Not a Savings Woman

Change of mind

''I wait here or come in?'' Adam opened his voice. Intentionally provoking the emotions of Haris who was looking at him cynically. 

He knew there was a spark of jealousy hiding behind the hazel eyes of the man, but now he felt victorious because Ainaya had clearly wanted to forget him. 

Ainaya looked at Haris. Ask her husband for permission to bring Adam inside. 

''May, but only in the living room, '' he answered and followed Ainaya's steps. 

Adam was shaking with a smile. He knew Haris was beginning to love Ainaya, but it was as if all of that would be wishful thinking. 

Darling, your love is coming too late Mr. Haris, and get ready to see my marriage and Ainaya. 

Adam was so sure he could be accepted by the woman. Replacing the position of Haris with all the love and sincerity that was once given to the woman of his tribe but had to run aground in the middle of the road. Hope Ainaya is the last woman will be the port of his heart. 

Adam sat in the living room. He plays his phone waiting for Ainaya who is currently in Bilal's room. While Haris goes straight up. 

''Please drink, Sir!'' A waiter placed a cup of coffee in front of Adam. 

''Still, Bi, '' said Adam kindly. 

The clear circle again washed down Ainaya's cheeks. He was unable to dam up whenever he saw the cute face of the son. I don't know, right now his heart and mind are in line. He wants to get out of Haris and Jihan's life. Let them take care of their children. Moreover, his name was not listed in the birth certificate of his baby. 

His hand stroked, rubbed Bilal's still flushed cheek and kissed her gently. 

''Excuse me, Mama, Son. Mama loves you very much, but mama can't break her promise either. Papa and mama Jihan will definitely take good care of you.'' Unceasingly rubbed Bilal's face slowly. So as not to disturb the baby.

Ainaya again thought hard to talk to Haris. 

Yes, I have to talk to Mas Haris, I'll be out of here forever. 

Ainaya laid Bilal again in bed and called the nanny to look after him. 

''Bu Jihan is there?'' ask Ainaya kindly. 

''No one, the madam left an hour ago, '' Mimin replied, not even looking at Ainaya in the slightest, disrespectful.

Ainaya came out of Bilal's room. He looked up hoping that Haris would come down and meet him. He walked over to Adam. 

''Mas Adam just wait outside, I will talk to Mas Haris, this is important, he said. 

''All right, I'm out.'' Adam agrees and leaves the anxious Ainaya, but he must keep the woman's request. 

Shortly after, Haris came down and went straight to Ainaya.  

''I thought you wanted to meet Bilal, why are you here?'' Haris sat in front of Ainaya. Keep your distance, afraid someone will see. Although Jihan is not around, there are still some people at home.

Ainaya took a deep breath. Convincing his heart, dispelling all the doubts that enveloped for the sake of a bright future. 

''I think Master still remembers our agreement.'' Ainaya stared fixedly at Haris. 

''That means my task is done, ''' Ainaya said firmly. 

Haris was silent, her lips locked. Unable to answer Ainaya's question. Although he was indeed powerful, but the turbulent taste in the chest made him weak. As if helpless in front of the woman. 

''Now Master can talak me. Free me from this painful marriage. I also need happiness with the people I love and love me" Ainaya said with teary eyes. 

If Haris used to easily answer, now it is exactly the opposite, so difficult and heavy. It was as if he was going to release half of his soul. Breaking the wings of love that now began to bloom almost filled the space of his heart and shifted the position of Jihan, the woman who had accompanied him for almost six years. 

''I am ready to be a widow and leave Bilal. My talaq, Sir.'' Ainaya asked again. 

Haris shakes. ''I'll think again. Maybe you can come tomorrow.'' 

Haris. Unable to continue to be forced to fulfill the same request. Better to avoid maybe it's safer. 

Upon arriving at the end of the stairs, Haris turned his head to look at the back of Ainaya who was still sitting on the living room sofa. 

''Forgive me, Nay. I can't let you go yet. Let me be selfish.'' Swiping the clear circle that had escaped wet his cheek. Then continue his steps towards the room. 

Haris is self-defeating. It's never been like this before. He would divorce Ainaya many times after the baby he contained was born, but at this time. He really couldn't let go of that woman. 

Ting tung 

The sound from the phone on the nightstand. Haris immediately took it and opened it. It was a message from Ainaya. 

I'll come back tomorrow. Prepare the answers so that I can get out of the city immediately. 

Haris closed his eyes. I don't know why he felt such terrible pain. Even his chest seemed unable to contain it. 

Leaving the city, it meant that he and Ainaya would be separated by a long distance. Can he bear the longing that began to shackle? Or will he really let go of the woman. Living his life with Jihan and Bilal was like the original plan.  

''Why, haven't you decided to work for Vishnu?'' adam asked enthusiastically, after hearing Ainaya change her mind.  

''At first I thought so, but I wouldn't be able to see my son owned by someone else. I will go far away from the city where no one knows me, I will start a new life.'' 

The tears spilled again without being able to hold. At the moment it feels fragile and weak to remember Haris and Bilal. Two men who now broke his heart. That was not really what Ainaya wanted, even he wanted to live a quiet life without them. 

''I'll help you. Are you ready to go to Bali with me?'' adam's taking it seriously. 

Aiaya. Maybe it will be better and make him forget the pain that Haris inscribed. 

Good bye, Mom. I hope tomorrow you give me the answer I want. I'm not leaving does not mean not loving my son, but it's for the good of you and Ms. Jihan, I can't possibly hurt my fellow women and be considered a snatch-woman.

Haris can only steal Adam's car out of the gate. Feel like the dumbest man on earth .

''What should I say to my mom and dad? Surely they're mad when they find out you're my wife, I haven't hurt Jihan yet, but I don't want to lose you, Ainaya.''