Not a Savings Woman

Jogging

The cold of the night is getting bone-chilling. However, the sweat just pouring through the pores made Ainaya panic when Ajeng and Lidya came to the room. They seem to forget the existence of a friend who is on the verge of fear and choose to unravel the fatigue caused by the trip. 

''That's Mr. Andik's room.'' Bu De pointed to the room beside Ajeng and Lidya's room. 

''Please, Ms. De, '' replied Andik timidly and then got up. 

Now in the living room there are only Ainaya and Haris because De's mom also left. While Didin, after checking the warehouse he fell asleep before tomorrow back with his activities. 

''You're not sleepy?'' Haris opened his voice. Looking at Ainaya from the side. 

Ainaya shook his head slowly. Obviously it was a big lie. Due to the fact, right now his eyes were too heavy to open. 

''I stay up late huh,'' bargain Haris turn on the music from his phone. 

Ainaya. Back on the back of the chair. Trying to get rid of the fear that had struck earlier, but he still could not. 

Too scary to remember. Although not necessarily repeated again because of his unstable relationship, but as if Haris' treatment when touching him became a scourge that made him reluctant to unite again. 

Yes, Ainaya was afraid that Haris would ask for his rights as forcefully and lustfully as he used to. If everyone said that making love was like being in the heaven of the world, Ainaya felt otherwise because Haris always did it violently. Many times he complained of pain and crying, but the man never seemed to care for the sake of getting satisfaction. 

Until when will it haunt Aienya? Only time can answer.

Almost two hours they sat in the living room, now Ainaya was asleep, while Haris enjoyed the song played. Really, the atmosphere made him want to hug his wife.

It seems like he's really asleep. 

Haris turned off his phone and opened the room. Make the bed first. Then, he lifted Ainaya's body and laid him down on the bed slowly. 

Before lying down, Haris sent a message to Ida. Ask him to be patient, because until now there has been no sign of Ainaya to be invited home. 

''Don't touch me!'' yelled Ainaya which made Haris shocked. 

He who was just about to change clothes was forced to approach the wife who looked hysterical. ''Hey, why are you?'' Cupping the two cheeks of the woman and rubbing them gently. 

Ainaya shook his head quickly and turned his gaze the other way. Reluctant to look at Haris, surely the shadow will appear again when they look at each other up close. 

''If you feel uncomfortable with me, I will sleep outside, '' Haris said reassuringly. 

Ainaya. He was relieved to hear that, but also pleased with Ms. De and the others. They must have thought he was evil to Haris.  

''No need, I'm the one sleeping downstairs.'' Ainaya lowered his leg, but was immediately prevented by Haris. 

''Just me, you stay here.''

Haris took out a pillow and placed it on top of the thin rolled carpet already attached. Then, he lay down without saying good night. Pretending to fall asleep and turning his back on Ainaya. 

Was I too evil to forbid my husband to sleep next to me. But this is not all my wish. I'm just not ready to be with him.

Almost a full night Haris could not close his eyes.he just kept silent and continued to look at Ainaya who was asleep on the bed. The fear of loss grew even more when clearly Ainaya looked hesitant to accept it. In fact, the woman seemed reluctant to be around him. 

Isn't that proof that someone already has no special taste. 

Whether he does not deserve to be sorry, or indeed there is no more love for him. 

If there's no love for me, at least give me a chance to love you, Nay. Give me time to prove my sincerity. 

Haris woke up and stared outwards, where the darkness had begun to vanish, replaced by a clear sky. Hoping for a new point to shine a light on his intentions this time. 

Grabbing her phone and reading a message from Ida's mom. 

No, papa, you are patient. Mama's sure everything's gonna be okay. 

Haris smiled and then walked out. His eyes were moving towards the front room. It turns out my sister is awake. 

"Would you go jogging, sir?" ask Andik while tying his shoelaces. 

''With anyone?'' ask Haris enthusiastically. 

''Mas Didin and Ajeng are also Lidya. Less know also, I just read a message from Ajeng.'' The assistant's words actually made Haris cluck.

How not, if it is true that those who will jog while enjoying the sun appear with their respective partners, it will look terrible without a woman. 

''No,'' replied Haris ketus. Then walk towards the bathroom while grumbling slowly. Occasionally cursing Andik who does not understand his feelings. 

After the bathroom, Haris returned to the room. At that moment Ayinaya also woke up and saw the road in the nightstand. He rushed down and locked his hair in origin.

''Where are you going?'' ask Haris enthusiastically. 

''Go to the bathroom, want to pray after that jogging, '' Ainaya replied hurriedly. 

''They are gone.'' Haris looks happy to see the wife who looks sullen. Perhaps that way he could take Ainaya away together. 

''Why am I being left behind?'' Ainaya sat on the edge of the bed. The look on his face showed deep disappointment. 

''Not left behind, they just walk first, if you want to go I am ready to accompany you, said Haris offered.  

He picked up a change of clothes for Ainaya to put next to the woman. 

Rather than not at all, I don't think papa is the same as Haris. 

Ainaya had to nod and prepare to leave. 

Ainaya and Haris leave Bu De's house. First they crossed the Voluntary village which was still very quiet. There were only a few pedestrians passing by, and most of the mothers were carrying crackle bags, from shopping.

''Why is it so quiet here. Has everyone not gone bad?'' said Haris as he ran ahead of Ainaya. Because that woman was just walking. 

''Not yet awake, but here it is very rare to run in the morning like us, only a few people who do such activities.'' 

Haris manggut-mangut understood. He stopped and turned his head towards his wife. 

''Do you want to come home with me?'' tanya Haris made sure. 

Ainaya fell silent and stared intensely. He thought a lot before making a decision. Among them is Bilal's life later.