Narrative Minimal Dialogue (About My Feelings)

Episode 9 Arrival

Oh yes rian, wherever you will be in front of your relationship ama dita

hopefully what the cave saw and cave temen lita may be wrong, and the cave

ask not to involve the cave in your problems, the cave does not want complicated. Don't forget

there is mbak sarah waiting for lu hahaha becanda rian, reply vera

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We ended our conversation via a mobile connection,

I was still confused by the news that the vera, a vera, gave me

it is impossible to provide fabricated information, well vera a human being

who do not want to be bothered with other people's lives. For something trivial

what is it like for him to take part if only to make my relationship

ruined it? Well there's no harm in me trusting the information Vera gave me.

What about sarah? Well I don't mind about

he, my current thoughts are only about dita,dita,dita !!!

I opened my facebook and opened my profile, I'm an eggusi

everything to do with dita until I find the photos that mark

Dita's name, well that person is a friend of KKN dita, I see it becomes

the heat, the photos are the result of their activities in the village, the,

seen dita with his friends in the photo, which became a problem

to me is why br*ngs*k is always near dita\, I can already guess

maybe this is the man that Vera told me about. I came back to my penasarn

looking for the human profile, I finally found and really just look expression

happy\, two humans in br*ngs*k's photo post. Well woman

next to her is my woman. I closed my facebook, and I was lying limp

with what I got today,

Kenpa didn't I send this to dita? Just call

it's been super busy, though,

Why not just go to him? And ask for clarity on

all this?. I'm not in the mood to meet in the near future, and I

not wanting to make a fuss in the village, it would ruin people's views

around and will concern the good name of my alma mater.

Can we talk about it? , can we , but with

my unstable condition I can already predict there will be a commotion

it arises from my emotions.

 I'm back to thinking, though,

this is a test of our relationship, which will make a choice

strengthening our relationship with the presence of a third person among us and or

Destiny says something else? Well I'm just a planner who hopes for a good plan

sided with me.

I'll act like normal as if nothing happened

anything, I'll call him as usual, and if I don't get a response

for the reason he made me believe.

Until Later He has finished KKN in the village, Back

This pitcher.

I went back to my activities in the campus, I did

guidance with an academic advisor on my research proposal, due to

my school has nothing to take.

After the discussion with my PA, I headed

management, because some work programs are no longer possible

implemented, I finally plan in the next few days to hold an official meeting to discuss

preparation of great deliberation (mubes), and will form a committee.

If anyone asks if the campus is on holiday, why is it still

any activity on the campus?

The campus is a holiday for those who do not follow

Short Semester, Thesis Guidance, KKN and Students who follow

organizations, generally those who are busy with organizational activities will

spend their holidays with the activities they do.

Howdy ? vacation time is spent on meetings, and,

making activities? Everyone has their own life choices.

Back again with dita, I'm still calling dita

as always, sometimes get a reply, sometimes not for a reason

his life, and dita no longer

asked me to visit him, well I think he's already getting

my replacement,

After all these circumstances I'm running, the time has come to be

returning to my campus to do some sad activities, he asked me to

pick him up, well as I always did before he was KKN.

I've been planning on making a clarification on

the information I got, and the change in his attitude towards me while he was there, he said,

certainly not on the day of his arrival, I will determine the right moment to

did that.

I was prepared to take the risk of my relationship,

if it ends up being painful.

That night I was waiting in a parking lot where

became a gathering place for students who just returned home KKN, after 30 minutes

waiting, finally the bus that was boarded came, after the bus was parked.

regularly, one by one the passengers on the bus went down, vera was seen

and Sarah who got off among the crowd of passengers, vera greeted me, she

approaching me, don't forget sarah who greeted me with her beautiful smile,

look beautiful with elegant clothes, carrying a doctor looks

it was clear from his body aura.

Vera and I started a small talk about my major,

a little talk about research proposals.

“Why unseen vera when I deliver dita when

Kkn's departure? (Because of the vera, along with some of his other themes already

first the location, to ensure the opening of the village has been prepared

ripely. They share tasks)”

in my chatter and vera, I immediately glanced at Sarah who was always watching me

which makes me misbehave, the way I look at it that I think it's full of

the feeling of love (yah lebai hahaha) changes drastically with the presence of dita

beside me, we also headed for a contrast dita.

well at that time I was acting like normal and I felt this was not the one I knew how not ?

dita only gave her time for a while, she did not want to linger to meet me, very different from before she went to KKN, she always wanted to linger with me to spend her time with me, she said, his effective attitude with me is no longer visible, dita changed very drastically, but yes already he may be really tired of his journey to this city. And this could be the stage to the end of our relationship.