Not a Substitute

D4 I Like It

Forgive Arman? No kidding. 

Ellen's good side said. That's an order, you have to forgive Arman. Have you never made a mistake too? Do you not want to be forgiven, too.

The bad side of Ellen said. Forgive Arman? How could. Arman is bajing**. The brengs** guy that made you part with Adly.

Ellen came to the conclusion. He hears the bad side of himself. Right. How can I forgive Arman.

Ellen closed her eyes and broke down.

In the morning he woke up. He saw that there was a breakfast made by Arman. There's toast with sliced smoked beef and beef eye eggs. His saliva dripped from hunger. But he also did not want to eat it because it was made by Arman. 

Ellen saw Arman exercising in the garden of the house that she could see from the kitchen room. Arman was wearing only shorts. Seen six pack on her stomach which according to Ellen sexy. Plus the sweat droplets that pour. I don't know why Arman looks like a cover model in a men's health magazine.

They looked. Ellen immediately threw out the start and took the toast and ate it. Arman just smiled. He asks Siska for help to get Ellen's heart. 

“Slowly. No hurry. Ellen's still hurting with you. With your little attention maybe Ellen's heart will slowly open for you.” So did Siska's message. 

Arman started doing pull ups at the pole that was nearby. He began to hold the pole and pull his body up.

“Which women don't like sexy men. Keep exercising. Your body is your asset.” Message from Siska again.

Finish exercising Arman cleans himself.

Both he and Ellen had no activities. If Ellen married Adly, they may already be in Hawaii and visiting tourist spots there.

They are currently on their honeymoon at home. 

A week just passed. There was no reprimand from Ellen even though Arman tried to say one or two words that directly followed the attitude of evading Ellen.

Arman started to enter the office. He often skips his job because he prefers to have fun. He made the tie clumsy. The tie is slightly tilted to the right. Ellen approached and corrected the position of Arman's tie.

“Thank you.” 

My husband's? The words I wanted to hear all this time. Thank you tie. Tomorrow I will deliberately tilt your position.

“I leave for work.”

Ellen was silent. They were still a cold war that arguably melted a little. As usual Ellen did her tuigas as a housewife. He does homework because he has not hired a waiter to help him.

Ellen entered Arman's room which looked neat. It's neat here. Ellen was about to move into another room. But there was one book that caught his attention on the nightstand. 

Ellen walked over. What book is this? I was curious that Ellen read it.

Is this Arman's diary?

Ellen opened the first page, followed by the next. It's written. 

Adly introduced her boyfriend Ellen. Why am I so nervous. What is this feeling? 

On the next page.

My heart always beats when Ellen is near me. I'm in love? Can't do. It belongs to brother. Not mine.

On the next page.

I'm tarnishing Ellen. Ellen is still a peraw**. I'm so sorry. I'm really sorry.

On the next page.

Brother beat me up 'cause Ellen's pregnant. Is this good news for me? I'm sorry, Brother Adly. Ellen, I'm sorry.