Not a Savings Woman

Change plans

In the apartment, Ainaya was still thinking about his plan. Whether it was just a momentary emotion or was he sure, he was still a little confused by his heart at the moment. It was hard to leave, but not to hurt anyone, especially Jihan. His dim light defeated his extremely hollow soul. The future looks bleak without direction until it is unable to close its eyes. 

Ainaya rousing mobile phone and looking for photos Bilal that he deliberately took as much as possible to parse the longing when they are far apart. 

''One day you'll understand why mom left.'' Rubbing Bilal's cheek gently. 

''A mother's job should be to hold you in the cold, but what you do, even mama leaves you, son." Clear circles back shed wet the cheeks. Ainaya couldn't afford to continue being in this state.

''I have to keep going.'' Convince his heart again with the choices taken. 

He woke up and put the phone in its original place. Take the suitcase and open the closet. Take out some clothes to take away. 

''I will not go with Adam. This will only make the problem even more complicated.''

Almost all of Ainaya's clothes were put in the suitcase. Leave some clothes that are already unused. Tidying up his appearance and then contacting Ajeng. 

''Hello, Nay? What's the phone night?'' tanya Ajeng enthusiastically. 

''Ehm, it's Jeng.'' Ainaya hesitated to say, but there was no other choice but to ask the woman for help.

''Do you know of a remote rural place? It is far from the city, especially Jakarta. I want to live a quiet life and be the new Ainaya. Far away from those who have hurt me, Ainaya asked with trembling lips. 

I heard a long breath. As a friend, Ajeng also felt a deep sadness with the fate of Ainaya, but he could not do anything. As if choked by Haris' more powerful position.

''I have relatives in Java, if you want later I give you the address, '' said Ajeng gave a recommendation. 

Ainaya. Thinking back on her choice was very difficult. After he left. That meant not only leaving behind bitter memories, but also his son who currently still needed him. 

''All right, I want to. You just send me the address. Don't tell anyone about my whereabouts, '' Ainaya's pinta meant it. 

Ajeng disconnects and sends the address to Aiya via WA. 

''May you be at home there and get a man who sincerely loves you, Ajeng prayer from the heart. 

Ainaya also sent a message to Vishnu that he canceled work and apologized to the man. Just saying it's going away, and it's probably been told by Adam so they don't get suspicious.

''I have to be sure of my decision. My existence is not only hurting Jihan's mom, but also mom and dad.''

Trying to close your eyes in the middle of the cold night's silence. Forgetting for a moment the complicated problem. Hopefully when you open your eyes there will be a bright future door open. 

Early in the morning, Ainaya was startled by the ringing of a cell phone. He blinked his eyes. His hand stalling picked up the flat object that kept ringing. 

''Mas Adam, why did he call this morning?'' Sitting on the headboard. Collect his scattered life before receiving the call. 

''Hello, Mas. What's up?'' asked Ainaya in a hoarse voice. 

The sound of laughter from behind the phone made Ainaya ashamed. 

At once Ainaya swerved and looked at the clock on the nightstand. 

''Ba-well, Mas.'' Ainaya got out of bed. Hurry up and turn off the phone and go to the bathroom. 

''For a long time, why Ainaya? Wasn't he awake?'' Adam is starting to get tired. It had been nearly fifteen minutes since turning off the phone, but there had been no sign of Ainaya coming out. 

''I have to be patient, maybe he is taking a bath.'' Leaning his back on the door, coinciding with that the door was opened to make Adam stagger. Luckily his body is still balanced until he does not fall. 

''Ms Adam, sorry I was so long?'' ainaya was nervous.

Adam nodded without a sound. Staring at Ainaya's slightly different appearance. The woman was beautiful with a white casual t-shirt and a black short skirt. Thin make up and ponytail hair.

''I wasn't told to come in?'' adam broke the silence. 

Ainaya smiled. He went in first. Prepare two dishes and a glass and then return to the dining room. The atmosphere was not too awkward like the day before, especially Adam continued to talk with his silly jokes . 

''I should have cooked for Adam, but why the opposite?'' said Ainaya, which made Adam chuckle. 

''Gal papa, once serving a future wife.''

Both of them laugh. Although not yet accepted, Adam has indeed shown excessive attention to the woman. 

''Eat this, I bought it in front of the apartment. Says this guy is good.''

Ainaya immediately ate the chicken porridge given by Adam. Shifting his gaze as the hazel eyes of the man continued to stare towards him.

''When are you ready to go? Later I will tell Gunawan, said Adam and between meals.

Ainaya put down the spoon and smiled wryly.  

''I'll wait for Haris to run me. I can't go in this state. Because I not only want to be away from her, but also freedom as a woman.'' Ainaya went back to eating his food. 

Trying to get rid of the anxiety that shackles. It may not be as easy as turning the palm, but he will still try even though it is difficult. 

''I'll help you. It's best not to come to her house, but to her office it might be more free, '' Adam's advice was immediately answered a nod of the head by Ainaya. 

After breakfast, Adam returned to his place to prepare, while Ainaya went to the room. He changed his clothes with a more polite dress. Moreover, it will certainly meet with employees and employees in the husband's office. Not as a wife, but as a guest. 

''About Haris will fulfill my request, right? If he doesn't want to, it means I'll leave with his wife's status. And I can't marry again. Then I have to wait until when?'' Ainaya rubbed his face with both palms, puzzled over his slightly complicated life path. 

In fact, everything did not go according to the agreement, he had kept Haris who denied and bound him so tightly. 

Ainaya knocked on Adam's door. He was ready to confront Haris and asked the man to take him off. Ready to be the widow of a Haris Mahendra. 

Adam opened the door with a straight face. I don't know what the cause is, Ainaya didn't want to ask. He prefers to be quiet and think about his own life. Maybe being alone would be better than having to mess around with men's affairs.