NO DIGAS ADIOS (Don't Say Goodbye)

NDA - 59-S

Adam just got out of the house, wanted to leave for the office when he passed by Mr. Fendi who had just got out of the car.

"Dad?" greet Adam while greeting and kissing his father-in-law's hand.

"Lhoh, you just left Dam?" Mr. Fendi glanced at his watch. "It's almost 9 o'clock."

"Yes, Dad. Today was deliberately set for noon. What do you need?"

"So Dad just happened to pass by and kept stopping by. If you want to go, just go. I'm gonna go in for a minute."

Adam smiled awkwardly. "Oh yeah, Dad if there's need for anything inside there's Bi Iyah really."

Mr. Fendi nodded and stepped into the house. After that Adam immediately rushed to the office.

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SELENIAN (POV)

Throughout this morning's lesson I could only be speechless watching Ms. Martha, our class biology teacher who was explaining the material in front of the class. My brain was split into pieces. Each section is filled with questions I don't know the answers to.

How long has Adam been lying to me? How long has he been close to Renata? Is it true that their relationship is not just bosses and secretaries? Why didn't Adam just be honest with me and pretend to be nice? Why is Adam so good at hiding everything from me?

It's hard to believe what's going on. But that's the truth.

I'm your. All I have is yours.

I love you. I love you. I do not want to lose you...

The words he once said with great confidence kept ringing in my head. Very sweet words that can make my heart flowery.

But this morning, I actually saw something that was inversely proportional to all the sweetness during this time.

Did he say that to Renata too? Or maybe sweeter than he told me?

I closed my eyes and the scene in the video that Cia showed me was clearly drawn in my eyes. I still wish what I saw was just a misunderstanding. But that was even more debunked when I realized that Adam was lying to me. Yeah, she was willing to lie to me just to go with Renata who had no idea what her goal was.

I raised my hand as Ms. Martha looked towards the disciples.

"Yes Selenia, is there something you want to ask?" Miss Marta.

Several pairs of eyes in unison looked at me, not least Cia.

"Sorry Buk, I want to ask permission from the UKS. My head is dizzy" I said softly.

There was a cry from "Oooooooooowwwhhhh....!!" of the students. The usual thing we do is just to get sick when one of us is bored with maple and reasoned to want to go to the toilet or UKS.

Cia poke my arm. Ms. Martha asked the disciples to be quiet with a gesture of both hands forming an umbrella.

"Lo why Cells? Want me to go to Temenin?" ask Cia who immediately invited back the ledge from the children.

"Ssssttt silent... silent... silent...!" shouted Miss Marta warned. He then approached my stool. "You sick?"

"Suddenly my head was dizzy Buk,"

Miss Marta mangosteen. "Yes, you can go to the UKS now. And Cia.." she looked towards Cia. "You stay in class until my lesson is over."

I stood up and gestured a nod of my head at Cia that I could be on my own.

SELENIA (POV END)

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Adam had just arrived at the office when Mr. Anton asked to immediately go to his room which turned out to be there already Renata and Irham. Mr. Anton's face looked serious as he let Adam sit down. Adam looked at Renata and Irham alternately and they just shrugged.

Today, in a tone that sounded disappointed, Mr. Anton conveyed to the three of them, that the project of building the rukan was temporarily postponed until a time that could not be determined. He said there are still land disputes that have not been resolved. Adam, Renata and Irham just look at each other. They were confused considering his already very mature preparation. Even the documents and all sorts of things were complete.

"Then what about the files that have been made sir?" ask Renata.

"We'll wait for the next information. Hopefully the land acquisition is not complicated," Mr. Anton squealed his own forehead. "Ahhh. I was also shocked last night by this news. Though the heavy equipment we rented has been sent there. We lost this!" his gerrick.

This may sound bad for the company. But behind it all there was a slight feeling of relief tucked into Adam's chest. It meant that he did not need to think anymore about what reason he would tell Selenia. Frankly, the plan to get out of the city these few days is quite confusing. Moreover, he who was feeling very guilty to Selenia and felt unable to make up for it.

After coming out of Mr. Anton's room, Adam immediately rushed to his room without caring for Renata who tried to pursue his steps. Today he plans to go to Bhakti Nusa High School, reviewing the renovation of the hall which he said is only a few percent away.

"Sir Adam!" a voice called out as Adam just arrived in front of his study, followed by the knocking of his shoes that were getting closer. Adam turned his head and saw Renata rushing over to him.

"What's Ren?" ask Adam. He only saw Renata's face at a glance. The guilt grew even more when he remembered his lie to Selenia just to accompany Renata to take care of her problems.

"Because it turns out that the project is still postponed, I want the hearing to be implemented as soon as possible sir."

"Oh yes pa-pa, faster is better."

Renata gulped."I asked for ma'af earlier, but....Can you accompany me to the hearing?" said Renata carefully. He realized this might be too much considering Adam had already helped a lot in his troubles this time around.

Adam was silent for a moment. His heart was worried about saying yes or no. But he finally nodded because he felt unbearable. Renata had no one nearby. Moreover, he was the only person that Renata believed in to contain all his complaints lately. And only he was also the 'other' who knew the life problems he was going through right now.

"Thank you Sir. Thank you very much" said Renata.

Adam smiled a little. "Together Ren," and when Renata passed into his room, the regret of having confirmed Renata's request immediately entered Adam's heart.

Adam realized he shouldn't have done this behind Selenia. I don't know why it hurts so bad to remember he lied. Her sweet smile, her whining, and Selenia's cute demeanor flashed in Adam's mind, dancing around as if she was laughing at his demeanor. Attitudes that cannot be firm make choices.

But this was not an option for Adam. He never chose between Selenia or Renata. Selenia already occupies the greatest place in her heart, whereas Renata? His concern for the woman, he did nothing more than help a friend.

Argh!!!! Adam squeezed his own hair. If only he had the guts to tell Selenia the truth. He no longer needed to hide and feel guilty. But it's impossible. Selenia is very sensitive to hear the name Renata.

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Tony had just returned from the toilet when he saw Selenia lazily walking down the corridor towards one room. After glancing at the watch and feeling the lessons in her class were so boring, she decided to tail Selenia. Her steps came to a halt when she saw Selenia enter the UKS room.

Selenia's sick?

Selenia why?

Meanwhile, in the UKS room, Selenia sat down and laid her body on the bed. Not to forget he revealed the curtains that separate one and the other bed. His head was really dizzy. Selenia's eyes narrowed watching the P3K box stuck on the wall, just in case there was any wind oil that could help relieve her headache. But then he decided to sleep better even if only a few minutes.

Selenia will close her eyes when she hears the UKS door open. He glanced at the floor through the gap of the lower curtains, and saw a pair of legs walking closer to the bed next to him. Selenia could not see clearly who was coming. He only saw a black silhouette that showed a person going up on the bed and then lying down. But Selenia had absolutely no intention of finding out and chose to close her eyes again.

Maybe the bangor student who is lazy to join the maple. Her thought. Selenia could guess he was a male student because from her silhouette it looked like the boy was wearing trousers.

Sreeeeek...! Sound of curtains on the pull. Selenia was still unmoved and her eyes were still closed.

"Why aren't you in class?" the voice that Selenia was so familiar with made her instantly open her eyes.

Selenia turned her head and her gaze met with Tony who was also lying on the bed next to her. Turns out the guy who just got into the UKS was Tony?

"Why are you here?" Selenia asked back.

"Jawab dong my question."

Selenia just smiled and straightened her face. He did not want to talk to anyone and closed his eyes again.

Tony breathed. He also straightened his face even though he still occasionally glanced at Selenia. Selenia who was 'pretending' to sleep and looked so sweet. Tony tilted his body to be able to more freely see that face. He imagined how Adam who each woke up from his sleep and found a face that was currently beautiful in front of him. But do they always sleep together?

Ah... Why is my mind wandering everywhere? Tony bergidig ticklish.

"I didn't know you were married" Tony said suddenly.

Hearing that string of sentences, Selenia's eyes instantly opened and widened. Shocked, of course. He was only able to glance at Tony with his tail. His heart started to beat.

"Mrs Adam" Tony added.

Selenia turned her head then got up from sleep and staggered a little. Seeing that Tony also rose up and reflexively held Selenia's body that almost collapsed, but swiftly rejected by Selenia.

"You...know where?" ask Selenia.

Tony smiled at the smile. "I heard it with my own ears."

Selenia still did not understand. How did Tony know the secret? As he recalled, he never once spoke of his marriage or life with Adam in front of Tony. No, Tony's gotta be lying. Tony must have known from someone. Selenia suspects Cia.

"It's normal to have his face, '" Tony plucked his finger in front of Selenia's face. "Don't be so tense. Relax again."

"I can explain Ton. You do not think strangely," said Selenia nervously. He was afraid that, after Tony found out, it was not possible that everyone in this school would also know.

But it seemed like Tony realized what Selenia was worried about. He just chuckled and then sat down while crossing his legs.

"How many people know about this secret?" tanya Tony pitched a probing.

Feeling caught off guard, Selenia could only answer in hopes that Tony would not spread his secret.

Selenia. "Not much. There's only Cia here."

"And me." Tony raised his index finger while smiling mischievously.

Selenia breathed a heavy sigh. He didn't say anything else. I don't know.his mind still can't think clearly after the events that happened today. What else did he have to say to Tony? Threatening or begging him not to reveal a secret? Hhhh.

"Eat him next time if you talk about secrets do not be in public places," said Tony again. This time the tone was light. Not like a detective anymore.

"Public place?" Selenia looked up at his face.

Tony then tells the beginning of how he knew that Selenia was married.

Starting from the era of the Bazaar in High School, when Selenia complained of dizziness and Cia keceplosan talking about Adam the 'grandfather' Selenia who would be angry if she knew Selenia did not have breakfast before leaving school. Then he related whether the Adam Cia meant was his Papa employee, and then he asked his Papa how many brothers Adam and his Papa answer was enough to surprise him because it turned out that Adam was an only child. In conclusion, Selenia lied about her brother to Tony.

"Hahaha... I look so good? Sorry," he said on the sidelines he was telling a story.

Then continue to the era of Tony's 18th birthday party, when Tony secretly observed the movements of the two of them and he saw a jealous expression of Selenia when he saw the togetherness of Adam and Renata during the party. And it continues when she accidentally eavesdropped on Selenia and Cia's conversation in the school garden, which Selenia clearly mentioned the word HUSBAND I when telling about Adam to Cia. Tony is like collecting puzzle pieces to make everything clearly visible in his eyes, heart and mind.

The highlight is today.

Tony told her everything clearly according to what he saw and heard with his own eyes and ears.

Selenia smiled bitterly. "It turns out to be true the saying goes. If people hide carcasses, one day they will kiss too" he said. "Trus, what do you want?"

"Tell all the children if you're married" he replied lightly as he puffed his chest.

Selenia glares and reflexively throws Tony with a pillow. But Tony was so quick to catch the pillow before it landed on his head.

"If you don't want me to talk to the kids, there's a condition, '" Tony pretended to threaten.

"What the hell is Ton?" selenia's face looked anxious. The shadows removed from the school had already adorned his head.

"I want to know the reason you decided to get married at school age like now" said Tony flat.

Selenia did not answer and just stared at Tony gamang. Is that the only condition?

"But I don't want to talk about it anymore" replied Selenia lethargic.

"So when can we walk?" tony asked as he played his eye bead.

Selenia's lips frowned and her eyes narrowed looking towards Tony. The street? Indirectly he was like blackmailing if this is the way. It means that if Selenia refuses, the secret will instantly BOOM!

Looking at Selenia's flustered gurgle, Tony immediately laughed. She knew Selenia was afraid her secret would be exposed. I can't bear to see his face so sweet. Tony then got off the bed and walked a bit closer.

"We go to the star yuk hill. You can tell me everything there," said Tony softly. "You don't have to worry about it. I wasn't serious about the same threat. What good is it for me to reveal your secret? Is anybody? Don't you?"

Selenia. In his heart he was a little relieved to hear those words. Selenia knows it's unlikely that Tony will reveal his big secret. Because there's really no point in Tony doing that. And for the offer about the star hill, it was not too bad, it was just that Selenia could not make a decision yet.

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...To be continuous...