Narrative Minimal Dialogue (About My Feelings)

Episode 15 (Respect Me)

Since he asked for time to think, three days have passed

I did not communicate with dita, as requested

alone, today I have a schedule to meet with my academic supervisor to

back to my research proposal. Upon arrival I was in the department

“Tok tock excuse me mom can enter”, I said while looking

the teacher is in a room whose door is open.

“Eh rian, let's go said my supervising lecturer, “how

with your proposal draft?” connect my supervising lecturer

“ini ma'am, I have prepared, please corrected bu”

while submitting my draft proposal.

We started a discussion with the academic companion lecturer,

after I heard his long direction, I was already allowed

to proceed to apply for thesis guidance counselors.

When I finished I headed straight to the center

student, to resume my organizational activities.

Before entering the parking area can be seen with a person

the man who stopped in the parking area, after they parked his bike, was,

they went into the central building of student activities, well I don't feel good

seeing dita with another man\, that br*ngs*k man who entered into the relationship

our.

I try to hold back my emotions, after they don't

looking in my eyes, I started to park my bike, with a broken feeling

melt my feet into the building area…

Aissss why become this draget, ask for time to

thought instead of meeting him, huft..

My original plan was to go to my organizational secretariat, I changed

behind the student activity center there is a canteen and

student retreat, decorated with shady trees. I

lean on one of those trees

I started calling dita.

‘Hallo dita”

“Iya rian, Why? “ bales

dita

“can you go back? get my canteen there, it's important

banget” sayku confirms

“hmm yes jerah” bales dita

I closed the call, and a few minutes later

coming towards me, with an innocent face he asked why?

Kenpas rian? really important? Dita speech

Yes it's very important”my words restrain emotions.

What exactly do you mean? Much

What do I mean, Rian? answerable

Hmmm, it's okay, pretend you don't know dita” balesku

You are the reason anyway, speaking clearly dong let me understand”sahut

ketus

Who are you here with? He said he was alone but left

same dia” my bales

Hmm rian you don't get that emotion first, we're talking all right

wh why? Bales dita

How does your emotions look the same to him, greet who is not hot try, say,

balesku.

Haven't had time to continue his words he left me, mobile phone

dita reads, Dita moves away from me to pick up the call.

Dita Raises a Call from her Handphone, she

a little bit away from me, I guess I can only wait to finish

phone call, I noticed the face mimic displayed on the screen

in his chatter, it was beaming like people were in love, and I

I can guess who was behind the phone call. Male instinct

start sharply guessing..

My heart was burning, hot, bloodless, like lightning

grabbing through the hollow, my breathing felt tight, soul emotions peaked, I wanted to

burning this faculty as a form of my emotional overflow, but my common sense can still control.

action, I'm waiting for him to finish calling that Bangs*t guy, I'm going to pour in

everything is…

Aisshh dita you changed a lot, can not you appreciate me

here, in the condition with me you are still taking the call of the man..

hmmmm

I welcome you with a question

“Who called?” say

Hmm, no he said, wanted to tell who called

he just now, but I know a dita who can't lie to me,

his attitude, his character who looks anxious from my question, is,

“That's not what you need to cover, I already know how sure he is,”

say

“He forgives me,” he replied feeling guilty….

“I can clear first rian” ucapa dita

“ga do you need to clear again, as loud as terrorin me,” said I

(From this moment is the end of my story with dita, I'm not

disappeared from his life….

Here is the beginning of My Passion and the culmination of My Patience.).

“Look at me, and horrified me, I tried to be patient

with what you have done to me, I have also followed what

your request,”

“You asked to be given time to think, I

follow, but you're spending your time with him,”

“you choose him over me, please dit,!!!”

“aku was heartened to receive it.”

“ I don't want to either, tipping down what I have

give it to you, so be impressed not sincere everything,”

“But what you need to know and this is for the last time,

from the beginning we know until this moment I sincerely love you...”.

“That's why you can't appreciate me dit, that's fast

you're changing drastically like this,?

“Dit I'm human

dit has all the limitations of dit, after you managed to make me destroyed

by spending time with him, in front of my eyes you do that and

you received a call from her, which I have near you, You do not think

my feelings dit?”

“Now I don't know what else to say, girl

what I love can turn out like this, just because of the new people who come in

your life dit.”

“And this is enough for me, love you so deeply, but

not thinking about the depth of the pain I received.”

“Go with him dit, I'm glad, I'll go

in your life, take care of your health, I say goodbye first.”.

I said at length, and I left

leaving him, before I left while hearing my explanation earlier water

his eyes were flowing on his cheeks,

as I headed to my organization room on the second floor, ,

I point my hand at the mast of this building

with my fist, to vent my emotions

barrrr barrrr I punched with my right hand in that corner,

as soon as my hand blisters and secretes a red liquid….

At that moment, the voice came back

calling “Rian rian wait tenserin me first, rian rian wait your hand

bleed,” says dita,

well, I still don't care if I keep my foot steps going

Second floor, and I'm sure he won't be able to get to me, because

approaching me will add to the atmosphere…

If described how I feel doing

stupidity, pain with his hands? At the time, it felt the same

once.

I didn't heed her calling my gaze focused

ahead, to leave him and I don't care about people

around me, who saw the drama ala

sinetron our version,

And someone from the opposite direction greeted me, the brother of his hand

bloody, said the student

Yes, papa is normal, I replied.

And I went to my secretary, I calmed down

there, while treating my wounds.

Pain is fitting long-delightly wkwkwkwkw. Pocky