Not a Savings Woman

Not a Savings Woman
The reason I chose you



Ainaya blinked his eyes which still felt heavy. Then, surround the corner of the room. Looking towards Haris. Her hand stretched out rubbing the husband's sturdy jaw gently while smiling. 


It turned out last night wasn't a dream. I really am your real wife. May you keep your promise. Because I can't be hurt a second time. 


Ainaya grabbed the blanket and lowered both legs. Stretching his muscles feels stiff. For some reason, this time his entire body felt crumpled like hit by a brick, his joints were painful and difficult to move. 


As much as he stepped. Take the pajamas that are lying on the floor and put them in a special basket of dirty clothes. Then, he walked to the bathroom without clothes. Cleaning yourself with a shower may help relieve soreness. 


Some time Ainaya drowned there was a flow of love that roiled. Haris' gentle touch was still so warm on the skin that he kept remembering it. His unification last night left an incredible trail. 


I hope the next night will be the same. There's no bored word to touch me, and no more women than me. 


Ainaya immediately ended his activities. In addition to being in the bathroom too long, he was already shivering. 


I hope Haris hasn't woken up.


Ainaya grabbed the towel and covered her body. Open the bathroom door slowly. His eyes immediately stared at Haris who was lying on the bed. 


Fortunately, he was still sleeping. Swiping his exposed chest. 


Walk slowly to the closet and stop there. His eyes stared at the pajamas that were now in the basket. Because, he forgot to bring a change of clothes and only that shirt was in the husband's room. 


''I wear it again, it's dirty, '' he muttered small. ''No way it could go down like this.'' 


Ainaya searched for a way to get out of the room with his own shirt without waking Haris who was still fast asleep. 


''I'll call aunt.'' Thinking for a moment. ''No ah, later he suspected again.'' 


''What are you doing there, honey?'' Suddenly a heavy voice came from the bed. 


Ainaya turned towards the source of the voice. How surprised to see Haris already sitting leaning on the headboard. 


''You're awake, Mom?'' asked Ainaya nervously. 


Haris smiled and nodded. Clap an empty spot next to him. 


''I want to go down, afraid of mama nyariin, '' said Ainaya shyly. Closing his chest with both palms. 


''Why not wear clothes?'' ask Haris the researcher. ''Or don't want the third round,'' Goda Haris raises his eyebrows. 


Ainaya shook his head quickly. His body was too tired to do that. It takes extra energy to be able to serve Haris like last night. 


''All my clothes are in Bilal's room. There's no way I'm going down like this he said weakly. 


Haris. He turned on the main light and approached Ainaya who was staring at the spot. 


''No need to wear clothes nor papa, it's only me who saw, '' Haris's tease that made Ainaya clucked irritably. 


Haris opened the closet and took a lavender-colored dress. Then give it to his wife. 


''This is Jihan's shirt?'' ask Ainaya keceplosan. 


Haris smiled forcefully, slightly flicked with that remark. It was as if reminiscent of a woman who had lied to him for so many years. 


''Aren't. I bought this shirt for you.'' Grabbing Ainaya's slender body and hugging her. He peed his wet hair. Inhaling in the aroma of shampoo that he often wears.


Ainaya looked up, looking at Haris's soft-looking bead. 


''Why did you choose me? Is this just because of Bilal, or is there another reason?''


As a wife, she deserves to know the reason Haris chose her, while Jihan is more everything. 


''Yes, because I can't separate our son from his birth mother. He needs your affection, not Jihan, said Haris seriously. 


Ainaya took a deep breath. What Haris said was right, Bilal needed him, not someone else. However, he was a little disappointed by the answer.


Actually Ainaya wanted to ask again another reason that made Haris choose him, but he was afraid that the man's answer would be more disappointing. As long as he is not hurt, he already feels enough and does not need the word love. 


''I change clothes first.'' 


Just turning her body, Haris' burly hand grabbed her body again until they embraced each other. 


''That's just one of the reasons, honey. And I will tell you the main reason why I chose you.'' 


Silent 


Ainaya's heart rhymed faster. His face was a little tense waiting for Haris' next remark.


''Because I want to give what I have never given before, I want to fulfill my duty as a husband. Fulfill all your desires. Maybe the word love is not enough to represent my feelings.'' Patting his chest repeatedly. 


''I love you so much, Nay. And I realized it too late.'' 


Ainaya said nothing. He could only absorb every word that came from Haris' lips. Feeling a comfort that again made him forget himself. 


''I want to go down, Mas, '' said Ainaya to divert the conversation. He was afraid that last night's events would happen again, while he was afraid of being lying in bed.  


Haris took off her hug and took the hair dryer from the drawer. 


''I helped dry your hair.'' 


Ainaya sat in front of the dressing table. He faced the mirror, looking at his reflection from the mirror. While Haris has turned on the hairdryer and began to carry out his activities. 


''We will come down together. I take a shower first.'' Haris left Ainaya after the woman's hair was dry. However, his steps stopped in front of the bathroom door when his name was called. 


''What do you want for breakfast?'' ask Ainaya. 


Haris smiled a little. It seems he must often tease the wife who still looks innocent and inexperienced. ''I have breakfast you have enough, '' said the silly Haris who made Ainaya blush. 


Haris came back closer, where maybe he could leave the beautiful woman whose cheeks had been blushing. 


''I can have any breakfast. And from today I will tell aunt to cook your favorite food, Haris explained.


''Are we going to stay here?'' ask Ainaya curiously. At least he can adapt if that happens. 


''No. ''No. We'll live alone to build our little family. Maybe another week our house so and can already be occupied.'' 


Between happy and not, because after this he will become a wife and mother completely. Carrying a burden greater than now. 


Will he be able to boggle with Haris?