My Romantic Melody

Chapter 32 ~ Why???

In my room I could only contemplate my unfortunate fate. Why can I trust Adit's sweet mouth. Why did I melt with Adit's fist?. Why can I hope with a man like Adit?. Why can I still give Adit another chance?. Why…?? Why…???

“ Felly... Fellyyy!! wakeup!! why you son?” said my mother who woke me up still with the word why?.

“ Astaghfirullah.. I overslept ya bu?” my words just realized it was getting dark.

“ Yes... You can fall asleep for that long anyway Fel? did you pray Zuhur?” my mother said astonished.

“ Don't know about mom…!! hmm... if Zuhur prayer I have already ma'am, Asyar prayer that has not been like” said me while wiping my eyes.

“ Oh so, yes already ayok fast prayer Ashar later hunted magrib” said my mother again.

“ O...ooh” my words are still somewhat evaporating.

My mother immediately came out of my room, while I was still trying to wake my eyes and my memory of the nightmare that had haunted me. My mind is filled with a mystery whose object is still fleeting about Adit.

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After I finished praying and taking a bath, I saw the look on my mother's face, which was like a wonder looking at me. It seems there are some questions that my mother has prepared at this time about my strangeness when I woke up earlier.

“ What's wrong mom…? how come see Felly like that time??” ask my mother.

“ You are here first.. anyone wants you to ask me as you” said my mother with a sharp gaze.

I walked towards my mother who was sitting in the living room. I sat down next to my mother with anxious expectations.

“ Tell me about mom, what are you thinking lately?” my mother said with a serious face.

“ Hmm... How can you like Felly?” my words that are no less serious look at my mother.

“ Mother is like that.. because mother noticed you lately, you are like a person who is having a lot of problems” said my mother again.

“ I'm okay mom.. I don't have to worry about me like I” I said while calming my mother who looked anxious.

“ You must have lied to mom, right? Mending you a story with mom son!!” said my mother was very attentive.

Hearing my mother's words like that, I really couldn't afford to lie to my mother. But, you have to wait again because it is impossible for me to tell my problems with my mother. It's a matter of the heart, how shameful I would be if my mother ever found out about this.

“ Not really mom, Felly does not lie to mom... I don't have to think about all kinds of Felly yes!!” I said with a face expression that felt guilty for lying to my mother.

“ Then what was your dream? until you scream hysterically like it” said my mother asking for clarity.

“ Oh earlier Felly yell yes ma'am? Felly do not remember what dream was bu” said I really dare to swear that I did not remember the dream earlier. I just remember that I was yelling why???

My mother was just amazed to see me who has now started to step into adolescence. It seems my mother already knows that this child is experiencing a strange taste that can enter the heart and soul. My attitude that seemed to hide it all, it turned out that this was the time for my mother to act like she did not know first.

I really don't know if my mom actually knows about my weird attitude lately. I tried to recall my dream that happened in broad daylight. When I started trying to remember it, I just realized that this must be all about Adit again. Males!!!

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This morning, I went back to school. Holidays that are only Sundays I really use to rest for a while. Although this mind is still always imagining events that could torture my mind, but I will try to be able to focus again with my dreams and future.

When we get to class…

“ Fel, how are you feeling this morning? it's starting to improve, right?” ask Miss who came to me.

“ Oh Alhamdulillah this morning I have done well, thanks Rin has been the same attention I”, I said with a smile.

“ Thank goodness that is so... Oh yes, you.... still think about the incident at that time?”I miss guessing.

“ Actually. But... the incident came back to haunt me!!” I said that was sad.

“ Go Fel.... You can't be too drawn out in grief!!” said Miss while stroking my shoulder.

“ How I do not sad Rin.. he who has hurt me, because he also often makes me cry, he seemed to feel innocent of his attitude it” said I who wanted to confide in Miss.

“ Yes ampuun... the patient yes Fel!! maybe he just wants to playin you aja” said Long to calm my heart.

“ May Yes Rin. How stupid I used to be, who believed so much with his sweet mouth”, I said while wiping my tears that turned out to drip.

“ You do not need to cry him again Fel.. he is not important for you tangisin” said Miss while hugging me.

“ Yes Rin... You are right!! for what I nangisin he who has clearly made me sick.” said I who try hard.

“ It dong... it's just the name Felly Aprillia that I know” said Miss with a smile.

“ Hmm Yes thank you Rin!! but.. I still do not think, why he made me like this, why he could make me wish kayak gini, why he is now coming back to me after so many disappointments that he gave me, whyyy??? What's my fault Rin??” my sobbing words held back the crying.

“ Go Fel, you forget him!! aren't you ashamed that she's been crying like that?” miss said while whispering to me so as not to be heard by others.

“ You are right Rin.. I will try my best to immediately forget him” I said while reassuring Miss.

“ Yes already... Now where is the smile??” I miss her while showing her sweet smile to me.

I immediately showed my smile as well to Miss so that she would not be disappointed with me. Today I will be determined to soon forget everything Adit has to do. I'm also trying to remain a proud Felly to both my parents and my extended family.

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