
The red and white journey that I was going through, I hardly found the presence of the strange taste again. In the depths of my heart it was as if I had lost interest in men. Not that I'm not normal, but that's what I'm going through. I have a lot of friends, be it girlfriends or boyfriends. My days are still the same as in kindergarten. The happiness of life is always felt by the presence of people I love.
If you ask me about where you are going or the loss of that strange feeling then I will only be able to be silent and silent because I also do not know. My other friends may still have a strange taste for their loved ones. I say that because every day my eyes never stop seeing the joy of my friends when they sit or talk to the idol.
Ooh yeah, you don't know if I've leveled up yet. So long was my red and white journey that I forgot to tell it. Today I am at level 3, meaning I am now in 3rd grade. In this 3rd grade, as usual I was always diligent in coming to school and many teachers loved me. In addition to his level is new, my classmates are also many new. If old friends still have one class with me, but the comparison is 3: 7 or more new ones.
Second week at level 3, when the break time comes...
I intend to go to the school cafeteria. This time I was just walking alone, suddenly Dodi who was my new friend in class put something in my head...
" What's that on your head Fel? your pet's little pet, huh??" dodi said laughing while pointing up at my head.
I was shocked and immediately threw away something in my head.
" Aaaah..why?" I said in shock and immediately cleared my head of that strange thing.
" Kok dumped Fel.imut tau caterpillar" said Dodi.
" Cute what try.geli tauuuk" I said annoyed.
" Same cute caterpillar like you're cute Fel" said spoiled Dodi.
" You're the same as me as a caterpillar? dasaaaaar" I replied as I pinched Dodi's arm.
" Truly, Fel.ulatnya cute.., you are also cute.." said Dodi more spoiled.
" Thank you if you say I'm cute, but.don't jail it dong" said ketus.
" I just want to make you laugh Fel...Can't ya?" reply Dodi sad.
" It is possible to do Dodi.but the way is not like gini" I explained.
" Yes already.I will not jail anymore" said Dodi lowered his head.
" A promise?" I said holding up my little finger.
" Yeah.I promise Fel.don't get angry again ya!" dodi said as she hooked her little finger onto my little finger.
Dodi seemed to be trying to approach me with her jaily manner. The mess that he thought could make me laugh, it actually made me upset and emotional. Dodi loved putting something on my head, like putting a little caterpillar right over my head. The caterpillar is actually cute once, he got from a tree branch that grows in the school yard. Not that I was amused by the cute caterpillar, but I was annoyed and eager to catch the ear of the one who could separate the caterpillar from his family. I was really amused by the presence of that little caterpillar in my head.
The re-entry bell rang, signaling that the leisurely event and the meal were over. The students return to their respective rights, and so do the teachers return to their obligations of giving the students rights.
After the process is run, then the pause time for the next day also comes. That is, the time to go home yes guyss.hehe. The goal is to keep the process going until it is destined to stop.
When the time lag came aka the time to go home, the figure of Dodi again appeared to the surface with his increasingly jaily behavior.
" Hey sweet!!" dodi said while pinching my cheek.
" Aww.sick tauuuk.." I said in pain and rubbed my cheek.
" Here I elus-elus let the pain disappear" said spoiled Dodi while trying to approach me.
" What the hell are you.get out there don't get close" I said while pushing her tiny body.
" I'm just going to try your sore cheek" replied Dodi lowered his head. "Am I wrong again huh" asked Dodi puzzled.
" Yes, you are always wrong if you like it" I said ketus.
" What is that like?" dodi's asking is confused.
" Oh that.yeah, I'm sorry!!" said Dodi while gluing her palms together to form a triangle...
(equal legs, or equal sides huh?? hehe)
" Another???" just pissed.
" Yes..again.." replied Dodi shriveled.
" Huffft..yeah already deh..ok I'm sorry again" I said as I passed leaving Dodi who still hopes sorry from me.
" Fellyyy..kok I was left behind?" call Dodi sad.
I came home feeling a little upset. I don't know why Dodi's attitude towards me makes me hate him. Maybe Dodi hopes that I can bring back the weird feeling that once again had a bloom in my heart in kindergarten. But I don't think it's back yet. Sorry about Dodi...!!
The author is sad to see Dodi's efforts that have not been successful.
Oh yes, I also forgot to say this.if my education is now increasing. So, the next morning I went to school and then I went to MDA. Actually, I taught MDA from the start I entered level 2 and now it's the second year I teach there.
Today, after school I didn't feel well maybe because of my upset effect at school. I still force myself to go to school hoping that my heart can be calmer after chanting the verses of the Qur'an.
It turns out.my frustration is increasing with the behavior of Agus who tries to seduce me. Agus is a teaching friend who is always present to bother me.
" Today is very beautiful, Fel, just like your smile" said Agus suddenly appeared without an invitation to come to his house.
" Oh yeah? today's feeling is bad weather, I still don't smile" I replied while looking at the strange Agus.
" I think today is very beautiful because I was meeting the angel who just came down from the sky" said Agus continued to seduce me.
" Hmmm..began to come out the words super dreadful" I shook my head.
" I'm serious, Fel, you are the angel that God sent me" replied Agus who made me sick.
" What angel..? send it through where?? through the post office, right??? or the wind???" ask me to stay so that Agus is confused and stop seducing me.
" I also don't know where to go through my prayer" said Agus, smiling.
" Usah ya Agus.I want to enter first.has started to teach him tuh.later we get angry loh same ustadzah if both are like gini.." I said looking for an excuse.
" Yes, yes.yes.ayo we're in!!" agus said trying to hold my hand but I quickly walked away from him.
Agus' attitude that always seduced me made me lazy when I met him face to face. I prefer not to meet him or pretend not to see his handsome self.
Even though there were two people who tried to steal my heart, but still the strange feeling that once existed still could not come back again. Don't think it's gonna come back, my smile just seems like it's hard for me to give them.
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