NO DIGAS ADIOS (Don't Say Goodbye)

NDA - 72-S

This afternoon, Adam left the office early because his job was done. Just just leave the documents of finishing the renovation of the hall of Bhakti Nusa High School to Mr. Anton and it can still be postponed until tomorrow. So before going home, he thought he wanted to stop by the mall for a while to buy Selenia's favorite food. He recalled, the first time he walked with his wife that night, Selenia really enjoyed the mini donuts he bought in the food court. Hopefully there is still, the mind.

Good luck on Adam's side. It turned out that the food court of the mini donut seller was still there. It is located on the 3rd floor of the mall. After buying 2 boxes, Adam immediately rushed home. On the way she had imagined how Selenia's happy expression received her favorite food. But when he was focusing on driving while smiling at the thought of it, he was suddenly startled by a biker who was gassing his gas right next to his car. Adam immediately slowed down the speed of the car and observed who the person was. But unfortunately, he could not recognize the face of the person because it was covered in a full face helmet with black helmet glass. For a few minutes the man took action and then immediately darted away.

Red ducati? Is that Tony? Adam thought when he saw the bike from behind. The owner of such a bike may not be just Tony, but the person he has been so out of sync with lately is just that kid.

Why that kid? Hmmmmhh.The bottom of the boy is unstable, his mind while accelerating the speed of the car.

Arriving at home, Adam immediately ran to Selenia's room and it turns out that his wife also just wanted to leave the room.

"Taraaaa...!" Adam hung the souvenirs in front of Selenia's face.

"Is this Dam?" selenia's hand received the gift and opened it.

"Your favorite, right? It just so happened that my job was done and I remember you loved the food. So I stopped by the mall and bought it...."

"Hoeeeekk!!!" not finished Adam spoke, Selenia was already nauseous as soon as she saw the contents of the gift box. He returned the mini donut to Adam.

"Lho, honey? You why?" Adam was astonished to see Selenia's expression closing her mouth and nose tightly. His hand touched Selenia's forehead. "You sick?"

"That's what Dam is? Make it easy."

Adam stared at the donut box in his hand and Selenia took turns.

"Darling, this is your favorite mini donut. You want to fit first time we walk first, malem-malem keep you eat this doughnut ravenously in the mall?"

Selenia shook her head quickly. "That was then but now it's not. Udah deh mending it you just love Bi Iyah same Pak Tono. I don't want to. The smell makes you eneg. You must not buy it where I bought it first, right?"

"I bought it in the same place, baby. Really deh. There's only one mini doughnut seller at the mall, right?"

"Ck, it's ah. If I say I don't want to. Just love Bi Iyah with Mr. Tono, Dam."

Adam was a little disappointed with the rejection. But how else? He also did not want to force if Selenia did not want to.

"Do you really not want to?" ask Adam again.

"No. I love Bi Iyah there, "Selenia pushed Adam's body slowly, but then held him back. "Here let me be the one who loves you, all I want to make a drink in the kitchen. You're tired for sure, change your clothes. Would you like me to make you a drink?"

"B-can deh. Yes, yes" Adam handed the package back to Selenia.

"What do you drink? Espresso coffee or black coffee?"

After being surprised by Selenia's sudden attitude of dislike of the food she once liked, now Adam is also more surprised by Selenia's attitude which he thinks is so considerate. Selenia rarely offers to make her drink.

"Oh, Adam, is he dumb? Asked too," Selenia flicked her hand in front of Adam's face.

"Eee i-iya. Thank you dear," she replied a little nervously accompanied by a grinning smile.

"OK," Selenia then passed towards the kitchen while carrying a mini donut that would be given to Bi Iyah.

Selenia why? How weird is that?

Bi Iyah was ironing clothes in her room, so Selenia immediately brought the donut there. Looks two stacks of clothes and Adam's clothes are neat ready to enter the closet.

"Bibik" said Selenia centil. "Nih make Bibik the same Mr. Tono.l," he handed the doughnut to Bi Iyah.

"What is Non?"

"By Mr. Adam. Eaten yes," he said later and immediately left Bi Iyah's room.

"Thank you Nooon...!" yelled Bi Iyah because Selenia was far away. His eyes sparkled as he opened the contents of the box and saw the details of the mini donuts with a sprinkling of cream and a tempting topping.

Making black coffee for Adam, Selenia remembers the figure that hit her at the school gate yesterday and the mysterious package she received this morning. Blacker.

Who is he, actually? And why would he do that to me?

If you remember that, Selenia is very afraid and can not ignore it. But in front of Adam - while it did not do him much harm - he chose to keep quiet. He did not want to burden Adam's mind, let alone would soon he want to go out of town. Fear if Selenia talks now even Adam will not focus.

Ah, imagining Adam leaving the city makes Selenia suddenly feel homesick. But separated yet. I don't know, since leaving the house a few days ago, it feels like now even so wanted near him continue. Selenia can't stop smiling every time she takes the life journey she's been on with Adam. He never thought he would fall in love with this person he used to love.

"The coffee I put here huh," Selenia put a cup of black coffee on the table. Her husband seemed to focus on looking at a laptop screen that displayed a lot of writing that he did not understand at all.

Adam also looked fresher as he had just finished his bath. He looked really cool in Selenia's eyes when he was just wearing a knee-length cargo pants and a plain white shirt.

"Thank you dear," Adam smiled and shuffled from his chair. "Sit here" he patted the empty chair next to him.

Selenia then sat down and gulped down her warm white milk drink. When he again observed the writings on Adam's laptop screen and still did not understand at all, he finally chose to turn his attention elsewhere.

Adam looked at the face of his wife who was looking around his room and smiled. Pretty, really, her heart. Selenia also looks cute with a white tee shirt outfit and pink tie dye color pants on her knees. It looks like ABG. His wife is still ABG, right?

"Ngeliatin what the hell? Seriously really?" Adam clasped Selenia's waist from the side and carried her tiny body into his arms. "Have you taken a shower yet?" ask Adam.

Selenia. "Well, we'll have dinner."

"Lhoh, don't take a shower too late, baby. Not well. You're usually well-groomed when I get home from the office."

"But today I'm still very lazy."

"Mmmm..." Adam kissed Selenia's head gently. "Where is your school today?"

The deg! Hearing that question Selenia's mind drifted back to the figure and the mysterious package.

"Well," Selenia answered briefly.

"Oya darling. Soon you graduate, you already have a plan where you don't want to go to college?"

Selenia pulled away from Adam's embrace and shook her head slowly. He has absolutely no view of it. Because somehow in his mind there is something else he wants to do after graduating high school later. Married legally to Adam. But how silly it feels if he has to talk first. Moreover, all this time Adam had never offended that in front of him. Not yet or is she not thinking about marrying him officially? Sometimes it also disturbs his mind.

"Dam, I want it with you."

"What?"

"After I graduate, will we continue to be like this?"

Adam's forehead shriveled. "Like this? Meanin? Keep together?" she smiled and cupped Selenia's face. "Definitely darling. Why do you have to do that?"

"That's not what I mean, Dam..."

"Continue?"

The question instantly made Adam's heart wobble. He had absolutely no idea Selenia would question this matter.

Adam shakes. "I.. actually I. have a desire to marry you countryly, but...."

"But what's Dam?" selenia Sahut.

"I'm not sure you can accept it, Cell," Adam removed his fist from Selenia's face and lowered his head.

The deg! Selenia's heart is pounding. Why did Adam think that?

"Why do you think that?" ask Selenia a little ketus.

Adam looked up and looked at Selenia's face straight. Every time he saw Selenia's cute face, his confidence was lost. In his eyes, Selenia was still very young, and her future was still long. Meanwhile, the freedom of her teenage years seems to have been deprived because of their marriage. Adam realized, this was not his desire either. But the more we get here, the feeling of love just seems to grow. He was indeed afraid of losing Selenia and wanted to have it all. But every time considering the age difference between them, the desire to marry Selenia in a state seems extinct. Selenia should have gotten the better of him.

"Kok you diem Dam anyway? Why do you think that? Answer!" Selenia was disappointed by Adam's reasoning.

"If you are the same as me, whether we will forever be husband and wife siri, of course my answer is not Sel. I don't want our status to continue like this."

"So my second question, why do you think so? What answer?"

"Because our age difference is too far...."

Huh huh? Selenia's mouth opened to hear the reason coming out of Adam's mouth which she thought was absurd. Why if their age is too far away? Adam why the hell?

"What the hell are you talking about, Dam???" Selenia whined and hit Adam on the shoulder several times. "So all this time you have absolutely no thoughts for my marriage officially just because of that?? Why is the age difference too far? Are you ashamed to have a wife of my poor rich child??"

"It's not me who's ashamed of Cell, I'm afraid you're not comfortable with me."

"If I'm not comfortable with you, why am I still here today? Why did I come back after so many days at home? Why Dam? Why do you have to think that?" selenia's eyes began to glaze over. His heart ached hearing Adam's absurd reasoning. He thought it was just an excuse to cover up his seriousness.

"Ssssttt. Yes baby, I'm sorry if I made you sick. Sorry," Adam held Selenia tightly into his arms. "I'm sorry if my thinking is wrong...."

"I love you, Dam. I don't want to lose you" Selenia sobbed and returned her husband's embrace tighter.

"Yes I understand. I'm the same, I don't want to lose you. You may be the boss of me talking about love and affection that I repeat often."

Selenia. "You know what planning is in my brain after graduation? I just want us to be legally married to the state. That was. I haven't thought where to go to college, 'cause that's all I got in my brain,""

"Thank you dear. Makasiiih you can already accept me as I am. And that's for sure. Without you asking, I would have done it. I just don't feel like I have the right time to talk, so I never mentioned it. Not that I don't care, darling."

Selenia was still crying and getting drowned in Adam's arms. Adam was sad to hear Selenia's expression this afternoon. Why does his wife seem to think that she does not consider this relationship meaningful? For her, Selenia was half her life. Source of happiness and smile. Now everything is becoming more and more apparent. Selenia's attitude has become a green light for Adam to prepare everything.

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Petra: [No going to basecamp?]

Tony: [Sorry, I can't join tonight]

Petra: [So how is the tournament going? So you're not coming?]

Tony: [Gue thought about it Pet. I will be told again]

Petra: [If you give a definite decision, it will be a few more days]

Tony: [Let's calm down]

Tony threw his phone on the bed. Online game tournaments that are usually the most thing he will later, this time it is not so interested. His memory floated on the figure of his mother who last night suddenly came to the basecamp where he was hanging out.

What's he coming for? As a child, the act of expelling his mother last night may have been outrageous. But Tony did it not for no reason. Angrier. Yes, he was angry that the woman had left him. That was the only reason for the anger that was always imprinted in Tony's mind. But actually, at the bottom of his heart, he sometimes still missed his mother. He recalled his conversation with Marvin on the star hill some time ago. Marvin said he deserved to be angry, but Marvin also advised that his anger was not to make him regret someday.

Tony buried his face in the pillow.

Is Mama going to come to Papa? What exactly is going on in her life now, so that she has the courage to come again in my and Papa's lives?

Ever since the woman decided to leave, there seemed to be no more room in Tony's heart to just remember about him.

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In basecamp, though,

"What's he saying?" ricko asked when he heard Petra snort in annoyance.

"not clear. I'll get a word out later" Petra throws her phone on the couch and walks towards the kitchen. Soon he returned with a can of soft drink.

"Ck! He really didn't want to go to the tournament?" sahut Yoga is upset.

"My son, why really? Lately the game is also very bad vows," Febian chimed in.

"He's got a girl, Pet?" ask Gilang.

Petra chuckled at Gilang's question. "Yes how do I know. It's his personal business times."

"But among the six of us, the greatest elo is the same. Time you don't know?" sahut Febian again.

Petra just glanced at Febian and smiled. "If my personal business knows. And I don't want to find out either. Everyone has privacy. Appreciate it," he walked over to the gaming PC and started turning on the monitor. "Geez, he's definitely going to the tournament. Maybe now there's a problem or badmood or something.Wait for the info again."

Yoga, Ricko, Febian and Gilang just looked at each other and shrugged.

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Meanwhile at Tony's house, Mr. Anton was sitting and contemplating in his study. His eyes looked at a picture framed sweetly on the table. A picture of his family when he and his wife were not divorced. In the photo Tony is still small, maybe only 4 years old and still held.

Mr. Anton smiled at the photo. He remembered very well how family harmonism he had before the storm hit. Riska is a caring and loving person to the family. It can never be forgotten by Mr. Anton how the woman accompanied him from scratch. That was why until now, he still had room in his heart for the woman.

Mr. Anton still loves Riska. One of the reasons why he never remarried after divorce. Because according to him, Riska left her not because she found a better one. When Riska left, Mr. Anton's career was good. Time is the cause of the beginning of the storm. Since his business and business began to crawl up, Mr. Anton became more focused on work and company until he fell asleep which eventually made Riska feel ignored. That is why Riska also chose to find her own happiness outside.

"I just need your time, Mom. But the more I get here, the less time you have for me and Tony. I'm disappointed in your attitude," Riska once protested Mr. Anton's attitude that was always super busy and rarely at home. "Don't blame me for looking for happiness on the outside. I'm not at home happy. My husband never paid attention to me!"

"I'm sorry Riska," Mr. Anton stroked the photo. Regrets are always there and come at the end. If only he could have been more in control, Mr. Anton thought.

Divorce doesn't just make Mr. Anton sad. But it also made Tony's heart hurt. Especially after the divorce, his mother never came to him again. The last time he came was when he told me he was getting married. That finally made Tony think that his mother left the family just for the sake of other men. That's the reality that's happening. But behind it all, Mr. Anton still feels that the mistake is not entirely on Riska.

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...To be continuous...