NO DIGAS ADIOS (Don't Say Goodbye)

NDA - 85-S

Tok tok!

Tony was monitoring the live streaming of an online gaming tournament that his friends were following in the room, upon hearing the door being knocked.

"Lake in!" he said without even a hint of taking his eyes off the phone screen.

Jeglex!

Mr. Anton stood for a moment in the doorway, watching Tony who ignored his arrival. He sighed heavily then walked over to Tony.

"Again busy Ton?"

Tony closed the live streaming show he was watching and put down his phone.

"Why Pa?" ask Tony lazy.

"Papa call you from downstairs for dinner, why don't you come down?"

Tony smiled cynically. Should Papa ask him something he already knows the answer to? Tony was also surprised and surprised why his father invited his mother to dinner tonight at their house? Just make the mood broken.

"And I told you I'm not hungry" replied Tony flatly.

"You don't lie" Mr. Anton denied. "You don't want to go down because there's your mom, right?"

Tony smiled again. "Then should Papa be? Papa already knew the reason," he crossed both his hands on his chest.

Mr. Anton took a breath and looked around Tony's room filled with online gaming posters from time to time. There are only two pictures in this room. One photo of Tony himself while still in old High School, and both photos of Tony with his father while on vacation in Singapore. There are no pictures or memories that remind him of Riska, his mother.

"Ton.." said Mr. Anton later. "You know, everyone deserves a second chance?"

"I mean Papa?"

"Maybe all this time you think that your mother is a bad person because she has the heart to leave the family for another man."

"Indeed, is that so, Pa?" tony Sahut. The mood starts to fall apart every time we talk about it. "Udah is Pa, do not need to be discussed again why the hell? He came here for sure because his new family didn't meet his expectations. That's why he's looking for an escape."

"Tons!" snapped Mr. Anton in a slightly raised voice.

Tony spontaneously straightened his neck looking at his Papa's expression.

"Just talk to you Ton. After all, she is still your mother, the woman who gave birth to you. It's not worth talking like that."

"But he left us Pa. From when I was a little girl." - argued Tony. "For what try? Huh uh?!"

"Papa know what your mother did is indeed unjustified" Mr. Anton's voice was heard starting to swallow. "But all that happened wasn't entirely the fault of your mother alone, Ton."

Tony shook his head. "I don't understand Pa. When he left and never saw us again like a mediocre Papa. But now why rich gini? What the hell really happened?!"

Mr. Anton took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Maybe this is the right time to say everything, so as not to continue to drag on. He could not bear every time he saw the look on the face of his ex-wife who kept the wound because she missed Tony so much. Tonight, he deliberately invited his ex-wife to come because he hoped the three of them could gather together at the dinner table and talk heart to heart. But it turns out it's not that easy to persuade Tony and melt his heart. Tony's eyes on Miss Riska were full of hate.

"Papa never told you because Papa thought you were too small to understand everything Ton," Mr. Anton's eyes stared at the ceiling. "But it turns out that Papa is too busy with Papa's affairs, to the point that there is never time to talk and explain this slowly as you grow up."

Tony snorted softly. His father now realized how little time he had left for his family. The loosest time is only after dinner. It's not every day either. That's why, Tony spends more time at basecamp than at home.

"The separation of Papa and Mama occurred because of Papa's fault as well," added Mr. Anton.

"Papa thought, by giving the material as much as possible to Mama so that all her needs and desires are met, it is enough and will always make her happy...." Mr. Anton started to tell me in a sad tone. "But Papa was wrong."

Tony still doesn't flinch. There was not a single word she wanted to say to interrupt her Papa. I don't know.heard the saying actually makes the feelings and logic as if clashing with each other.

"However, time, care and affection remain the most precious things in the family. And it turns out Papa can't give you all that...." Anton rubbed his face with both hands. ".... until finally..... Your mama met someone who could give her what Papa couldn't. It's also what ultimately makes your custody fall into the hands of Papa, Ton. Papa's family who do not understand the true root of the problem, assume that your Mama has betrayed Papa. That's true, but Papa knows your mom did it because she had a reason. And Papa realized it was all because of Papa's fault."

Silent mood. It's crossed Tony's memory of how his past was with his mother. Miss Riska may fail to be a wife, but she does not fail to be a mother. When the family is still intact, Miss Riska always devoted her affection and attention to the family. Especially for Tony. Never once did he yell or scold Tony in his childhood. But it all seemed to just disappear since he made the choice to separate from Mr. Anton. Especially when he started never coming to see Tony again since he married again. That's what might make Tony's longing turn into a deep hatred, and create a perception in itself, that his mother is a person who can leave the family for the sake of other men.

"Ton.. divorce is not an easy thing to accept," Mr. Anton held Tony's shoulder and squeezed it slowly. "Papa tahuu really, the biggest victim of any divorce is a child," his eyes looked teary.

"But Papa please be with you, please open your heart to Mama. She misses you so much, son....."

Tony's chest felt instantly claustrophobic. He glared at her for not being able to bear to see her Papa cry. But his heart also still hurts with the attitude of his mother who for 10 years did not care about him. Don't mind, just remember maybe not. And that prejudice had been imprinted so strongly in his mind.

"Ton... You heard Papa, right? Will you forgive Papa? Forgive your Mom too?" Mr. Anton wiped his tears. "Don't shut up, Ton...."

"Why is Papa apologizing to me?" ask Tony flat. He turned his face upwards trying to hold back the tears that had suddenly been floating in his eye sockets. "Papa has always been there for me. Well.. although sometimes still more often busy too."

"You're gonna excuse your mom, aren't you Ton?"

Tony fell silent again and looked straight at Mr. Anton. For that question he has not found the answer. He knew his father would want him to forgive his mother. But it's very hard for Tony to do at the moment.

"I don't know Pa. I still need time."

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"Gue can't drink Ci's milk, eneeeggg bangeeeet!" rengek Selenia on phone.

Selenia calls Cia and tells her experience drinking pregnant milk for the first time. He spoke carefully as he occasionally looked towards the door watching for Adam to suddenly enter his room.

"Yes people are craving it like Sel. That's why you talk to Adam. I am very much the same attitude lo this. Errghhh...!" Cia groans at the end of the phone.

"Ah.. nah no.." refuted Selenia. "When I say no now, no. Point!"

"This is, whether the effects of pregnancy or not, you are now also very stubborn. Don't you think? Who knows what condition you are in now because your baby also wants attention from his Father. Slight dong..."

"Ck, don't go. I read in an online article, ngidam emang kaya gini. It has nothing to do with what you just said."

"Well, what do you think about my phone? Complaining to me if it turns out my advice is not lo gubris, dodol?!!" cia's grumble that even made Selenia giggle. "Don't laugh. I swear, my cell is really just the same attitude lo this."

"Duuuh don't be so sweet as I dong Ciaaaaa. Your time is even rich is it pergepannnya?"

"Gue was just confiding Cia, not asking for advice. I was just wondering if I could drink that milk I would even be an eneg. That's it."

"Arrrggghhh yes Sel. It's up to you. I just watch Drakor. Uggghhhh!"

Selenia laughed at Cia's despair. Simultaneously, the door to his room suddenly opened from the outside, which turned out to be Adam.

"Eh Ci, yes, there was Adam. Yea..." Selenia turned off the phone.

"Got happy? Who the hell is that?" Adam entered with a parcel in his hand. He is neat and looks fresh with gray sleeping pajamas with a white line in the buttons. But his eyes looked haggard, either from exhaustion or sleepiness.

Selenia who had been lying down immediately got up and arranged her sitting position.

"Sama Cia" he answered. "That's what Dam?" Selenia pointed at the parcel in Adam's hand.

Adam landed his body next to Selenia and placed the parcel in front of them.

"It's from Renata" said Adam. "Actually it was given a few days ago, he said as a thank you because I helped him at that time. But I just left this afternoon. Open up baby, you'll love it," she hugged Selenia's waist.

There was a rippling feeling in Selenia's body as her body came into contact with Adam's body.

"The hell could it be to forgetfulness?" cibir Selenia while opening the parcel. "Waaah..... couple? Funny!." his hand stretched out one of the couple's clothes in the box.

"Likes?"

"This is for us? Renata, do you give this to us?" Selenia stuck a T-shirt of her size onto her body. "It's like it's fitting in me."

"Thank you if you like it."

"This is the one for you, Dam."

"Yes, it's simple now" Adam pulled the T-shirt out of Selenia's hand and put it back in the box. "It's time for us now."

The deg! Selenia's heart was beating fast. Don't please anymore. He felt his stomach slowly.

Adam moved the parcel over the nightstand. She then covered half of her body and Selenia's body using a blanket.

"Dam... What do we do?" ask Selenia lirih.

"I want to sleep here. Can you?"

Selenia pursed her lips. His mind has gone everywhere. He looked at Adam doubtfully.

"Why you, baby? Can I sleep here?"

"But Dam..."

"Bibik why?"

"Entar if suddenly the aunt comes into my room keeps looking at you..."

"It may not be dear" Adam argued. "Did aunt like to go into your room without permission?"

"No, anyway...."

"Why are you, baby? How rich are you afraid?" Adam frowned. "It's me lhoo...your husband.." she chanted while leaning into Selenia which automatically made Selenia rewind her body.

"eeee... Dam... You can sleep here, but..... we... nothing, right?"

"He?? Hmmmppfffhhh..." Adam cradles Selenia's body in an overcast. "What do we want to do?"

Selenia blushed. "Why do you sleep in my room?"

"Lhoh... Can't you? He slept with his own wife."

Goddamnit! That's what Adam said. Why am I an oon gini? grouse Selenia in the heart. He just shook his head slowly.

Adam who actually knows Selenia's worries, can only hold amused and deep. It turned out that his wife was already sensitive to such things.

"You don't have to worry, baby. We did not do anything tonight. I just want to sleep with you. Can you?" he stared softly at Selenia's face. "I'm also very sleepy plus tired too. And... make 'play' kanya also not in the mood."

Selenia sneered at those moodless words. Can bangeeeet....!! his inner. "May I.." she replied softly.

Adam then settles himself and Selenia together. He pushed Selenia to turn her back so she could hug his wife's body from behind. Selenia can only give up. He felt a happy sensation when Adam's hand touched his stomach. Like feeling relieved. Maybe the baby in there feels the same way. He felt another touch that he had never felt before. Honey, it's your Daddy's hand, inner Selenia talking to her baby in the belly. Her lips curl up with a happy smile.

Selenia felt a regular gasp in her head and the atmosphere of the room suddenly became silent. Then followed by a snoring that was very comfortable heard by his ears.

"Dam.." call Selenia down.

There is no lawfulness.

"Dam... Have you slept?" call Selenia again.

There is still no truth and more regular snoring. Adam is asleep?

Selenia smiled. Slowly he turned his body facing Adam who had closed his eyes so deeply. Geez, looks so tired. New also bentar rebahan, already ngorok aja. Inner Selenia ticklish.

"Love you soooooo much my husband. Good night and have a good dream," whispered Selenia lirih which of course no longer heard by Adam. He gave a gentle kiss on Adam's lips that did not react because it had been lulled into a dream.

Selenia then coiled closer to Adam's body and put her head in the chest of her husband's field.

What a beautiful night.

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...To be continuous...