
RIAN
I looked at Sarah looking beautiful, with her hair blown out
wind, He so enjoys the atmosphere in the afternoon today, Is THE DETERMINANT OF DESTINY
Gave me a more appropriate terrorist than I planned? I don't know
lah, I got carried away Seeing the Creature That was Created So Beautiful.
my daydream….
“Rian...Riann.. Don't look at me like that, I'm ashamed to know.”.
Said Sarah
“Rian...Rian..
“Eh Yes Sarah.” I was surprised
“Rian you saw so much ih.” Sarah hit my shoulder
“Hehehe, I'm fascinated to see sarah.” I laughed
“Basic guys dreadlocks, later already fondly left.” Yakap
sarah laughed
“Masa anyway? Do you think I'm like that ?.” Ask with
my style is cool
“Where do I know we.” Sarah said with a laugh
The wind was blowing as if it supported the mood we were in
feel it. I started to get confused about how I felt.
“Rian can Sarah name something?.” Sarah said in a tone
serious
“Can you want what name?.” My speech
“Do you enjoy your solitude? What does not exist
thoughts on opening the heart to others ?.” Sarah's words confused me
“Hmmmm.” My words hang
“If Rian does not want to answer ga anything kok” said Sarah felt
guilty
“Hmm, his face is not like that, just relax Sarah, I answer you,
honestly I've started to enjoy this solitude, and I'm also confused to
open the heart, there is a fear of starting a commitment again, there is still a sense
my trauma, but I realized it couldn't be like this, I was just trying
slowly starting to get rid of my trauma, I don't know whether sooner or later,
this fear and anxiety of mine can disappear.” I explained with
smile
“If there is someone present to dispel the fear
and anxiety, and opening a new leaf, in your life story, is Rian
don't want to walk alone with that person, fight together?.”
understand what you mean.” I said in my heart
“Hmm…. I'm afraid there's a heart hurting with my condition
like this, living a new page but my heart is not completely, divided by
the anxiety and fear I wanted to throw away, it wasn't fair to me
sharing my pain for the new person who came into my life Sarah.” My speech
“Sorry Rian I didn't mean to bring up your past,
spirit of Rian.” Sarah smiled
“Ga nothing Sarah, relax, Sarah thank you for
be my good friend, though we have not known for a long time, but you become
good friend to me.” My speech
“Iya Rian, I am happy to know you and can
friends.” Said Sarah
“We go home yuk.” Sarah diverted the conversation
We rushed to go home, and on Sarah's way
ask to stop by the supermarket.
After the Supermarket was completed we headed to
My contract..
SKIPS
After I got contracted, before I got off
“Rian this bring for you.” Sarah gave me something
in plastic bags
“What is this Sarah ?, why is there the same medicine food.” Much
bewildered
“Iya it's your medicine Rian, why did we go to the Clinic if
make take your medicine, the food is for you so that your stomach is not empty
ganjel, the drug is taken ampe is exhausted well Rian.” Said Sarah
“I'm not good to be with you Sarah, Report kayak
gini.” My speech
“Just relax Rian, right
we temen.” Sarah Smiles
“You are so good, thank you Sarah.” I end
talk, and I say goodbye to Sarah, Sarah smiles when I
farewelled.
I'm sorry Sarah confused you with my attitude, I said
in the heart