Narrative Minimal Dialogue (About My Feelings)

Episode 14 (Examination II)

I sighed and kept silent on dita…..

“We grabbed my hand, and said “I'm sorry I” the tears

falling berlinang…

He continued his words….

Rian I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm stupid, Rian.

who continues to blame himself….

“You calm down first”, I let go of her hand grip and

wipe away the tears on her cheeks, though,

“Drink first let calm down, after you calm down your new

continue to talk to you….. “

After he calmed down, he started talking to me…

I want to be honest with you, but I need to

time to dare to say it.

What I was afraid of before I parted with you, finally

happened, and stupidly I, I was stuck in the same condition, like

what he did to me, and it's gonna disappoint you, I.

a woman who seems to avenge my previous pain to you..

(We once had a relationship with his ex-girlfriend, he

decided by his girlfriend because her boyfriend dita stuck in love location dikkkn.

And at this moment I am in the position of the former)

I never wanted to open up to anyone else,

I'm trying to lock my heart tight, just for you, but it's

I failed to lock the door of this heart, he entered into this feeling without me

realize, slowly he tried to tear down this determination. Activity

we used to do, along with the conditions at the time, support these feelings

opening my heart to others, I tried to drive away that feeling

this is wrong, but I am an ordinary human being in my condition who needs you.

by my side, he came in, as if he knew that I needed someone

being around me, the fragility of my heart hurts myself, breaks promises

we are to take care of each other's hearts.

So stupid of me, swept away at a feeling that

this is wrong, how selfish of me to pawn a commitment just to

eliminate this loneliness with others.

After my return to this town, I tried to erase

all these momentary feelings. So I need some time to calm down, then,

meeting you, my day I just want to spend alone killing

this feeling towards him..

Forgive me for breaking the promise we made, betraying

commitments we built, I'm sorry.”

Such is the length of the explanation dita. Honestly, I

feeling disappointed, with the explanation, even though I had predicted what

he'll explain, but it still hurts….

I started talking again after the silence…

“I also don't know what to say to your explanation dit,

I just try as much as possible to calm myself down to not get carried away by emotions and

trying to think with a cold head, I also could not completely blame

you, I know the distance that separates and our intensity is not too

often meet, being some of the factors this problem can occur.

And I hope this becomes a lesson

to mature us.

I give you back all the decisions, I don't want to

it's protracted..”.

I asked for clarity on him.

“Kasi me time for myself rian.

this heart....”.

How long is dita ? balessku

Rian said a week dita.

Ok, if you want it that way, may time be on my side..

I said yes, I said to Dita.

Under no circumstances did I start to leave the city

this, taking a walk alone to calm a troubled heart, really

to open it myself, swept away by a feeling, which ignores a

logic, how big is my love for her? Until I just follow her will,

looks stupid, doesn't it?

Well like this is the pain in a romance. Is

will others do the same as I do? Do I

not just leave him? It's clearly playing with my feelings…. Inquired

in one's own heart, crossing the mind of the ill-defined.