NO DIGAS ADIOS (Don't Say Goodbye)

NDA -116-S

Brak brak brak!!!

The hard door made Bi Iyah who was lying in the kitchen jump in shock. He saw a new wall clock showing at 9:30 a.m. Who's this clock gedor-gedor door?

Brak brak brak!!!

The door was pushed back harder.

"Open the door!!!" a voice followed behind the door.

"Non Selenia?" muttered Bi Iyah in shock and immediately hurriedly ran into the front room.

As the door opened, without concern for Bi Iyah, Selenia directly barged inside and ran into her room on the second floor. Bi Iyah. He looked out and found no one. Non Selenia why go home crying???

Afraid of something happening with her employer, Bi Iyah caught up with Selenia to the second floor.

"Miss..." Bi Iyah knocked on Selenia's room door carefully. "Non Selenia why? Open the door, Non...!"

There's no response whatsoever. Bi Iyah was getting scared. What's the matter? He tried knocking on the door again, but there was no word.

Then from below, again heard the living room door on tap. This time the taps are smoother. Is that Mr Adam? Did Non Selenia and Mr. Adam fight? After waiting for a few seconds and Selenia's room door never opened, Bi Iyah immediately rushed down.

"Where's selenia bik? He's home, isn't he?" assault Cia with an anxious face as soon as the door opens.

"A..." Bi Iyah was nervous. "What's up to mbak? Why Non Selenia at this hour has come home, he continues...."

Cia had no time to hear Bi Iyah's question. So he immediately gawked in hastily towards the second floor. Meanwhile Bi Iyah who was still confused mixed in wonder, could only dumbfoundedly and slowly close the door.

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Inside her room, Selenia was crying as she pleased. He sat on the floor with a messy environment. Books, bags, blankets, pillows, bolsters are all scattered on the floor. Why is everything like this? Why would Lala do that? Is it my fault for Lala?

Selenia hugged her knees tightly. He did not imagine anything last night to accept the harsh reality of today. All his dreams were over, and his fears had come true. After this event, he was sure he would not be allowed to return to set foot in school.

Tuk tuk tuk!

Selenia looked towards the door.

"Cell, it's me Cia. Open the door...."

Selenia's cry became more and more. His fellowship with Cia at school, had also ended today.

"Cell... please open the door..."

"Lo go home Cia! I want to be alone!!" shouted Selenia.

Cia squinted at Selenia's scream from inside the room.

"But Cells..."

BRAK!!

Cia jumped up to hear something being deliberately thrown at the door by Selenia.

"Gue said I'd like to have Cia!!" selenia's screams sounded louder and louder.

Cia stepped back. He knew very well how Selenia, if she was having any emotions, would never have heard. But it's never usually this bad. Lala is a real jerk!

Cia pulled out her phone and typed a message for Selenia, before finally turning around and leaving the room.

Cia: [gue hope you are not reckless. All of this can be said and there must be a way out. Plis, hold your emotions.]

Cia came down the stairs and saw Bi Iyah talking stammering through a phone call. Looks like he's calling Adam.

"Where's mbak? Non Selenia want to open the door? What's the matter, mbak?" asked Bi Iyah worried after she finished calling.

Cia nodded slowly. "The story is long bik."

"Okay... what to this. kok bibik so worried ya.." bi Iyah pacing confusion. "What's up to mbak Cia.. say same aunt..."

Cia breathed a heavy sigh. "There are people who know Selenia's pregnancy and pass it on to the children."

Bik Iyah's mouth reflexes gaping and her eyes widened.

"What mbak?!! Ouch.... Oh Allah.... How do you go?? Non Selenia expelled from school? Aduuuh this how if the same father Ibuk Denger..." Bi Iyah was getting confused.

"Well, that's why Selenia went straight home" Cia threw her body on the sofa and massaged her own head. "I don't know why it's this way either. Ergghhh...!"

Shortly afterwards there was the sound of the roar of the car engine entering the courtyard which was immediately turned off. Then the door of the car was closed violently and a hasty step entered the house.

"Where's bik? Where's selenia?" Adam appeared when Cia and Bi Iyah were both silent on the sofa.

Bi Iyah stood up nervously.

Adam's office wasn't doing much work. So when he got a phone call from Bi Iyah who said that Selenia came home from school crying, he immediately pulled out of his office. Along the way he tried to call Selenia but was not picked up. That was why he was so panicked and was driving his car at maximum speed.

"D-in his room sir. The room's in the lock and...."

Without waiting for Bi Iyah to finish her sentence, Adam immediately ran up the stairs. Bi Iyah and Cia just looked at each other.

Adam turned the doorknob of Selenia's room, and rightly the room was in the lock from the inside.

"Darling... It's me, why are you? Open the door" said Adam slowly.

Selenia who was still crying inside her room, looked up at the door. Adam home? He was just about to stand up and open the door when suddenly a bad thought came to his brain. The thought that accompanied his journey home from school today. The thought that made her unable to stop crying in the taxi.

If only he hadn't been married.

Or at least if Adam had not done 'it' to him.

If only Adam could think before doing 'that' to her.

Adam knew I was still in school.

If only I had obeyed Papa's words. This is not going to happen.

"Darling, please open the door" Adam asked.

Selenia stared at her stomach briefly then got up and moved quickly towards the door.

"Cell... au... What is this? Why you, baby?" Adam tried to stop Selenia's sudden movements from attacking him.

But Selenia did not budge and continued to beat Adam's body, pushing him into a corner to the door of her own room.

"You're evil as me!! You are the same with me Dam!! You jahaaat!!! I hate you!! I hate!!!" Selenia kept shouting.

Adam was shocked to hear the words that Selenia said. What's wrong with his wife? Why is he suddenly like this?

"Dear, what am I? Why are you suddenly so rich?" Adam managed to block Selenia's hands to stop beating her. "I was wrong, were you? You hate why??"

Cia and Bi Iyah who heard the commotion from below immediately ran up. Arriving at the top, they saw Selenia was already crying so much in Adam's arms. It was seen that Adam's hands were wrapped around Selenia's tiny body tightly and she was also crying.

Cia and Bi Iyah retreated. Okay, at least Selenia's been soothed by her own husband.

Cia whispered to Bi Iyah to go home. "I go home first bik."

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Adam sat quietly in his room, reading messages from Cia. While Selenia, after her emotions had calmed down earlier, Adam directly guided her into the room. Then his wife locked the door to his room and did not want to go out again until nightfall. Even when Adam knocked on the door to take her to dinner, she refused. To be honest Adam was very worried, but he couldn't do anything about it. He was unwilling to force Selenia out of fear that it would bring her back emotions. Selenia was just in need of calm after what she experienced today.

Cia: [I'm sorry Dam, if I can't keep my promise to keep Selenia at school. This is all true2 beyond my control and expectations. I'm right2 sorry]

Cia told me in detail what happened to Adam. That made Adam just able to digest what Selenia said this afternoon. When he says he's evil, it's all because of him and he hates himself. Did Selenia really say that? Or it's all because he's emotional. Because with the unraveling of her pregnancy at school, made her future destroyed and vanished.

A moment of guilt struck Adam's heart. It was true, this was all his fault - because he could not resist lust. But what about their happiness when Selenia told her of her pregnancy on her birthday at the time? And now Selenia regretted everything. What if Cia really hates him?

Adam: [It's not your fault Cia. You don't have to apologize]

Cia: [Patience to Dam. Selenia must be really sad. From earlier I tried the phone not lifted, wa also only in read doang. I hope you can make his mood better]

Adam: [Okay Cia. Thanks]

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Inside her room, Selenia coiled around in a blanket and hugged a roll. Several times he heard his phone clinking which turned out to be messages from Cia. Selenia read it at a glance and then lowered her phone again under the pillow. He lay down and stared at the ceiling of his room.

It turns out to be true. Sooner or later, something that is hidden will be revealed. But Selenia did not stop thinking, why Lala could be that hard? He even lied to Doctor Lula by claiming to be his close friend just to pry for information. All of that never crossed Selenia's mind at all.

The phone clinks again. Still a message from Cia.

Cia: [Don't read doang dong! I know you still haven't left the room, right? You can be emotional, but you can't be selfish. Do not let you not eat and let the child in the stomach you starve. Don't be mean!]

This time Selenia smiled reading the message. It was obvious how very attentive Cia was to him despite the manner of his delivery in an angry tone. Cia is indeed a friend who can bring his bad mood to be better. But at the moment he has no mood to chat or reply to messages from anyone. So he ignored the message.

Actually, Selenia's emotions and anger were not as adventurous as earlier this afternoon. After being able to sleep, his mood was already much calmer.

The tring! The phone clinks again. Selenia had rolled her eyeballs thinking it was a message from Cia again, but it wasn't.

Adam sent a message? Selenia was stunned and thought how much she had been ignoring her husband since last afternoon.

Adam: [Darling, I can accept that you wronged me for all this. It's my fault, I've ruined all your dreams. But please don't hate me.]

Selenia smothered her own mouth. He remembered what he had done to Adam this afternoon. And it was completely out of his control when he said everything. Now he realized how much his words had hurt Adam. Selenia touched her stomach and closed her eyes, regretting that she had allowed the dirty thoughts to enter her brain. Forgive Mommy dear. Inwardly she berated herself for ignoring her baby, simply because she had no appetite all day.

Selenia put her phone on the nightstand and slowly got out of bed. He saw the wall clock. It's almost 10 p.m.

Adam's not asleep. Lighten me up samperin him times huh? I want to apologize for talking rudely to him this afternoon.

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Adam waits for a reply from Selenia even though he is not sure he will receive it. Of course, because even now wa his wife was no longer showing any online activity. He sighed heavily when he saw the wall clock.

It was already night, it was possible that Selenia had also gone to sleep. All right, better talk to Selenia tomorrow.

Adam got out of the chair, headed for the private bathroom in his room. But just walking a few steps, he heard the door of his room being knocked on.

Tok tok!

Adam looked in the eyes and looked. He sharpened his hearing to ascertain whether the door of his room was really knocked, or just his feelings alone because he thought too much about Selenia.

Tok tok!

Adam did not hear wrong. Wh who? What's Selenia? his forehead crept. He turned his body and approached the door.

"Daaaam!" Selenia rushed straight into Adam's arms as the door opened.

Of course it makes Adam shocked at once astonished but also happy. The feeling of panic and chaos that had been stirring his heart and mind seemed to fall out when Selenia clenched her body so tightly. Adam felt his chest wet from Selenia's tears.

"Adam I'm sorry for talking rudely to you. It's not your fault..." Selenia. "I was fucked up earlier, I'm angry with myself.I'm sorry..."

Adam hugged Selenia, and kissed Selenia's head many times.

"Sssshhh. Yes, I know, but please, don't hate me, I'll never be able to" said Adam on Selenia's head.

Selenia shook her head, still in Adam's arms. "No, I don't hate you. I'm sorry that word just came out of my mouth, I can't control... Dam... sorry.." now that his emotions had subsided how he himself knew that he would not be able to hate this man either.

"Sshhhh already darling.I don't want to hear you say sorry so much. You're not wrong."

Selenia let go of her embrace and turned her face to Adam. Her cry grew even more unstoppable as she watched the tears streaming down Adam's cheeks. So long lived with him, only this time he saw Adam crying, and it was a very sincere tear. Selenia raised both her hands wiping away those tears.

Adam clasped Selenia's hand still on her face.

"Darling, I promise you, I will never destroy your dreams and your future. I will do anything so that you can still achieve your dreams. Anything! Do you believe me?" adam really said.

Selenia believes Adam will definitely do his best for her. But for this one thing, Selenia herself was unsure. How can he achieve a dream if the school only has to stop in the middle of the road. After this incident, the school will definitely not allow him to go back there.

"Why are you quiet, baby? You don't believe me? I'll make up for everything. I promise..."

"Adam why are you talking like that? Redeem what? You didn't do anything to redeem," Selenia pressed her index finger against Adam's lips.

"Okay, we're dealing with this equally dear," Adam lowered Selenia's hand from her face and clasped it tightly. "I'll be there for you," she pointed at Selenia's chest.

Selenia drowned in her husband's arms.

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...To be continuous...