Narrative Minimal Dialogue (About My Feelings)

Episode 3 (Shooting)

Officially I don't have anything to do with dita,

just a close friend, but I can't deny I do have feelings for him.

Tapiii.

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But I was confused as to how to express it, I

thinking there's no way we'd be like this just making friends this close, without

relationship, and it looks funny if playing in the realm of friendship between

men and women without feelings.

I decided to clarify this relationship, I didn't

there are signals he has for me, in order to clarify this relationship, I assume

a man must be sensitive, a man must start first.

Long story short I started planning that night, to eat

outside in a cafe. He approved my invitation.

The atmosphere in the cafe, quite simple for the class

students cafe is quite fit in tongkrongan, accompanied by music-music hits

on that, the purple band and his comrades,

 We already are

at the cafe, we started ordering food and drinks.

I started a serious conversation.

Taken my word, swallowed and full of sweat, I want to talk

something this…

Yes, by the way no one is forbidden he said gently..

I re-arrange the right words for

expressing my feelings,

We've been close for almost a month, and for a month now, this,

I felt my life change, my time and my mind go to you,

I am a man who is not skilled in poetry, but there is none

it's my fault that I'm conveying everything that's on my mind and what I'm feeling

on my feelings for you.

You don't want to be my girlfriend, I said gently and expectantly….

Hmm said Dita, she was silent for a moment, and replied to my words,

you sure want to date me Tanya Dita

Yes, I sure want to date you, because I feel deep

our closeness during this one month, which I feel, there is a match between

us, the way you think amazes me, the way you give me a look,

made me realize. I always think of others and forget myself

the real one needs to make time for my personal life, though,

my days are changing more and more with you in my life.

Evidently

here, and you know now you're the second person to shoot me in this place. Well actually

I haven't thought about going into a relationship like a courtship, either, but

I can't lie to myself that I need you.

getting into my life made me bond indirectly with

your existence is by my side.

I can't be selfish, I'm basically the same

with you…

But what makes me confused if we date later is

same with my story before you…

He was silent after giving his explanation to me….

I understand what dita says, that dita ever

have a story with his ex that ran aground during the semester break, which

where the manta dita at that time was carrying out KKN (real working lecture)

where spent two months, short story they both broke up

after the spell is finished KKN, well I still do not understand the tradition

This KKN, I'll tell you in the next series of stories.

Naturally dita haunted fear will be repeated with

the old story, in approximately 6 months we will follow KKN, KKN,

and this is what haunts his mind, he is a person who is difficult to get close to

others especially with men, well dita just enough just not

too open up to others, well his friends can be counted with

jari , his close friends until I memorized, but if there is a match

the similarity he will associate with those people alone, well naturally, well

those words that he always repeated when recounting his closeness to

others in friendship and feeling.

I tried to convince him of his confusion,

We never know in the future how dit, I don't think there is

it's his fault we tried a new story and fought together to strengthen one another

each other, your fears we will try to face together. I tried

reassuringly.

 Thank you so much

coming into my life, I don't know why I got this close

with you, and opening up space for you to enter my life, I hope you

can compensate for all my selfishness, and my childish nature.

I also want to live our relationship with her name dating, too,

hopefully we can build our dreams together.makasi well dol he said.

I feel happy with what he said, if described there

slowmotion love-love in my head.. <3 <3.