My Romantic Melody

Chapter 37 ~ Miss This Kills Me

I am still relaxing resting my whole body on the bed. Actually they are not so tired today, but maybe they are participating in appreciating the brain who is still willing to stay up late to think about the figure of the man.

Slowly I started to feel a lot of pain. This time I learned that losing a loved one is painful. In fact, this is not the first time I have experienced an incident that must force them to leave. They are the beetles who get tired of getting close to flowers like me. Maybe because the flowers are still not so blooming with semprna, so the beauty is also not visible.

*FLASHBACK*

Today I am still waiting for the coming of my heart. With a certain step, I walked through the path that I always follow every time I go home from school. It is this path that will lead me to meet him.

The place I am standing right now is the place where Adit always plans to surprise me. Every time he wanted to surprise me, I would know first. He was only declared successful in the matter of surprising me when I was first introduced to the figure of him.

The surprising process seems to be working again. Today I have been waiting for Adit in this place. For a few minutes I waited, it turned out that Adit's shadow had finally become a real existence. I could see Adit's swing of steps from a distance with his smile that never faded when I saw him.

“ Adiiiiiit....!!” said the girl named Noni, to make Adit stop and immediately look back.

“ Hey dear....!!” adit said as he held onto Noni's hand and turned his head in the other direction.

“ Why do you call me baby, huh??” asked Noni with her jutek attitude.

“ I'm doing theater practice nih Non, for a pension event at my school. So, let me call you baby for the next few days huh? let me live out his role” Adit whispered a little.

“ Ooh so... continue to have to use handrails all??” said Noni who wanted to release the hand of Adit but like being held by Adit.

“ Yes dong dear, so the message can get meitu” said Adit while continuing to hold the hand of Noni walking.

“ Hmmm the theater is-there is!! like there is no moral value aja” said Noni who almost voiced out loud, but immediately kissed her hand by Adit to not be able to wiggle.

*THE CURRENT SCENE*

This hand kissing session is not attended, maybe my heart was broken to pieces. As I recall, when I had seen the affection of the two of them, I immediately whispered to my feet to walk quickly. My real purpose at that time was for them to know where I was, and hopefully that chase scene can be done soon.

But, what power do I get?. Just once he tried to approach me again. After I decided to talk to him back then to go away from me. He whom I saw, actually granted my decision.

Now I am still silent about all the things that have happened in my life. I still miss the person who was always there for me. I just didn't expect that with the blink of an eye, my relationship with Adit could be broken instantly.

“ Felly!! What are you doing here, son?” ask my mother who is surprised to see me here.

Without me knowing it, it turned out that my feet had brought me to this place. A quiet place on the back side of my house. This is where I often pour out my heart that is still not ready to lose. This place can only listen happily to everything I tell without wanting to come along to give me a solution to everything that has happened.

“ Uh mom... no kok bu, Felly just want to see the conditions here aja” said I who re-conscious with the situation.

“ What do you want to see here? nothing here!!” my mother said, looking in all directions.

“ Here the atmosphere is cool bu.. let alone there is a fruit stem guava pula” said smiling.

“ Yes, but it is not yet ripe baby guava fruit.. there are still many pistils” said my mother who looks shook her head.

“ Hehe yes ma'am, bertar again also on ripe fruit kok bu.. Felly so impatient!! must be sweet fruit...” said me who like to eat the water guava fruit.

“ Patience first dong, later if it is ripe you will be able to eat also kok” said my mother again.

“ Okay my mommy baby..!! iaaaang mother!!” I laughed a little while hugging my mother.

My mom and I are so close. My mother was the only person who knew more about me and my circumstances. I'm sure that my mother actually knew what I was going through and I felt, just that my mother didn't want to get too into that condition. Maybe my mom can only wait until that time makes me tell stories.

“ I want to go inside first!! you don't stay here long.” said my mother as she stepped inside.

The look on my mother's face shows that she loves me very much. He would be angry, if he knew about Adit's temper that had hurt my heart. I still can't be too open with my mom about this. I was afraid that my mother would laugh at my attitude that had been going on all this time.

I realized, that all this time I was acting a bit strange and certainly other than usual. I've been quieter and aloof lately with a lot of thought.

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“ Adiiit!! why are you making me like this?” I said that I did not realize that tears had broken.

“ You mean what Fel? I really don't understand!!” said Adit with his innocent look.

“ Why are you staying away from me?… why don't you find out about me???.. why don't you seem to know all this????” I asked with such a passionate expression.

“ May forgive me Fel.... I was forced to do this all!!” adit said sadly.

“ You mean what Dit? forced why??” manya curious.

“ You don't need to know what Fel reason.. Anyway I can't get close to you anymore!!” adit said while turning his back on me.

“ Please explain to me, what is it really? I really don't understand!!” I approached Adit and asked for an explanation.

“ Be Fel, I don't want to talk about this anymore... You forget me, forget all about us!!” said Adit who was getting ready to leave.

“ Where are you going Dit? our business is not done!!” I said with an annoyed face.

“ I want to go, my girlfriend is waiting for me there..!!” adit cuek.

“ Iang... hurry up!! but he said we want to take a walk..” said Noni who whines spoiled.

“ Yes dear.... wait a moment yes!!” adit said so sweet.

The drama finally happened again. Drama that makes the audience so angry erratically. The audience is angry because the main character is hurt by his girlfriend, then cheating with others in front of himself.

“ Adiiiit!! don't leave me..”

“ Adiiit!!!!.... Adiiit!!!... Adiiiiit................!!!!!”

“ Brother... sister... wake up!!” melly was surprised.

Hearing Melly's voice that woke me up made me immediately wake up and say Istighfar. I really did not expect, it turned out that the drama that happened earlier was just a dream. I'm so sorry why in the dream did not happen the scene of the dream to make it more exciting, right?

My longing for Adit was able to present it in a dream. But, what I want is a good dream, not a nightmare like that…!!!!

This miss is killing me!!

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A thousand times sorry for all readers, because lately the author is rarely up..🙏🙏🙏

This is not the intentionality of the author, but indeed the situation and conditions that are not possible...

I'm so sorry🙏🙏😢

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