Narrative Minimal Dialogue (About My Feelings)
Episode 20's
DITA'S…….
A week has ended with rian, my feelings
fear, I was carried away by the flow of loneliness brought me into disaster
my relationship, I decided to end all the stories with the X Man
into my life.. Although this decision is too late, but this
as a punishment to myself, I was selfish, concerned with my loneliness
sacrificing the feelings of others, there is a wounded heart among the stories that
i made.
My feelings for X are only temporary ones that come as
comfort when I feel lonely, selfish, but never mind, I'm ready to accept
insults and mockery over all that I have made, I should be able to limit
this wrong feeling, not even being lulled by the current that broke me.
The sense of belonging was full meant when Rian was already not
with me again, it feels so much like I'm living my days without her,
as devastated as I was decided by my former, more ruined story
what I made with Rian with my own stupidity.
Since that incident Rian could not be contacted, I
decided to approach his contract, but the result is nil, rian already
almost a week not to go home, then I tried to search the Secretariat
his organization, but still the same, rian also did not follow some activities
and permission to be multi-faceted, there's no information I can get with
rian's existence.
Rian where you are, please allow me to meet once
with you, I want to apologize, after that it's up to you to go where and
disappeared in front of me…..
There's only one way I can tell where Rian is through
vera, but I'm afraid to call her there's my bad taste to vera, vera
must be mad at me, 'cause I've hurt the theme.
But I ventured to contact any vera
response from vera I prepared to listen to him….
“Hallo vera, sorry to interrupt, again busy ga?”I say from
distance
“lumayan, dita, why that? Bales vera with flat
“I can ask ga, vera have met rian ga a few days
this one? I'm nervous
“owhh want nanya rian toh”answer vera jutek
“i have not met rian vera, do not know dah, he where, where,
why did you get dita?”vera continued her talk
“owhh so well, no I just want it aja vera”balesku
“hmmm, ok, already well I want to go because of”ucap vera
end this call.
Never mind, the risk I'm taking, Rian's staying away from me without
give me a chance to talk…
May one day Rian forgive me…
SARAH…
The sound of chickens crowing, sending me, to wake up at dawn
this, after I finish doing my duty, I plan on enjoying the air
the cold one this morning, I took vera out for a walk to see
the rising sun illuminates this beautiful earth, but dance decides
to go back to sleep..
I started heading towards the courtyard of this villa, unexpectedly rian already
standing alone in the courtyard of this villa is enjoying the air in the morning…
“Hai sarah where are you going? Kok alone” said rian yang
hearing my footsteps walking through this villa.
“mau just walk, mumpung sinikan can enjoy the atmosphere
nature kayak gini, vera sleep again rian” said as I walked closer to him”
“owhh so, yes I have already done yuk, we muter-muter
while exercising mornings”ucap rian
“ can rian”ucapku while smiling”
While walking alone with him, I interspersed some
question to rian.
“Rian has it set?” Much
“Udah again process” replied rian
“aku kkn will join thematic at the end of the year, he said
saturday sunday getu”
“owhh nice means, can while compiling yah”balesku
“rian is very busy with the organization yah?” Ask me back
“ga too, let sarah know from where”bales rian
“vera ceris” I replied plain
“wah ketaun ngegibahin me yah”ucap rian while laughing, I
embarrassed by kandaaa riaan
“ahh rian kepedean, rian ga no return to that village? Been busy
banget” asked to divert the conversation
“hmm haven't been perfect anyway, besides I'm lazy to also go home
visited only my uncle's family” balesnya
“loh why, where are your parents? Ask me to wonder
“my parents have no sarah, so I live with my mother's family, if I go home not good
aja, surely they are busy-busy provisions for me here” said rian
“oh sorry rian, ga tau” said I feel guilty
“just relax is normal, selow aeee buk doctor” he said
smilingly
“I can nanya again ga, but do not take offense” said I
“by sanya aja”ucap rian
“trus your cost during college how?” much
“owh that, I got a scholarship also from campus enough to
pay the semester money, if my living expenses get my dad's pension, sometimes I
nyari sideline too anyway, lecturers often ngasi me research project”
“owhh is the way for the time how rian, you are busy
the organization? Much
“yah divided, the organization ga 24 hours, stay
condition only, if you can not attend meetings and activities can
devolved his authority, which is important responsibility given us
finish”
“great well you”my cap is full of excitement
“ga ah ordinary, people who gabisa time between
his lectures, organization and personal interests, that's the possibility, his lectures
emang is really solid, like X faculty, and who is busy hehehe” said rian
explain
On the way I saw the sea below
that's really good and I don't want to miss this moment, I asked Rian to
taking pictures of myself
Rian is good, well, I want to be photographed dong said I was excited
“here I takein”ucap rian
Rian took a few pictures of me
“Udah did say rian”
“not yet rian still there less”
“what's less sarah”Tanya rian
“poto with you haven't”my cap is plain
“haih ok deh, when can also take pictures with a beautiful doctor right
rian teases me”
“We also photographed together with several picture poses,
a moment later, the voice of people called us
“Cie cie the photo beduaaa, asek dating ni hahah” says
vera
“what the heck vera, people just aja” photo said shy, rian
just laughing listening to the vera
“dicariin anywhere here apparently, people if again
kasmaraan ga remember time” said vera
“hmm veraaaaaaa you fad so much anyway godaiin people” said me
slouch
“why vera” said rian diverted the conversation
“dicariiin same kids, we want breakfast,” said vera
“ohh yes already let us kevilla”ucap rian
“sorry yes mbak sarah I interrupted your time, wek” vera said
move your lips and leave me, first leave us.
