NO DIGAS ADIOS (Don't Say Goodbye)

NDA - 76-S

"What Doc? S-i'm pregnant?" Selenia felt her own stomach, while doctors continued to give explanations.

"I've known about your pregnancy since you first came here yesterday" the doctor said. "Only have I dared to say. Because, first, I guess you already know yourself about that pregnancy. And secondly, I was quite shocked because you were a minor. You're only 17, right?"

Selenia nodded. "Street 18 Doc."

"It turns out you're too innocent to be aware of the changes happening to your own body. Lucky at the time of the accident, the fetus in your womb is still safe, given its very young age."

Selenia did not really listen to the doctor's explanation because she was too busy with her own thoughts. He was happy to hear the news and was also confused as to what kind of behavior. Just last night he and Adam were joking about the child, which they had planned to have later after he graduated from college, but it turned out that God gave it to them so soon. She and Adam only 'did it' once, Selenia remembered the incident.

"Selenia Effendi," the doctor clasped Selenia's left hand and smiled. "You don't have to be afraid of facing a situation like this. And my advice, should be as soon as you talk about your pregnancy with your boyfriend," he added carefully when mentioning the word girlfriend.

A boyfriend? Selenia smiled bitterly and immediately remembered that yesterday, Adam did admit that he was her boyfriend in front of this doctor. Because it was impossible to tell their true status. Especially at that time Selenia was still wearing a complete school uniform.

"It's not the first time I've received a patient with the same case as you" the doctor continued to speak. "So I'm not surprised" she smiled and shrugged both of her shoulders. "...because... indeed.. sorry the association of young people today is increasingly uncontrolled."

Huh uh?! Selenia's eyes widened.

So this doctor thinks that I'm pregnant out of wedlock, right? Just yummy. Selenia was a little angry at the doctor's suggestion, but as much as possible tried to be detained. It's okay. The important thing is that it's not like that. Maybe it could be, this doctor who would be surprised if Selenia told the truth. But according to Selenia, she better be quiet.

"But Doc, if you only do it once, can it be that way?" selenia asked curiously, as she herself was astonished as well. Time is that fast?

The doctor chuckled. "It could have been if you were in your fertile days at that time."

"I mean.. fertile period?" Selenia did not understand that at all. This does not mean that he does not understand the intimate relationship between husband and wife and the consequences. But not so understanding about fertile and not a woman.

The doctor smiled and shook his head. He then took a book from the drawer, opened it on a certain sheet and began to explain to Selenia about the fertile period in normal women in general. Selenia only nodded despite not fully understanding. The doctor also explained about the condition of the woman whose attitude could suddenly change when she was pregnant, and he said it was natural because of the influence of hormones. Like suddenly hating a food that he usually likes or even vice versa - liking a food that he usually hates very much, hating the scent of a certain perfume, often dizzy, dizzy, morning sickness is commonly called morning sickness and some other strange things called cravings.

From here Selenia only realized that she had experienced some of those signs. Maybe the symptoms of dizziness that he often experienced while at school lately was caused because of it. She also remembers Adam coming home from work and bringing her favorite mini donuts, which made her feel sick and vomited. Then this morning, when she woke up at dawn and was vomiting. Selenia smiled and rubbed her own stomach. It turned out that it all happened because there was a junior Adam inside his stomach.

"So did you also not realize that maybe this month you are already late for the moon? Because that should be an early sign for you, that maybe you're pregnant."

Selenia. All this time he never checked his schedule. He thinks it's time to come, so come. And even if it is late or comes faster, it may be due to the effects of fatigue and so on. Especially not long ago, he just had a problem with Adam. So he thought that when his period was late, it might be because of the chaotic effects of the mind.

The doctor smiled a little. "I know you can get through it" he closed the book and put it back in the drawer. "This may be a severe problem for an unmarried woman."

Selenia was amused by the Doctor's explanation.

Obviously I can get through Buk, and this is not a problem for me, but a blessing. Inner Selenia answered all the words of the Doctor. He did not care if the Doctor thought things out, because his heart was very happy.

After explaining some things about the beginning of pregnancy, the doctor then moved from his chair and took Selenia to one room. Selenia just sorted and followed when the Doctor took her into the room nuanced pink and purple with the signboard Dr. Indari, S.POG on his desk.

"For Doctor Indari," said the doctor to a colleague who was typing something on his laptop.

"Eh, Doctor Lula."

Oh, her name is Doctor Lula? Inner Selenia, glanced towards the Doctor who brought her to this room. The impression Selenia felt from Doctor Lula was, she was caring and friendly. But according to Selenia too over anyway. And sotoy. How not? She had already thought and likened Selenia to another extramarital pregnant patient, whom she had been handling all along.

Doctor Lula asks Selenia to sit down and then she pulls Doctor Indari, taking her to a corner of the room. They seemed to be chatting for a while before the centile Doctor came out. Hahaha, from today on, Selenia called it that. After all, just look at his attitude.

"You are the same Doctor Indari first yes. Later after this you see me again in my room," said Doctor Lula and then out of the room Doctor Indari.

After the death of Doctor Lula, Indari immediately directed Selenia to lie on the check bed. Doctor Indari is as friendly as Doctor Lula, only she is more calm. She told Selenia that today she would use her ultrasound to see how old Selenia was. Selenia chose not to say anything, and complied quickly. He wanted to hurry home and tell Cia this.

After doing the examination for approximately 15 minutes, Dr. Indari said, if the age of the womb Selenia has entered the fifth week. Selenia could not help but smile and continued to stroke her stomach when Doctor Indari gave the results of a 2-dimensional ultrasound photo of her fetus as well as a statement from the doctor that she was positive for pregnancy.

"Thank you, Doc. Excuse me," Selenia said after finishing the examination and came out.

As Doctor Lula had ordered, Selenia returned to her room again after coming from the room of Doctor Indari. There Doctor Lula greeted him warmly, and continued to give his condolences, as if this Selenia was someone who mentally had to continue to be strengthened because of having an extramarital pregnancy. Hhh... Selenia was very lazy to be in that room. So he had to pretend he had a stomachache and wanted to go to the toilet so he could get out of there.

"Oh, okay okay okay. This is the recipe you need to make at the pharmacy. And don't forget to always eat a healthy and nutritious diet" Doctor Lula said before Selenia left her room. "Don't forget to drink milk..."

Jeglex! At that moment Selenia had already come out with a feeling of relief. Haduh, what dream to see a doctor as far as Doctor Lula. Selenia bergidig's. Amit-amit, he's stroking his own stomach.

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Mr. Tono was astonished when he saw Selenia who kept smiling in the car all the way home from the clinic.

"A lot of medicine, Ma'am?" tanya Pak Tono looked at the bag of medicine next to Selenia through the middle spy.

"Yes, sir. He said let the chips dry and the seams can be opened immediately," replied Selenia lying. Today he was forced to delay buying pregnant women's milk, for fear of making Mr. Tono suspicious.

Mr. Tono just bearded and refocused on driving.

Arriving at home, Selenia went straight to her room again - of course with the help of Bi Iyah. Bi Iyah was equally heralded seeing the medicine that Selenia brought so much. And again Selenia had to lie as she told Pak Tono.

"Yes, if Bibik wants to go down first. Later if there is anything, Non call Bibik yes. Do not go up and down" said Bi Iyah.

"Yes Bik, it's all right."

After Bibik died, Selenia immediately closed the door of her room tightly and lay down on the bed. Her feelings are really happy today. He stared at a scrap of USG-made photo paper and kissed it many times.

Selenia could not wait to tell Adam. But then he thought about not wanting to tell her now. He imagined how Adam would look when he learned of this news. It must be very fun. Selenia was sure of that.

Selenia glanced at the folding calendar on the nightstand and smilingly stared at the one number there. Adam's birthday is about two weeks away. This will be a surprise for him.

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In the afternoon, Cia came to Selenia's house at the child's request.

Selenia: [Lo came to my house later this afternoon. Alone only. Same with Marvin. I have something important that I want to say to you]

As soon as the contents of Selenia's message entered Cia's phone.

Maybe she was lonely because her husband was not home. Think Cia.

Actually without Selenia asking for it, today Cia already has a plan to come there. He already misses curcol with Selenia.

"Eh, Miss Cia?" welcome Bi Iyah when opening the door.

"Sore Bik," said Cia in her centil style. "This is for Bibik," he thrust out a bag of white crackles filled with sweet martabak that he bought down the street.

"Wow," Bi Iyah's eyes sparkled at him. "Make Bibik?"

Cia nodded. "Selenia's on top, right?"

"Yes. Non Selenia can't go up and down with Mr. Adam, so...."

"Okay, I'm upstairs first. Daaagh Bibik," Cia immediately ran towards Selenia's room without waiting for Bibik to finish speaking.

Bi Iyah who had memorized the attitude and nature of Cia could only shake her head and immediately return to the back.

Cia walked into Selenia's room which was immediately greeted with a wide smile. He then sat down on the edge of the bed and felt Selenia's feet covered in blankets, making Selenia the tallest.

"Oh! Slowly Cia," Selenia slammed Cia's hand. The boy was giggling.

"What did you tell me to come here? From the style of the language lo like pueentiiiing really. Lo lonely yeah left misua out of town?" seductive Cia while playing her eyeballs.

Selenia smiled. I don't know, after finding out about her pregnancy today, it felt like she couldn't stop smiling.

"What the hell is that? Asked too," Cia was astonished.

"Gue wants to see something the same. But don't let it go."

"Yaaaaaa what?"

Selenia took a scrap of paper from under her USG pillow and thrust it at Cia.

"What's this?" Cia received the paper hesitantly and observed the black and white image. "Cell..this is the result.... Who's USG?" ask carefully.

"Gue," Selenia replied lightly as she pointed to herself.

"L-lo.... Are you serious???" Cia shifted her seat and felt Selenia's stomach slowly.

"What am I gonna lie to Ci? Yes seriously," Selenia also gave a doctor's statement about her pregnancy to Cia. And again the boy glared.

Selenia's pregnant! My best friend is pregnant!

Selenia finally tells the beginning of how she knew that she was pregnant with Cia, and the boy only listens and occasionally beards. Their conversation was interrupted when Bibik entered the room and brought drinks and snacks for Cia. Cia hurriedly hid the photo of USG in her hand so as not to be seen Bibik and they switched the chat with other topics. Bibik was obviously not told by Selenia about this. He was afraid of making a big family. Anyway he's not ready.

"Aja pantes me lately often dizzy and this morning when I wake up suddenly I'm very nauseous. And it turned out to be morning sickness," Selenia recounted enthusiastically. "So I also want a few days ago Adam will never come home from the office he brought me a mini donut that I used to buy if we were snacking, again, at that time I saw the same shape smells already great."

"Certainly? Lo eat?"

"No. I love Bibik."

"Keep he feels strange not the same attitude lo?"

Selenia.

Now that she had heard all of Selenia's stories, Cia was slowly able to relax her shock. She returns the ultrasound photo to Selenia and sits tight with Selenia.

"Geez. I'll be a aunt," Cia giggled as she stroked Selenia's stomach.

Selenia also giggled to hear Cia's speech. Funny also if later will call his best friend with the name of Aunt Cia. Haha...!

"Oh yeah Cell, that's mean... You have often dong say it's the same Adam?" ask Cia amusedly. "Iiiihhh fights me so amused anyway.." he closed his face funny. "Crazy lo my best friend is already winter wikwik.. ouhh.. I am geliii.." he added while bergidig like a hot worm.

"Ihhh Ciaaaa..lo why is oneeeeng!" Selena pulled Cia's head down.

They were both stunned because they felt equally funny.

"Not really Ci either," Selenia said later after successfully soaking her laughter while removing Cia's hand slowly from her stomach. "Gue.. instead... just admitted it once doang," he added bashfully.

"WHAT?!!!" cia's expression this time was more frenetic than when she learned of Selenia's pregnancy. "DAEBAAAAAA!!" he clapped.

"Ssttt...!! Don't beat the dodol!!" Selenia glares.

Cia immediately hurriedly closed her mouth and giggled again. He himself could not hide that happiness. And directly his mind is connected to the fact that, he believes Selenia can still stay in school and take the final exam. Because at that time Selenia's stomach must not look big, right? The final exam is 3 months away. Then her pregnancy wasn't a problem for Selenia. I hope that.

"I swear it! Adam is a great geezer," Cia gave her two thumbs up. "Elo too, I didn't expect it.." he pinched Selenia's cheek.

"But Ci," Selenia said later in a different tone. "Why is there fear too?"

"Why?"

"If I knew I was pregnant, she would be angry. In the beginning I was the same Adam living at home, he would have us not to make it....." Selenia did not continue her sentence and simply shrugged her shoulders.

But Cia already knew what the sentence was going on. Selenia used to tell about the 'ban' before they were officially married to the state, aka after Selenia graduated from college.

"Yes means the mindset of bokap lo that must be changed dong Sel. He can't ask you and Adam not to 'contain' it, but to allow you two to stay on one roof" Cia's words this time sound healthier than her daily jokester. "And besides if this happens and the fact you are now pregnant, this is not your fault dong. You guys are married. You stay together, meet every day, and whatever your marriage background, it can't be a benchmark. That feeling can grow over time. So you don't think so."

Selenia chuckled and gave her thumbs up at Cia. All his best friend's words are true. He and Adam were not wrong. Relieved to hear the series of Cia sentences that contain support. It makes more sense and makes more sense.

"Except...." Cia added by giving a full look of inquiry to Selenia.

"Except what?" selenia's forehead shriveled.

Before continuing her talk Cia had laughed first. "Hmmmppffhhhhh...!!"

"What the hell is Cia???"

Cia stopped her laughter and sighed.

"Lo did it on the basis of liking, right?" whispered Cia. "It's not because you're raped the same..."

"Ih Cia what the hell?!" The Selenia reflex directly hit Cia's shoulder. I can't accept that last sentence. "Yes, it's not! What is Adam so bad? Uhhh!!"

"I am sorry.. hahahahaha...!" Cia looked up at Selenia's expression that did not accept hearing her husband being called like that. "Yes, I'm sorry."

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Tony had just entered the house when suddenly his steps came to a halt in the doorway. Two people who were chatting in the living room of his house immediately stopped the conversation and turned to him.

"Tony?" Mr. Anton stood up nervously. So did a woman who became his interlocutor.

"Tony? Son.." that woman is Miss Riska. His lips trembled with his hands looking up asking that Tony get close to him.

Tony grunts violently. He looked at Mr. Anton and Mr. Riska alternately with a sharp look.

"What the fuck?" his frown, without even a hint of moving from his position.

"eeee... Ton..." Mr. Anton walked up to Tony but Tony stepped back slowly. "We're talking, maybe now is the time you know about..."

"What the fuck is this Pa?!!" scream Tony. He had no idea what his father meant to bring the woman he had considered to leave the family for the sake of the other man into this house. Tony's breath hunts holding in anger. Tony thought that after he kicked her out at the basecamp that night, her mother would never come again. But it turns out that he even bravely came here?

What the heck?

"Yes, let's sit down, son. So we..."

"Enough Pa!" Tony stared cynically at Miss Riska who was already sobbing behind Mr. Anton. He shook his head and then immediately ran towards his room on the second floor.

"Tony!!" call Mr. Anton and Mr. Riska together but not digubris.

Tony kept running full of emotion and shortly after that the door slammed hard.

Mr. Anton and Ms. Riska looked at each other. Ms. Riska could not stop crying while holding her chest that felt tight. It was heartless for Mr. Anton to see the woman he still loved was visibly hurt by the rejection of his own flesh and blood. But Mr. Anton can't blame Tony's attitude either. This misunderstanding also occurred because of his silence that had never tried to explain to Tony the reason his mother left the family and married again. So it formed its own stigma in the brain of Tony who thought his Mama was a person-who-tega-leave-family-by-male-other. Though the cause of the crack of the household was due to the fault of both of them. Not just from Miss Riska.

"Mas, I miss Tony.

"I know Ris. Tony might just need some time. Let me talk to him later. I'm asking you to be patient."

Ms. Riska was silent and looked at the second floor with a pushy look.

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"Huh? Why that?" cia asked in surprise when she heard Selenia's plan that had not yet told Adam about her pregnancy. "Lo's crazy, pregnant instead of telling my husband first, even telling me."

"That's not what Ciaaaaaa means. Rich news gini is not polite when talking on the phone."

"Wait for Adam to come home?"

Selenia nodded again. Cia is not getting better.

"When will dong?"

Selenia grabs the folding calendar from the top of the nightstand and shows a single number there on Cia.

"Gue wants a surprise on his birthday. I honestly can't wait to tell you this. But I'm patiently waiting until that day," Selenia put her calendar back on the nightstand.

Cia can only gawk. "Are you serious, Cell? It was two weeks more. Are you sure you're going to be all right? Are you sure you can control yourself?"

Selenia herself was still doubtful. So he shrugged his shoulders. "What a certainty. I don't know ding. Well, I can do it" he played his eyes.

Cia just shook her head. I think his best friend has started to show strange attitudes. He bergidig and hope in the heart, hopefully Selenia later if cravings are not strange.

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...To be continuous...