Not a Savings Woman

Apologise

Ainaya shuffled his body slightly backwards. For some reason, he wanted to lie down. Though, it has been too long asleep, but there is something that makes it comfortable and reluctant to wake up. Too comfortable to leave.

Is this the effect of the massage earlier. 

Take a deep breath and open your eyes because you want to see the world again. Wiggling, really he felt fresher, his body also felt light and fit. 

''Why are you in my dreams, Mom. Although it's just a voice, your regret that I heard, but it's like real.'' Small smile. 

Ainaya collected his scattered life. His eyes surrounded the room which was still the same, but he felt something heavy on his stomach. 

Like hands. 

His hand was palpating slowly followed by his slightly curious eyes. At that instant he was surprised to see a hand coiled around his stomach. 

''Aaaaa...'' Ainaya screamed loudly as he shook his head. He pulled the blanket and got down, as it hurriedly made his body flinch and fell on the floor. 

Haris grimaced as he rubbed his ears. He was surprised to see the wife who looked frightened beside the bed. He rushed down and approached her.

''Hey, you're not papa?'' Haris tried to calm down, but his hands were brimmed by Ainaya.

''Don't touch me! Go!" ainaya said with her eyes closed. 

Haris smiled then clasped Ainaya's slightly trembling body. He gently rubbed the woman's back and calmed her down. 

''It's me, Nay. Haris, your husband, Haris whispered. 

Ainaya. He was wide-eyed when he heard a familiar voice in his ears. His head looked up at the face higher than his. 

Haris Mas? why would he be here?

Ainaya pushed Haris' body up staggered and fell. Then stand. Again he was surprised by his body that only wears underwear. 

''What are we doing?'' Looking towards Haris who was not moving at all. Look at the man with a sharp look. Like blaming. 

Did I just tease him. 

''You sure you don't remember what we just did?'' goda Haris held back a laugh. 

Ainaya. He took his clothes on the floor and put them on. Remembering events before he fell asleep. 

''What indeed?'' ask her again enthusiastically. 

Haris smiled and stood up. One step closer so that he could see Ainaya's face intensely. 

''We have sex in this room, '' said Haris, bowing his head.

Plaques

A slap landed hard on Haris cheek. Ainaya could no longer stem his anger from hearing that word. Clear dripping circles drenched his cheeks, as if his pride was dropped for the umpteenth time. 

Haris can only rub his sore cheek without protest, maybe the pain is nothing compared to the wound he gave. As he promised, he could do anything to bring Ainaya home. 

''Why are you doing this, Mom? Hasn't you hurt me enough? Why do I have to repeat it again?" agitate Ainaya on the sidelines of her cries. 

Really, this moment is not wanted by a Haris, but he is already stuck in his own game. It is impossible to say that it is just a lie. Ainaya would not believe him. 

''But I can't resist my passion, Nay. And I think we can do it because it's still legal to be husband and wife.'' Haris continued his charade. 

''You're evil, Mas. You are evil, he said. 

At that moment Haris re-captured Ainaya's body which shook violently and then kissed his forehead.

''Calm down, I can clear, '' Haris said calmly.  

Ainaya mute a thousand languages, he is too tired to hit Haris. Not satisfied, it is he who feels his own pain. 

Silent 

Isakan Ainaya was getting slower, it means that the woman began to calm down and ready to listen to the explanation from Haris. 

''We didn't do anything. I was just accompanying you to bed with Ms. De's permission. It seemed like you were too tired to fall asleep and did not have time to wear clothes, so I just covered it with a blanket, Haris assures.  

Ainaya permeated every sentence that slid from Haris' lips. Trying to believe, because he was not disturbed in the slightest while asleep. However, a little suspicious when she saw her husband was also just wearing a t-shirt inside.

''Then, why did you also take off your clothes?'' ask Ainaya back. Haris clasped his hand and walked towards the bed. 

''It's too hot here. It looks like the fan is not working properly, and I am not strong.'' Pointing to a fan that looks slow. 

It means I wasn't dreaming, it was really the voice of Mas Haris. Why is he here? Do not-don't Ajeng tell him. 

''Thinking what?'' chirp Haris grabbed the shirt and put it on and stood behind Ainaya. 

''Why are you here?'' ask Ainaya ketus. 

Haris smiled faintly. Her hands stretched out a slightly messy Ainaya's hair. Eager to hug him again to unravel the longing, yet it seemed like it was not the right time so he chose to hold it. 

''I came here after you, my wife, '' he said honestly. 

Ainaya twisting body. Lose lips. As if I can't believe Haris called her a wife. Hadn't he been the one who didn't want to admit it, but now when he wanted to take off why everything turned around. 

''Do you deserve to be called a husband? Is there a husband who let his wife be in pain, while he has fun out there with other wives, even fighting death alone. Why are you admitting that I am your wife.'' Pointing at his own chest. 

Back, a clear circle escaped just so wetting Ainaya's cheeks. So also with Haris who joined in crying as unwilling to hear the word. He feels he is the cruelest human being if he remembers his treatment so far. But what power, it's the past that can not be repeated again. 

''Does a husband ignore a pregnant wife, but he is able to fulfill it.'' Ainaya's voice grew even weaker and barely audible. 

''I'm sorry.'' 

Haris collapsed and knelt in front of Ainaya. He lowered his self-esteem in order to get an apology from the woman. 

''It's not that easy, Mom. Better now you're gone. I want to live quietly without you, Ainaya said confidently. Although it still feels heavy, he should be able to take off everything including his love. 

''I'm not leaving here without you. We're gonna raise Bilal together. You will be my wife forever until death do you part.'' 

Ainaya furrowed his brows. I want a more detailed explanation.

Almost opening his voice, Haris's phone rang out the two. 

It turns out that Ida's mom was video calling. 

Haris approached Ainaya and wiped the woman's tears.

''The anger will continue later. Mama wants to talk, said Haris while sliding the blue badge sign received.