Not a Savings Woman

Doubt out

Haris did not reply, he could only smile when his lie was exposed by Ainaya. It is impossible to dodge and look for other reasons, it will only complicate the problem.

It was possible that this was indeed a gap for him and Ainaya to reopen the relationship that had deteriorated. Spread each other's hearts and put the love that should be. Shoot at the right target and stay there. I don't know when it will work, Haris will try.

Ainaya looked up at Haris's bead eyes that were still crouching behind him.

''You should have said from earlier, I can treat.'' Stand up and hold Haris' hand.

The two walked down the stairs with their hands clutched together like a romantic couple. The tighter the hand is grasped, the stronger the love grows. Unite a long-split heart.

''What do you want at the dining table in the living room?'' ainaya asked, stopping her steps near Bilal's room.

''In the middle room alone, not good with mama and papa, it looks very spoiled son, '' joked Haris who made Ainaya chuckle.

''In spoiled.'' Ainaya took the medicine box in the drawer and brought it to the living room where Haris was sitting.

It opens and looks for silver sulfadiazine ointment. It is an ointment to treat wounds due to hot water as well as burns and the like. Open it and apply to the wound area slowly.

''Other times if there is a wound do not hide, fear of infection, Ainaya said without staring.

''I want to be like you who can hide the wounds of everyone, '' said Haris with eyes that began to heat up, just one blink of tears will definitely spill considering the wounds inscribed since marriage.

Ainaya did not respond and was busy smearing the ointment. He knew where the direction of the conversation was, while he was lazy to open the old wound that was still gaping wide.

''After this would like to eat in what dining room is here?'' tanya Ainaya switched the conversation.

''Here is the same you,'' java Haris fast.

''Alright, I'll get it.''

Ainaya closed the ointment and put it in place again. Then, he went back. Take some food and bring it to the living room. Luckily, Ida and Indrawan did not ask much. It seems they have indeed fully supported the union of the child and his daughter-in-law.

''Mama to the room first yes, '' said Miss Ida while blinking one eye towards Haris. Code to use your time together as best you can.

His aura nodded and waved his hand towards the in-law who was still very romantic.

''I bribe what eat by myself?'' Ainaya tries to befriend her heart, which continues to refuse to be near Haris. She did not want to look proud, while her husband seemed to regret his actions.

''It looks better in supain.'' Haris also tried to start the approach. Although it was only twenty percent likely to succeed, it was at least trying.

Ainaya sat down and began to feed Haris. Occasionally talking about Bilal who had barely woke up all day. Even Ainaya missed with his clear eyeballs as before when welcoming his arrival.

''Let's just say, later if he is late at night even bother you.'' Haris opened his phone that was ringing. Staring at Ainaya at a glance and then back to the tv screen that had just turned on.

''Then, it was with papa and mama.'' Ainaya stared at the television.

Whether by coincidence or intentionally, Haris watched Ainaya's favorite Chinese drama. Movies that always make his heart lash during kissing scenes. However, he felt different because this time he had to watch with others.

Because of his focus, Ainaya forgot and put down his spoon again which was filled with food.

''Looks like we should start from the beginning like them. Introductions, approaches, understands each other, and eventually dates. But with a different version, said Haris who began to drift in the atmosphere.

''Why should that be so. I'm not sure about my heart. You better think again, I don't want any regrets later.'' Ainaya returned to feed the spoon in front of Haris' mouth and smiled faintly.

Haris again lowered Ainaya's hand and grabbed it. The two Netra met again under such bright lighting. The fingers that felt cold he put on the chest of his field. As if ordering to feel his rhythmic heartbeat faster.

''Maybe you think I'm selfish and think about my own happiness. But remember, there's Bilal. He needs you beside him. If you don't want to see me. I'm gonna get out of here and live in an apartment, hemm?" Cupped both of Ainaya's cheeks and slightly pressed down on him.

For the first time he enjoys the beautiful face of his wife up close and is equally aware. So beautiful and soothing his increasingly sleepy eyes. As if he wanted to keep looking at her all the time.

Again Ainaya shed tears. Confused what to answer. On the one hand he wanted his life to be peaceful and to accept Haris, but when he remembered those painful nights his heart felt slashed and sore. Really, he could not imagine if it repeated again in front of him.

"Ak– I __"

Ainaya immediately hugged Haris and again sobbed in the man's arms. Throw away fear and doubt. Staring ahead like wejangan from Bu De.

Haris breathed with relief. He returned the wife's embrace and kissed her head gently. It was the moment he was waiting for, where Ainaya opened the door of the heart for him.

''During my time as your husband, I have never done my duty well. Because I thought after the child you bear was born, we'd split up. But I was wrong, I didn't even want you to be around other men. I'm jealous to see you with Adam.''

Ainaya. He was still immersed in his cries while hearing the sentence that slid from Haris' lips. There was nothing more she needed to say, because her husband must have known the pain she felt while being a wife was not considered.

''Can I ask for something?'' asked Ainaya to take off her embrace.

''What is it?'' ask Haris to be worried. He was afraid that Ainaya's request this time was difficult to grant.

Ainaya lowered his gaze. It may be a shameful request, but it must be disclosed so that it is no longer in the heart.

''If Mas Haris asks for rights, please ask carefully. I don't want any coercion like Mas did before.''

Really, the request pierced Haris' chest until it penetrated into the heart. Tearing up all his organs and inflicting excruciating pain. It turned out that his inhumane treatment was sculpted in the mind of the wife. He kissed Ainaya's forehead again gently and apologized for the umpteenth time.

''Look at them, Pa. Turns out Bilal became the unifier of our family yes.'' Bu Ida and Mr. Indrawan who from earlier stood beside Bilal's room also moved and shed tears.

''May they be happy like us.'' Embracing Ida's shoulders and raising her eyebrows quickly, flirting.