NO DIGAS ADIOS (Don't Say Goodbye)

NDA - 129-S

3 Days later...

Selenia is still in the hospital, but her condition is much better. During his time at the hospital, Adam was always by his side. For work in the office, while he had left it to his confidant. The point is he still wants to focus on Selenia and their baby. Selenia is sad, because until now she has not been able to breastfeed directly because the baby is still not able to linger out of the incubator. So he had to painstakingly pump his ASI which was then put into a milk bottle.

And today, is the announcement day of graduation at Bhakti Nusa High School. According to the news obtained from Cia, all of them graduated. But Selenia is still not convinced because she has not received a letter of graduation mark which she said will be delivered by Bu Fani to the house.

"What do you think, baby? Really anxious?" Adam approached Selenia who had seen several times checking the phone. She had just checked on the baby who had just been given milk by the nurse. Every two hours a nurse would come to this room and help Selenia take care of her baby.

This afternoon, Mr. Tono came here to deliver Selenia's phone, which he had left for almost a week at home after fainting at that time. There are countless incoming messages and missed calls coming from Selenia's classmates who still kindly consider her a friend. Most of them asked Selenia. Selenia had not thought much about it. He could accept if indeed his classmates had not liked him since the incident. But in order to keep their feelings and appreciate them, Selenia replied one by one.

"This is what he said today, today's graduation announcement. And Cia said, everyone graduated. but I'm not sure..."

"Not sure how?" Adam stroked Selenia's cheeks gently.

"I'm not sure if I graduated," Selenia looked up at her husband. "Because it's..."

"Sssshhhh, baby. Don't be pessimistic dong. I believe you must have graduated. You don't think of the macem. Remember, now there are very sensitive babies who are the same what their mothers are. She's sensitive, if mommy's sad."

Selenia. He tried to be calm from Adam's belief in his abilities. Indeed, her husband was always able to provide positive energy. Selenia hugged Adam's waist and leaned her head against the chest of the field.

Tok tok tok tok

A soft knock on the door of Selenia's nursery jerked the two.

"Assalamualaikum..," Bu Fani with a sumringah face appeared from behind the door, making Selenia hurriedly withdraw from Adam. "Oh, I think I'm bothering this?"

"Waalaikumsalam," Selenia and Adam answered simultaneously.

"Oh, Miss Fani. Not really, not bothering" Selenia said. "Please enter the buk."

Bu Fani smiled and walked over to them.

"Already, you don't go anywhere, just there," Bu Fani held down when she saw Selenia almost get out of her bed. "How are you doing, Cell?"

Adam steps aside for a moment near the baby's incubator while Selenia talks to Bu Fani.

"Good buk," Selenia greeted Bu Fani.

"What about your baby?"

"Still have to be inside the buk incubator. Because it's premature."

Bu Fani approaches the incubator and sees baby Selenia for a while. He patted Adam on the shoulder, who was still standing there.

"Funny yes, really cute. This is a guy, right? Ganteng," said Bu Fani with a smile, and Adam nodded.

"All of you do not need to be afraid and think about things just because your baby was born prematurely. Not all babies born prematurely are weak and at risk. As long as we follow the doctor's advice in caring for him, God willing, he will grow like babies born at a normal age. If you want to know, I was also a baby born prematurely you know.I was born at the age of my mother's womb exactly seven months," said Bu Fani then gave encouragement to Selenia and Adam.

"Really buk?" ask Selenia. "Same as rich as baby."

Adam mangosteen.

"Mother's right. That's why I decided not to rush home before Selenia's condition and especially our baby's condition is ready to blend in with the outside world."

"Yes, the important thing is that you should support each other and take care of each other. Especially Mother who has just given birth, her emotions must be unstable dong?" Bu Fani glanced at Selenia while smiling ignorantly.

Adam terhak. He re-justified Bu Fani's words. "It doesn't matter, I'm excited if Selenia is like that."

Bu Fani and Selenia also laughed at Adam's words.

"What's this called?" ask Bu Fani later.

Adam and Selenia looked at each other. They have not talked about their baby names because they still want to focus on the development of the baby.

"We haven't given a name yet, ma'am. Still want to focus on his health first" replied Adam.

Ms. Fani mangosteen. "Ooooooh, yes good. Naming also cannot be original. The name is a prayer, so it must be a choice."

Bu Fani's arrival this afternoon other than to visit Selenia, none other than to submit a letter of graduation marks to Selenia. She was proud, because despite home schooling, Selenia was able to do well on exam questions and passed with good grades. After reading the contents of the letter, Selenia was so moved. She cried and unceasingly thanked Ms. Fani.

"Thank you very much mother, this is all inseparable from the services of Bu Fani, who has been painstaking and patiently guiding me during home schooling."

"But this is all because of your hard work. You're terrific. If only other children who experienced events like you, not necessarily he will have the mentality as strong as you," said Bu Fani.

Ms. Fani was in the hospital not long, because she knew Selenia's clock was restricted. After almost 20 minutes of talking, he finally said goodbye.

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That night, it was Cia's turn to come. He swoops Selenia alone without Marvin's company. His beloved girlfriend was again there was an event on campus.

"Okay, I think I should go out first so you guys can talk more freely. I'm going to the cafeteria first, baby, what do you want to buy?" adam said as soon as he saw Selenia who looked so carefree welcoming the arrival of her best friend.

"No, I don't want anything?" Selenia. "Don't be too long, baby," he said before Adam came out. And Adam raised both thumbs.

Cia blinked ignorantly seeing Selenia's spoiled attitude towards her husband. Cieeeee...

"Gue kangen bangeeeeeeet same elo....!" cia growled while hugging Selenia tightly. "Eh, how's baby? Healthy right?"

"Same oneng, I also miss you so much!" Selenia let go of Cia's embrace and nodded slowly. "It's healthy, he just can't stay out of the incubator for a long time."

Cia who was curious to see the baby's face, immediately moved and tiptoed slowly approaching the incubator.

"Yes aampuuuun.. cute really siiihh.. really want me to be able to carry diaaa... hello aunt's nephew who kiyuuut and lutcuuukkkk....!" his his hiss was anxious while closing his mouth. "Pengen nguyel-nguyel deh I feel.. eeerrggghhh!" his wrath was crumpling his hands over the incubator box. The baby seemed to be squirming slowly.

"Eeh. uh. no love, aunt joking. Later if you are at home yes," Cia sulks then as if the baby hears and sees his expression.

Selenia giggled at Cia's utter chatter so much. After the baby calmed down, Cia came back to Selenia.

"He drank milk, right?" ask Cia.

"Udah anyway, but must be pumped. You see, I haven't made it possible to nyuin directly."

"Patience. The important thing is that the baby is getting an ASI."

The two friends finally had a great conversation. Understandably, long time no see.

"You don't have to be sad. You realize no, your sadness is already written the same.." Entertain Cia pointed to the incubator box. "He's more than anything to you now."

"Lo's real Ci," Selenia immediately brushed off the sad feeling all the way.

"Geez I swear, your child is still a baby already very handsome. Have you given me a name yet?"

Selenia. Since birth, they still call her baby.

"Not yet? Is there no picture yet?"

"Udah. I just haven't had a discussion with Adam. Yeah you know, while we're still focused on the baby's recovery."

"Whose name? Love the dooong leak..." Cia sulking.

"Hmmm.... No no. no...!" Selenia wagged her index finger. "When I have a discussion with my husband."

Cia sneering. "Cieeee... now call it a pity... husband... uhh really romantic kaliaaan."

"Ih Cia what the hell lo, wlekkkk likes!" Selenia stuck out her tongue.

"Eh Sel," the face of Cia who had been sumringah immediately turned serious. He nodded before continuing his words. "When did you last meet Tony?"

Selenia's forehead instantly shriveled. "Kok you suddenly nanyain Tony? Why why?"

"So she never went to school again after the file schedule was completed about two weeks ago," Cia recalled.

"Then anyway? The graduation announcement?"

Cia shakes. "Same. He didn't come in either. And the letter was delivered by the same teacher to the house."

"Freaky kok? Didn't really show up at school?"

"Yes Cell. As I asked Marvin, he also said he last met Tony around. He's hanging out in a cafe all alone."

Selenia was silent for a moment.

"Trus at that time Marvin was telling him that you were in the hospital again. He's come to see you not while you're here?"

Selenia looked at Cia and shook her head. "No, not at all."

"Tell?" ask Cia unsure. He knew how enthusiastic Tony would be if he heard something bad that happened to Selenia.

Actually, Cia at that time was about to say the same thing Marvin because his girlfriend was talking to Tony. Because Cia actually didn't want Tony to know about Selenia's current state. I don't know, Cia always felt that Tony harbored feelings for Selenia. And when Tony asked her to say goodbye to Selenia at the time, Cia became increasingly aware that Tony was doing it so she wouldn't have to see Selenia again. The boy wanted to let go of something he never managed to hold. But unfortunately, the plan did not go smoothly because Selenia actually invited him to meet - something Tony could not refuse.

"Seriously," replied Selenia steadily. "If he comes, he'll meet me."

Cia smiled bitterly. The hell time you've never felt at all the same feelings Tony, Cell?

"The last time you met was right I made a promise to him" Selenia added, shrugging both shoulders. "I don't know that either. He never called me either" he grabbed his phone from the nightstand and began to open.

"Then the same. He never chatt me again either" said Cia.

The two of them were both silent for a while. Until suddenly Selenia slightly jumped with a gaze that was still focused on the phone screen.

"Eh Ci, look at me..." Selenia pointed her phone screen at Cia. "It's a sign that my number is blocked with Tony, right? The profile doesn't exist, the bio also disappears."

"Huh?" Cia gawking. "What time?" he hurriedly checked his own phone, and... "There's a profile picture on my phone" Cia showed the screen of her phone back to Selenia.

"He blocked me.... Ci, am I wrong what's the same with him?" selenia said sadly.

Do I have to say what the reason is to elo Sel? Although Tony never said anything about you to me, but I'm sure. Tony likes you, and now he's taking it to Elo, because he wants to move on from elo.

"Cia, how come you're even dumb?" Selenia flicked her hand in front of Cia's face.

"He had the same feeling and once he knew he had no more chances, he chose to back off," Cia replied flatly but there was a tone of decisiveness from each of her words.

"Hmmmpfffhhh. ngaco lo Ci," Selenia giggled.

"Serious Cell. What he has been doing to elo, it has proven that he loves you. But.. elonya is not sensitive," Cia grinned the horse. "But.he is not wrong if you do not say directly to elo. By the way he knows your status, it means he values you."

The smile on Selenia's lips shrank. What did Cia say was true? Did Tony ever have feelings for her?

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The number blocked by Tony and the words Cia spoke continued to disturb Selenia's mind until late at night, and it made her unable to sleep. Selenia reads Tony's last message asking where he is - at the time he was busy shopping for baby necessities with Adam.

If it's true that Tony has had feelings for her, why didn't he just talk, at least so he knew what the answer was and didn't continue to torture himself.

Ah, not GR deh Sel. That was just a guess Cia might.

But why would he block my number?

He bete because you if sent a message reply long.

Tony is not like that. He never behaves childishly. He's a grown-up!

Well, now you can draw your own conclusions right why Tony chose to disappear from your life? Because he's an adult. He knew what he wanted would never belong to him because it was already owned by someone else. So, now you know why he blocked your number?

The deg!!

The debate in her heart made Selenia's heart pound. So then..... Did Tony really choose to leave? And their meeting at the cafe that time was the last?

"Darling, why don't you sleep?" adam asked from a special bed for the patient waiter located not far from Selenia's place. "This is malem.."

Selenia jerks. He hurriedly put his phone on the nightstand and began to lie down.

"You rest, when baby wakes up let me take care of you."

Seeing the sincerity that emanated from the eyes of her husband, it was sinful Selenia felt if she even thought of other men. Ah, that may have been his decision. Selenia no longer wanted to think about things that she thought were not so important. What he thinks is not necessarily true. But whatever it is, hopefully Tony's choice is the best. After all, Tony was a person who was known very well by Selenia.

"Thank you dear," said Selenia. More because he feels guilty.

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...To be continuous...