My Romantic Melody

Chapter 36 ~ Sepi Tanpamu

My father and I came home with the happy news that was packed beautiful, and later we will give it to my mother and sisters. This news will be the most beautiful gift that can invite sweet smiles from my mother and sisters.

When I just got home, it turns out my mother had been waiting for our arrival with a taste that was somewhat different from usual. Usually, my mother tends to calm down even though the circumstances are not possible.

And so are my three little angels. They always want to know all about me in the day to day, but if it is related to serious problems they will not interfere. Just like about my graduation.

Today, everyone took full care to find out the results of my Junior High graduation. Without any hesitation that flooded my heart and mind, I gave a glance directly to the letter I had received to my mother's mature brown-colored hand.

I felt the air I had in school for a while. It was cold and silent as the letter began to be opened slowly by the mother. No one dared to ask mother first, Now only the mother is the third person who already knows the meaning of the letter.

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A few minutes later….

Kriik…

Everything was still silent and silent with their heart voices. I still see the curiosity that plastered real on the look of Melly's face. It seemed that he was eager to quickly snatch the mysterious letter, for it took too long to wait for my mother to open her voice.

 

 

 

“ ALHAMDULILLAH.. thank you son, finally the mother's prayer was granted also” said my mother was grateful and I immediately smiled to see my mother.

“ Brother graduated right mom? is it bu??” asked Melly pushing mom's hand.

“ Yes Iaaang...your brother Alhamdulillah passed!!” my mother spontaneously hugged my tiny body.

“ Yeee!! sister passed... sister passed...” Say Fandi by starting the action.

Seeing the hilarious behavior of my sister who ran around here and there, making my dririku more anxious with my sister. Though he was already sitting in the 2nd grade of SD, but his world was still full of toys and cheerfulness.

No one can disturb him with his world. If anyone dares to tease Fandi when he is busy playing, then that person is guaranteed to be an easy target. He was willing to desperately chase after the person who had flown the war flag with him.

“ Brother, don't forget to treat us - we ate ya!!” said Melly with a seductive expression.

“ Eeeh... brother again no money dek” said moody.

“ Iiiiiiih kakaaaaak....!!” said Fandi who stomped his right foot to the floor.

“ Yaaa how dong... brother wants the treat you guys eat but real brother no money!!” I said a little sad because I felt like I failed to be a good sister.

“ Udah... already!! if her brother does not have money do not be forced into dong brother” said mother defended me.

“ What does Fandi want Melly to eat? let the mother who boughtin” said my mother again.

“I want to eat chicken noodles bu” said Fandi who looks happy.

“ Loh even the mother who bought it? it's the brother who boughtin, it's the brother who is happy today” said Melly who always wanted to find because of me.

“ What the heck you Melly. kan brother already said, if brother no money anymore. If there is money already brother buyin from earlier!!” my words were a bit angry with Melly's words.

“ Should be big brother nabung, so we can buy food. I'm definitely going to graduate!!” said Melly who immediately made my heart hot.

“ Eh you if you want to buy something... just buy yourself!! you have a lot of money!!” my words that want to feel pinched his cheek hard because it was so upset.

“ If I buy... it's mah not brother who treat dong!! said Melly who never wanted to lose to her brother.

Seeing his two girls who were fighting erratically, finally the father was appointed as the referee in charge of securing the match at noon today. This game has crossed the rules, so the referee has the right to interfere dragging his players out. If anyone does not want to accept the rule, then it is certain that the player will be dismissed and even the game also stops.

How much is the game score? ah it looks like the result of this score will not be able to influence the decision of the referee is absolute because it can not be contested. While the mother, Fandi, and little Sindi only had the opportunity to become spectators who were allowed to sit in the first row of VVIP classes.

“ You guys are really a hobby to fight huh? it was okay again, eh now suddenly even fight!!” my dad said a little loudly.

“ Can't be yes, if you don't fight a day? The felly? Melly?” asked my father while looking intently at me and Melly.

“ I was just okay to say it well.. Melly tuh who likes my anger fishing rod” said me with a tone of voice rather high and bulging in order to make Melly afraid and not wrinkled.

“ Why am I wronged anyway?” said Melly who seemed to not accept.

“ Now... I want to enter the room first well, bu” said I who walked to the room.

I opened the door of the room with a heart that was not really sad, upset, and happy. Without a second thought, I immediately took off my uniform that had been for almost three years wrapped my body. I also immediately took the house clothes that I had first placed on the mattress.

After I made sure the clothes and pants were attached to my body, then I set foot into the bathroom to bermudhu’ and immediately I did the prayer Zuhr that I almost neglected.

I started my prayer with intention, then takbir and it lasted until the greeting. I also did not forget to recite and pray, while asking for forgiveness for all the sins I had committed.

My mind was empty right now after I finished praying. Only calmness and peace accompanied my heart that was once chaotic. No more sadness and anger that originally possessed me.

But, there is a strange feeling that still haunts me. That loss still grips my heart. Feeling lonely because the figure of his former self has gone, now I begin to feel again. All those sweet memories were still overshadowed by me and somehow it would all pass and spin back to the starting zone before I got to know the male figure.

My life has always been lived by both my parents and my sisters. But somehow the emptiness is now starting to approach me. It felt like something was missing from me when I let him go. The more I try to forget those memories, the greater the sense of desolation that prevails over the loss of hope.

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