Not a Substitute

Not a Substitute
D9 Kai's Birth



Ellen's getting ready with her phone. Two men will dance in front of him. Elijah's headed to Arman's closet. He took the suit and gave it to Arman. “Change your shirt.”


“But this is just a suit. No shirt.” Arman protests.


“Not Ellen want to see your six pack belly.”


“You?”


“My six pack stomach has been gone a long time ago. My stomach is now distended.” Elijah showed me his distended stomach. In fact, he deliberately made his stomach look bigger.


Arman opened the shirt he was wearing and replaced it with a suit without a deep shirt. His six pack line is clearly visible because he had to push up several times to form his body.


Music began to sound. Paradise Song by EXO. Arman and Elijah dance in harmony. Their dance is over.


They're really good. They only practiced once. Ellen really enjoyed their dance.


“Thank you, yes.”


“Thank you less. I want a kiss here.” Elijah pointed at his cheek. He approached Ellen who was directly blocked by Arman.


“Possessive husband. Just a kiss. Not another.” Elijah showed his face. He was just teasing Arman.


“Cannot. This time I'm really going to break your neck.” Arman rang his hand joint. Skip ... Skip ... Making guts Elijah ciut.


“Good. Good. It was the night I left home. No. gabe. I'm going to sleep here.”


“Bby. Here there are empty rooms.” Ellen agrees.


“Cannot. It can't bother us.” Arman disagrees.


“I promise I won't bother you.”


“Your promise is a false promise. El, don't trust Ijah.” Arman disagrees.


Arman took Elijah out. “Do not return again.”


“Morely banned. I will come here more and more.” Elijah teases Arman again. He likes to provoke Arman's emotions.


“Hush ... Hush ..” Arman expels Elijah.


Suddenly it rained. Lightning snatched. Their house electricity is off.


Ellen who was afraid of the dark started to creep. He huddled in fear. Arman who came with the emergency lights saw that something was wrong with Ellen.


“El ..” 


There was the sound of Ellen crying. Arman lay next to Ellen. He hugged Ellen. Ellen did not refuse. “Quiet ... quiet ... there I am here.”


Ellen slowly calmed down. Every time the lights went out or when he was in a dark room there was something that made him feel very scared.


Does El have trauma with the dark? I could have asked Adly but if Adly's sister would have answered. Arman doesn't know Ellen.


He was once again grateful for the rain. Rain, every day you come with lightning and thunder. The lights are off too. Come often.


Ellen was comfortable in Arman's arms. His fear slowly disappeared and he fell asleep.


Bend day. 


Smelling of the fragrant cuisine of the kitchen. Arman was making instant porridge for Ellen. He then took her to the room for Ellen to eat. Once again Arman feeds Ellen. 


“Thank you.” Ellen touched his stomach. “Kai should also say thank you Papa.”


The days Ellen spent resting. He wanted Kai to be born safely. 


The day of labor arrives.


Ellen underwent a caesarean section for her safety and for her frail body. The anesthesiologist gave the anesthetic to Ellen. When the time came, the doctor began to split Ellen's stomach. Kai was successfully ejected. 


Arman saw his newborn son. There was a feeling he had never felt all this time.


He has become a father.