Narrative Minimal Dialogue (About My Feelings)

Episode 4 (Pending KKN)

I also want to live our relationship with her name dating, too,

hopefully we can build our dreams together.makasi well dol he said.

I feel happy with what he said, if described there

slowmotion love-love in my head…

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The beginning of my love story was so sweet, I started

spending my time with him, my relationship with him, doesn't affect

my college activities and organization, all went in rhythm because of the

we both understand each other in our own circumstances.

We went through our relationship with like a date

naturally, supporting each other's ideals that want to be achieved, sharing each other

thinking in a variety of ways, we often take our time to

take a walk to the beach in this city, your favorite place is the beach, see

sunset, he always said “I want like a strong rock in hempas

sea waves, as if associated with life are always hard to hit

ordeal, tireless to endure when hit by obstacles.”

The narrative narrative he spoke smelled of motivation, one of them

as above, dita is a woman who lives her life from

the family is not okay, in terms of economy he is quite

but in terms of affection he was a little troubled, the effect of divorce people

his parents, wrongly affected by his parents' divorce, became a character

closed, he wanted to show his parents that he could be without

them. One of the ways he wanted to be a successful person after his college days,

the thing that he can see to his parents is the achievement of high-achieving students

and get a scholarship, it can be said in the period of 4 years he did not

need to trouble his parents in the cost of tuition, aka free.

My woman is a figure who looks tough, but actually

he's fragile, he's a regular human who needs attention, needs a backrest

slowly getting used to his condition which could be said to be spoiled, and

dependency on me, all the activities he did almost everything

done with me, Trivial things that can be said to be done alone, will be

involve me.This condition only applies to me.

We have entered the 5th semester at this campus, more or less

in the next 6 months we will enter the term of course completion,

generally the students who are not constrained by the course, such as exposed

the effect repeats down, after kkn will think about the problem of thesis. What I was thinking

is when entering the KKN what about this woman, with

the condition of him like this whether he can adjust himself to the

new neighborhood and parted with me in two months. I don't know

why is that going through my brain this thought,

As time went on, we didn't feel like another month

we will take the final exam of the semester, and in this condition all

as for me, will be preoccupied with KKN's whomever, because of the registration

kkn was completed last month, two months before the Semester Final Examination. Differ

with me who did not choose to follow KKN with my forces, I chose

to follow the next period, for my course there is no one

repeat down, but I have a moral responsibility to

my organization, I was given the mandate to lead a Student Activity Unit

in my campus, and I was given the mandate as team leader in the formation

my regional Student Association, and I'm still involved in branch management

in an extra campus organization at the City level where I have an education.

Because considering this I took the decision not to follow the KKN

with my forces, so that I focus more on my moral responsibilities,

because I think after I'm done from college this is my organizational experience

one day it will be useful in the real world after college.

The decision I made became a conflict in our relationship, and,

before I decided on this, I tried to talk about it with dita,

Why try to mengunda-nuda everything, said dita look annoyed

Honey, I explained the consideration I took

this decision, I reply calmly.

If you postpone KKN continue you when to graduate ? me

we want to graduate with yank, he said with a sad face

Yes, I understand, baby, I promise even if I'm late, I

keep pursuing graduation with you, at least if late, distance

my graduation with you is not too far yank, the next period after

ye. My bales.

It's the same boong I want us to be together, you do

long time in this campus yank, I want us to quickly run from this campus, let

the initial stage we can skip, if we have already graduated we can plan

life is more serious with our relationship. Bales.

I know, I know, if we are going to graduation

who will you be graduating with? I also graduated you too

hayoo, candaku.

I'm lazy, you go home and I want to

sleep, he said annoyed..

In this condition I did not return he said, because

I understand that if I keep imposing my will at this point it will add up

to get home my contract, he just shook his head, and passed away

enter contract.

Actually I could have left my responsibilities

my morals, which are by delegating duties to members of my organization,

yet I think it's unethical it feels like I'm like this I'm just keeping

the trust that has been given to me.

After the incident that made me angry, almost

one week he just silenced me, indeed women are super humans

unique, when there was a 3rd world war between us, but still he wanted to

meeting me, the activities you used to do together went like

regular, campus, eat together, wait for guidance, go home together, yeah

as always, but what is unusual is my communication with dita, every

when my question is answered flatly, yes, ohh, already, and so on..

I have to understand this, it takes time to calm him down and not

angry at me, though,.

It's been almost a week more he's like that I took

initiative to invite him to find a new atmosphere, by going somewhere

tour in a district that is in the province, the time needed to

arriving in the district, about 3 hours from the center of the provincial capital. And coincidence

that day the lecture was off, the night before our departure,

I called dita via sms.

Yank tomorrow it's over dawn, I contrast you, you don't

forgot to bring my jacket.smsku.

“Y “balance dita

I've guessed the ballast is like this already I'm not

take a headache, hopefully after we go on vacation he is not angry

again,,,

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I woke up from my sleep, and began to carry out activities

my duty as a human being in general, once I'm done I'll leave

using my motorbike, to the contract, until I reach my destination, I

calling Dita, after contacting her, five minutes later she was ready,

and he asked where we were going at dawn, baby

I said, he just nodded his head.

We went on a road trip through the hills and

seen on the right side of the blue sea looks beautiful accompanied by the sun

rising to shine the light, I can feel my women enjoying

this scene he forgot that we are in the 3rd world war, good well

honey, he said to my ceiling, hugging my body tightly, yes baby, I replied.

You continue your journey to our destination,

long story short we have traveled 3 hours and arrived in the district

all we're headed for, I'm looking for breakfast in this area, before we head over

waterfalls in this area, because in the area of the waterfall is quite difficult to find

the food there, and even if there's less friendly to the pocket of a student like me.

After breakfast we headed to the waterfall

the area is so beautiful still naturally untouched by hand

ignorant man, this area is only managed by the locals of the trail

but still a motorcycle can pass through it.

After we played the waterfall, we enjoyed

the natural atmosphere was so beautiful, we took pictures together, and remember we didn't do

things that are not natural there, we are dating know the reasonable limits.

After we were satisfied we enjoyed the waterfall we moved

place to the beach in the area, because there is a good island

we need to visit, before I have been to this area together

my organizational friends, so it's not too confused with this area.

With the mood condition of my woman who has been good, daubau

that's me starting the topic of our 3rd world war talk.

Honey, when are we like this mulu? My tofu,

He looked at me, he was a little quiet

gather the words he wants to say, and,

I know I was wrong to be childish with you,

but you know what I mean I don't approve of that because for more

well, but I also realized, I can't be selfish with my thoughts, either,

I should support what steps you take. Dita's explanation.

How dear, I replied,

I support the decision you made.

But he said hanging.

But baby, answer me,

But you have to keep your promise, you have to be able to finish

your thesis is fast and graduation with me, and if it is too late it is appropriate

your words were later encoded after me.

And another one when I'm KKN you should visit me,

whatever busy you have to go to my place, he asserted.I miss if far from.

ye. Spoiled talk.

I accept what I say, I wish I

I can keep this promise.