Narrative Minimal Dialogue (About My Feelings)
Episode 21 (THE FATE DETERMINANT) RIAN
RIAN
The Best Plan is a Plan
The Determinant of Destiny, the,
I'm putting together a plan that
broken by Destiny, I drew a painting framed by someone else's hand,
That's the feeling I described with my broken heart.
Love, Love and Love, I don't
it can mean a meaning of love like the poet,
Talking about their love
the wise say\, ***(love can change everything\, like death) which
make man fall as deep as it is, go left behind the man who
being loved, turning happiness into suffering,
That's how much I suffered
abandoned love? No Friend, Love is not only focused on the lover
the hearts…..
I'm just a little bit of a poet
about love, under the conditions that I experience, one can change in time
for a moment, if you have found a new feeling, well no need
linger to approach someone, to make him fall in heart!!!, just need the compatibility of the soul between the two people, maybe
he found the fit and comfort he needed..
And maybe to me it doesn't
found it..
Life is not just about talking to
the feelings, the commitments, the bonds spoken by the oral, there are still many things that
more important not to think about, to do? If everyone was created
without Lust, no heart would be hurt, right? Did I sue All
the Determinant of Destiny? No. gabe…..
I'm just a human being who is
in the process of self-empowerment, we are determining the long road to man
which broadens the heart and compensates for the Giving of Destiny.
I'm in a hole
feelings that kill myself…..
I was killed with love
the exaggeration…..
This condition makes me try to learn
to be happy to accept the reality…
This condition makes me
be careful to give feelings to the opposite sex..
This condition makes me think
to make a commitment to a verbal speech…
This condition makes me a little
not caring about a rope of love between two people.
Well, I just need
the time to normalize my feelings came back, as if nothing had happened.
I have no grudge against what
he did it to me, I can forgive him, it just takes time to
close off all this pain…
I went back to living my life
as it should be, carrying on a responsibility as a student ends
my studies in this campus…
I don't want my steps to stop
Finishing my script and
graduation.
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Life is full of mystery, in the moment
I am repairing my heart, someone is coming with me,
Sarah the woman who was present
I'm trying to forget someone..
I have no plans to
approach her, targeting her to be the one to fill my heart, because
at this time I enjoy the freedom to give free time to
anyone, because I don't have to think about offence, jealousy
somebody's…
Our trip to the villa above
Bukit Bengawan, getting me closer to sarah, a candidate diplomat
turned into a dating agency more precisely, I already know what's on my mind
a vera, her gestures made setting gave both of us time
to speak, well vera the culprit, I understand vera is indeed close to
sarah is like an inseparable twin…
The atmosphere was tense, awkward, already
starting to melt since that night I talked to sarah, accompanied her
enjoy the view on this hill, ushering us in a
reasonable friendships, ranging from taking pictures together, and activities that
I do it with my friends there, almost every time Sarah accompanies me,
well, all of that happens naturally.
And don't forget hana, my friend from
early I went to college, which was always our daily meal with
the brilliance…. Hana I look at him as a friend who cares a lot about
others, I've been watching him for a long time.
uncomfortable when near him because I do not look at him from the cover alone of
her manners are her centile.she's the one who cares about me when I'm.
mobbed by (S*ni*r )(S*k) In charge of my campus.
Hana began to understand
my closeness to sarah, she started to stay away from me, just like when I was
have a previous girlfriend…
Come back, I don't want to
being an overconfident person, as if sarah had feelings
to me, even though Vera has coded me, but I just thought
to have new friends exchange ideas, who happen to connect and
one frequency is just that..
And I'm not either
anyone, not from the upper middle class, the class of sarah, well
just like I have a really good friend. Although a little
graze chatter about feelings in jokes.
Because it's going to be too soon
taking my own conclusions and my mood condition is not stable and I
not thinking about a feeling.
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***(Love\, like death\, changes everything).Khalil Gibran
The author works on the pronunciation of the word from the quotation of Khalil Gibran.
