Narrative Minimal Dialogue (About My Feelings)

Episode 7 (A Sign?)

Time passed, not felt today is

departure in an area X, carrying out kkn activities. I

take it to the point where KKN students gather.

I saw the sad face of my woman, I gave her

passion for him,

Don't be sad, we can call yank, I'll

visit you often, I said,

Promise he said while tightly hugging my body from the side,

Yank, don't be embarrassed by people I said.

I am your boyfriend, said Dita

Yes, my dear bales.

And the time of departure has come to say goodbye to me,

immediately after the car he was riding in departed and departed from before me,

I don't know why my tears are dripping by themselves my feelings aren't good, as if

dita's going far away.I'm starting to control my uncalled feelings, I.

leave this place and I head to my college for a meeting

my organization.

When I got to my destination, I entered the room

and I sat down on the corner of the room, in the room there was only me

coming to the meeting, then I was pensive and thinking

is this a sign? Whether after Dita completed KKN Our relationship

doin' fine. I tried to throw away bad thoughts, because I was afraid

it became a suggestion and it became a reality, and I was immediately shocked

in my daydreams, some of my roommates came, well they were friends

my organization.

Brother Rian, rian, their rian called me,

Uh yes, I answered,

Kok Bengong kak, why do you have a problem ? one of the

they asked me

No problem papa, I said.

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A week passed after the departure of KKN, he always

call me, always tell me what he's doing, he always charges

my promise, when to visit him, he always says miss me,

indeed, in this week I have not been able to go there because of my activities in

preparation for my organizational activities I haven't been able to leave this campus, but

I plan in 2 or 3 days I'll be there, but I won't

telling Dita, when she broke my promise, I answered a possible two

next week, he responds with annoyance and anger to me,

but I tried to calm him down, though,…

Dita told me that there she could not adjust

with his friends, he was still quiet and interacted as necessary,

but I directed him to try to blend in with them, because he would

need his friends to live his days, he agreed with my advice,

and try to get closer to his friends, but I'm an underline,

to not get too close to a male friend, my jealous instinct, all of a sudden

just showed up, and he laughed with my attitude that began to be jealous.

I've started level one alert.

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As planned a few days ago, today I will

I went to Area X to visit my beloved daughter, and one day

before my departure, I deliberately did not preach it in the slightest I intentionally

piss him off, let's get angry even if it's okay. Haha.

And don't forget I brought her her favorite brownies, I

I hope he is very happy when I come to visit him.

I didn't know the location details of the place

kkn, but I contacted my classmate who was in the area, and he

gives a clear indication even if it is not one location kkn with dita

but he knows the post-posts kkn one area with him.

I began my journey after dawn, with a strong spirit

buoyant, and the speed of the valentine rossi-style motor, I arrived quickly .

after I wondered with the surrounding residents I found the KKN post

dita, seen by me a banner that read the name of my university, I moved

towards the entrance of the house.

(Previous little picture usually this post kkn is

residential houses occupied by KKN students, dita and female students

lainya, stay at the house of Joko's mother and for male students stay at home

mom Mila.)

I said hello in front of the entrance, looking lonely

the house, I thought they were doing something, before long I was standing at the door, someone came out

the purple veiled woman who wears glasses, beautiful the hell, but that's not it

priorities,

He was looking for who, said the woman

I'm sorry rian I want to find dita, I said

The woman had not yet answered coming from one direction

the purple veiled woman's back cut off our conversation.

Ayoo sipaa she?? Oo sipa him? haha

Rian…. Say that guy

Eh Vera you're doing here ? repay me

Geez rian, the cave that you should have said

vera

The woman in the purple veil was just silently listening to us.

Sister sarah knows this rian temen majors me mbak said vera

introduce me to that purple veiled woman.

Rian said as he extended a hand

Sarah mas, she returned my handshake, please,

Enter rian said vera and let me sit down

in the guest room.

The three of us started our conversation.

You haven't answered your purpose in coming here said vera.

Yes grotto ver replied, lu kayak mw nyidang cave said me while

laugh,

Yes, replied timpal vera,

You're not very polite ver cave guests but you're not drinking first

that's my answer, though,

chiming in our chat.

Eh do not need me to just joke kidding me with vera mbak

answer me,

Bener ni mas do not want to be taken to drink said sarah

Bener mbak.

I started to resume my conversation with vera.

Gua mw met dita ver kataku, kataku,

Ohh, who do you think you're bales vera

Well who else, you're like a little kid you don't know

balesku. Chuckling

Once again out with the children there was a nervousness in the village school

these. Vera

Ohh yes the cave wait aja, why do you want to come,? Ask me

Come this morning, just the cave ama mbak sarah pamit first

just wanted to buy equipment for the work program mbak sarah bales vera.

Oh my words

“I noticed sarah who had been glancing at me as I

speaking with vera, in my heart this man saw gini cave very well, fancied

the times ama caves my level kepedean began. Haha. Vera is a friend

my forces are in my care, I do not know that the vera will be a group kkn

with dita, I don't really remember my class friends located kkn

anywhere, because my class friends are pretty much too capable

remember one by one, my closeness with vera mediocre, said ga

close by, it's just normal like class mates, because one

our force is definitely involved to make majors and faculty, and

the tasks of the lecture group activities together, of course we will know one

same other. So vera also includes knowing my activities in the campus as well

i'm. So naturally I can joke loose with vera.

Sister sarah what majors do I ask, continue our chat

threes

Education Doctor balesnya.

Wow cool, tuh mbak, so the prima donong KKN Group, KKN,

candaku

Ah mas can only , do not really ordinary mas anyway, mas why

not following KKN reply

I told you my reasons with mbak sarah, and vera

chimed in my conversation

Biasa mbak busy people, really love ma college, so

he wants to be in the campus for a long time we mbak, said vera while laughing

I also reply to the vera joke, the entry is difficult to get out as well

hard, candaku hahah

The three of us laughed together.

Suddenly, the voices of several people came

go to the house and say hello and we say hello.

You are here said Dita, dita surprised by my existence, he

walk up to me and sit next to me,

You're so mean, you haven't been in touch with me all day, you're calling me

lifted up, sms I ain't bales, ngeselin tau, dita pinch my arm, dita,

Vera chimed in the words of dita, hello father mother who was bullied

miss, here there are people, we do not contract, if people are kasmaran gini

here, I don't see a place, he said laughing,

Ihhh what the hell vera, aja aja, bales dita, dita,

I whispered something to Dita, that we were talking

outside, for more privacy.

Taken to my invitation.

But there is a dislike glance from the look of Sarah's face towards

dita, I see it that way, whether my confidence is too high or

my male instincts started to play.

We finally left the house, looking for

a place to eat that we can use to tell stories and let go of longing

our.

After finding the right place we started to sit down and

order a drink at the food.

I gave the Brownies their favorite dita, dita looked happy

once I bring her her favorite food,

Makasi well dear, Love U he said.

I'm out of words to describe how

the atmosphere of longing that we felt, there was happiness, that I felt, that I felt,

seeing her smile, her mannerisms, really meant she was in my life, yet

there was a whisper of my strange thoughts, when I was afraid of losing him and there was someone

entering into our relationship, when the position needs someone, and someone

it would replace my position, that's what crossed my weird mind.

Long story short we were prevented from being together, because

it was late in the afternoon and it was time for me to rush back home my contract

far away, I say goodbye to Dita and her KK friends, I ask

please to vera to keep dita, vera responds well to my request.

With my favorite motorcycle, I went back to the city

my place of education, on my way, my tears fell

instantly, I was like a weak man, shedding tears for that little thing

no need to cry. I don't know what's really going on with me, but.

I still remember what happened a few years ago when I visited my house

my grandmother, I was very close to my grandmother, so our inner bond was strong, I don't know

why is it that after I finish visiting, when I want to go home, there is

the feeling of sadness when I left my grandmother's house, sad is so heavy

leaving grandma. After a month of my visit from my grandmother's house,

my grandmother was gone, and I again concluded that one month ago, it was

it was a sign that we were going to separate.

And I'm afraid it's happening again, as

the sign of Dita will part with me, in a bond of feeling. That thing

which haunts me. I always try to shake my fears..

I motivate myself “I can only plan, and

hoping for a good plan that I will get, and that decides on my good plan

as the thing I need is Destiny”