three wanted to open their voices, their fear getting bigger seeing Aeesha's smile being forced.

"Honey.. You are the only woman in this family. You'll be your friend, brother, son when Daddy or your brothers are home." Aeesha gently rubbed Daneena's hand tightly grasping her right hand. Daneena as much as possible held back her tears, tightly grasping her Mother's hand so as not to be separated from her.

"My husband.. Be the Daddy they depend on. Ana uhibbuka please darling.. Mother also loves you all, forgive Mother." Aeesha said a clean sentence before breathing out her last breath and smiling as she closed her eyes.

Silent. The four people who witnessed Aeesha's departure were speechless. They had known that their wives and mothers were religious figures. They do not know if the obedience of their wife and mother can get to the stage of knowing the time of death will come.

Daneena was the first to cry for her Mother, followed by Zayn and Zayden. Azmy just froze, his love, his love, his soul and his little wife, leaving him. Without any preparation to let go of his departure.

The news of Aeesha's death was spread, many from family and relatives and people who knew the figure of Aeesha Nyssa came to say condolences and delivered her to the final resting place. Azmy asks Aeesha to be buried immediately in the garden behind her residence. He remembered, his little wife once told me that the death of the solemn khotimah corpse would be raised to its degree. So do not let too long, immediately buried, so as not to see the eyes of pilgrims which will cause many questions that lead to slander. Although Azmy did not understand Aeesha's intentions, he continued to run as he said.

Within 3 hours, Aeesha was buried just before Friday prayers. Many disillusioned pilgrims cannot see Aeesha one last time, but they can still visit her grave.

Mami Sita had questioned Azmy's reason for wanting the process to be accelerated. But it was prevented by Papi Agam, who knew the meaning of Azmy. Her three children were no longer crying, they just quietly remained as Azmy was currently showing no sadness.

Earlier, he told his children. If only Mother knew they were sad, Mother would be sadder. So that they can now control themselves remembering their Mother who is a gentle and crybaby mother.

...~Tamat~...