NO DIGAS ADIOS (Don't Say Goodbye)

NDA - 47-S

Adam and Selenia return to dinner for the second time because they have to accompany their father to dinner after returning from the airport. Mr. Fendi looks very greedy to enjoy his favorite food - rice pecel-it. He said in London he never ate that food again. It's bright, where there's a pecel in London.

That whole night Selenia was so clingy with her father. The two of them chatted in the living room after dinner. Adam only joined for a moment and then chose to go to the room. Not to avoid, he just wanted to give his wife time to let go of longing with his father. Selenia and Mr. Fendi had a very warm chat. They tell each other a lot of things they don't experience when they're not together.

"It's night. You sleep there," Mr. Fendi stroked Selenia's hair gently. "Tomorrow afternoon we shove to Mama's grave, yes" he said.

Selenia nodded. After getting a kiss of love from the father, he then rushed to his room.

Adam's room door opened from the inside along with Selenia who also opened the door of his room.

"Ehmm," Adam smiled broadly at Selenia who was looking dumbly.

"Well, aren't you asleep yet?" ask Selenia plain.

"Where? Like the surprise?"

Selenia took her hand off the doorknob and walked over to Adam. Adam also came out of his room.

"Thank you Dam. I'm very seneeeeng," said Selenia sad. "I don't know if my dad's coming home tonight."

"Why is his face sad?" adam's hand raised Selenia's chin.

"Mmmm..." Selenia sulks. "I'm sorry if my attitude made you angry" he remembered the seat belt at the airport.

Adam giggles. "Kok you just realized that you really like ngeselin sometimes?" goda.

Selenia's sad face turned into a sharp plot. He also pinched Adam's stomach.

"Goddhh!" Adam pulled his body back. "Sick Cells. Why the hell are you so easy on gini's hands now?" he blocked Selenia's hands slowly. "I'm kidding, baby."

"Yes, you're talking about it" Selenia grumbled.

"I'm kiddingaaaaa. You yourself said you were..."

Selenia stomped her feet and turned around. "Ah ah I want to sleep!"

But before Selenia went into the room, Adam's burly hand was more swiftly grabbed his body from behind. Makes Selenia's heart beat faster than usual because of the treatment. He felt the tip of Adam's nose clinging to his nape. Gooseflesh.

"Daaaam, what do you want?" selenia whiskey. "Later if you see it can be excited," Her position that is still turned to Adam makes it difficult to see how the expression of her husband's face today.

"I love you" whispered Adam right in Selenia's ear.

Selenia's head wriggled. He's feeling ticklish. As Adam loosened his hold, Selenia's body twisted. Now their positions are facing each other without distance. Selenia looked up and dared to look into the beautiful eyes that were also staring at her.

"I love you. I love you. I don't want to lose you.." Adam said.

Selenia's heart was increasingly encouraged to hear those beautiful sentences. There was a feeling coming from his heart. She's happy. But, was Adam really that way to her?

"But, Dam...." Selenia did not continue her words.

"What?"

"Don't you forget why we got married?" Selenia looked down, avoiding the eyes of Adam who did not stop looking at her.

I heard a slow breath. "We don't get married out of love, you mean?"

"But that's it, right?"

"Cell?" Adam loosened his arms from the plate of Selenia. "You didn't hear me just now what did I say? It's not clear if I'm talking about it?"

Selenia.

"You think I'm joking about that rich talk? These nights, I'm just like you. Why can't you trust me?" adam's tone sounded desperate.

"It's not that I don't trust Dam," Selenia said softly.

"Why are you talking rich?"

"I...." Selenia. "I.. cu. just don't feel bad for you."

"What?" Adam raised Selenia's chin. Their eyes returned. "Where are the pantes? What doesn't pant?"

Selenia slightly pulled herself away from Adam. "Yes try you think dong Dam, I'm still too small for you, I'm still in school, I'm ABG's son. And you look at yourself." he looked at Adam from top to bottom several times. "You're an adult, an established, you should be able to get a partner who is equal to yourself."

"Now I ask you. Why do you think that?" cut Adam. "You're still in school, still ABG, where's the fault? I'm comfortable with you."

"Where's Dam from? Don't lie to yourself. The marriage we had was strange. We're married, but we don't play husband and wife at all..."

"Hhhhh..." Adam glanced for a moment. "It was just a matter of time" he said then gently. "I know who I married. I don't want to be selfish. You have a dream, and I don't want to ruin your dream just for my inner satisfaction. I believe God has other intentions in this way. His plan must have been more beautiful, and I believe it. You don't have to feel guilty either." His hand reached back to Selenia's waist.

Unknowingly, Selenia's tears had dripped hearing the wise words that came out of her husband's mouth. What Adam was saying right now was almost the same as when he was talking to Mamamya back then. When Selenia accidentally steals their conversation in the dining room.

God, how sinful I would be if I let this man down because of my attitude.

Selenia hugged Adam tightly and cried there. It was hard to explain that she loved her husband too. Adam no longer flinched. She simply returned the hug and peeked at Selenia's head gently.

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That afternoon, Adam, Selenia and Mr. Fendi went to the tomb, on a pilgrimage to the Kalila-Mama Selenia navel. Selenia brought a bouquet of colorful flowers which she then placed in front of her Mama's tombstone. Since entering the cemetery area, his chest has begun to feel as tight as possible. All the memories when Mamamya was still there once again filled his head. He realized that he had not visited his mother's grave for a long time. Adam, who realized his wife was not feeling well, tried to strengthen by embracing Selenia's shoulder.

The three of them offered a do'a beside the tomb solemnly.

"I'm sorry Ma" Mr. Fendi stroked his wife's headstone. His voice sounded hoarse. "The new father can come to Mama's grave again. May Mama calm down there," she looked at Selenia and smiled. "You don't have to worry about your favorite child. Because he's happy now."

Selenia looked at her father. His tears that had been held back had finally fallen as well. He let out a heavy sigh and read Al-Fatihah in a soft voice. Adam and Mr. Fendi raised their hands together to assure Selenia's prayers.

"Yuk came home" said Mr. Fendi as soon as Selenia ended her prayer and stood up. "It's late afternoon."

Selenia and Adam stood together. Before leaving Mama's navel, Selenia kissed the gravestone that read Kalila Binti Rahardjo gently.

"Sir Adam?"

A voice called out from behind as the three of them had already walked far away leaving the navel. They also looked at the same time.

"Remissed?" adam's forehead shriveled.

Renata, still wearing work clothes, walked over to the three of them. Nola and Mbak Ami followed behind. Politely, Renata greeted Mr. Fendi and Selenia.

Selenia simply returned Renata's greeting with a cold look. He's starting to feel uncomfortable. Especially when he saw Nola who looked so happy when he saw Adam. The little boy waved his hand at Adam intending to ask to be carried. And sincerely, Adam also welcomed Nola by lifting the little boy's body up high, making Nola laugh with excitement.

"He's my secretary in Pa's office" Adam introduced Renata to Mr. Fendi.

"Oh yes, yes yes" Mr. Fendi. "So you're coworkers? Been long?"

"Not yet Oom," Renata replied politely.

Selenia. His heart ached to see Adam who looked so familiar with Nola. Hfffhhh, he is Daddyable if he is rich,

"Oom, and where did all this come from?" ask Renata.

"We're from my wife's navel nyekar," Mr. Fendi embraced Selenia's shoulder. "Mother Forever, my only child."

Renata. So why is Mr Adam here too? his inner. He was just a mangosteen though inwardly curious to know. When Mr. Fendi said that, Adam also had time to look in shock at Renata at a glance.

"Where are you from Ren?" ask Adam.

"I am also from the grave of my parents sir" replied Renata.

"Ooh," Adam's mouth forms the letter O. He found out that Renata was an orphan. "Sorry, I just found out that..."

"It's not pa-pa sir."

Selenia was getting to see that. Somehow he hated seeing Adam talking so intimately with Renata. They are obviously talking about only natural things.

"Pa, I'll go to the car first. My head was suddenly dizzy," his his hiss was spicy as he flashed a sadistic look at Adam as he passed.

Adam could only smile wryly looking at Selenia. The feeling is starting to feel bad. He returned Nola to Mbak Ami.

From inside the car, Selenia was still watching her father and husband talking to Renata. I don't know what else they're talking about. Sometimes he saw his father smiling and laughing, and so did Adam.

Why is Renata between me and Adam? thought.

I love you, I love you, I don't want to lose you.... Selenia smiled bitterly remembering Adam's words last night and looked back at Renata again. The woman was seen greeting her father and Adam before leaving the funeral.

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...To be continuous...