Not a Substitute

D3 Forgive Him

Ellen went into the room. He recalls his bad memories with Arman. The main room is where Arman desecrated him. Ellen remembered that moment. Arman helps her to arrange the furniture because Adly is still busy with her work.

Arman flares up and forces Ellen to ...

Ellen sat on the bed. She was crying again. The trauma is coming again. Arman's hand touched Ellen's right shoulder.

“Do not touch me.” Ellen's hand brushed off Arman's. She did not want to be touched by her husband.

Ellen hates Arman. Hate it. But she tried to hold on for the baby. Their marriage was broken on the first day they got married.

Arman headed out and picked up the food delivered by the courier. He opened the packaging and took it to Ellen. “Eat. You haven't eaten.”

“I don't want to eat.”

“Later you can get sick. Pregnant women should eat a lot for the baby as well.” Arman was going to feed Ellen. Ellen. A spoonful of food fell to the floor.

“Even if you don't want to eat but don't throw food away. Lots of people out there who can't eat.”

“So now you are patronizing me, Pemerko**. You can go to jail if I file you with the police.” Ellen didn't report because it would affect Adly's extended family as well.

“I can only apologize. I know what I did wrong.” Arman felt guilty. He's guilty of Adly. He was guilty of Ellen. Especially the blood of his flesh.

“What do you do can be forgiven just by apologizing?” Ellen Sarcas. 

Arman fell silent. He cannot argue. At that time he was only overcome by lust. A deed that he regretted or perhaps did not because he also put his heart on Ellen. He also falls in love with Ellen. Maybe more than Adly loves Ellen.

But Arman just holds it in his heart. He never expressed his heart because he knew Ellen belonged to his sister.

Arman picked up the tissue and cleaned up the food that had fallen to the floor.

Mama said I should be able to understand Ellen. Mama said Ellen was a good woman. So, there's still hope for me to get Ellen's heart. 

But ma, right now he has rejected me. His heart was closed to me. 

Arman out of the room. Ellen quickly ate the food that was on the nightstand. He's already starving. As her appetite began to rise. 

When Arman was about to enter the room, he accidentally did not enter the room. He saw Ellen who was eating voraciously what he had just violently rejected.

Arman just smiled at Ellen. Ellen noticed and looked. Arman hurriedly left so as not to be seen by Ellen. He doesn't want to ruin Ellen's appetite. Ellen should eat for their baby too. He did not want their babies to be malnourished. 

After a while, Arman went into the room and changed his clothes. Afterwards Ellen also cleaned herself to change her clothes. She stared at the sexy lingerie she bought for her first night with Adly. He took it and kept it.

This is no longer useful because the brengs** man.

Ellen headed to the other room. He did not want to sleep one room let alone be in one room with Arman.

Ellen praying. But his mind went everywhere. He said a prayer that he had not said for a long time. 

“And forgive our mistakes as we also forgive the guilty to us.”

Ellen remained silent.

I have to forgive Arman?