My Romantic Melody
Chapter 20 ~ Is it my fault?
My heart still mourns the loss of that man named Adit. He started to walk away from me after daring to enter my life. I really don't know the purpose and purpose of his attitude. I thought what happened yesterday was a nightmare, and I hoped that when I woke up it would be gone from my memory. But today, I soon realized that what happened yesterday was real.
I momentarily forgot that heart-wrenching tale. I try to think positively about everything that happened yesterday. Maybe he didn't mean to stay away from me. However, there were some things that he could not leave so he was very busy and there was no time to see me.
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As usual, this morning I was getting ready for school. Yesterday events will not be able to hinder my steps to continue achieving. Although, my heart is currently indeed slightly hurt by that incident. But, yes, it is, maybe this is the test of life that God has given me.
“ This brother always daydreams every morning” said my younger brother named Fandi.
“ Brother does not dream on deck, brother just thought of something aja” said I who try hard.
“ If I can know, what do you think?” asked Fandi with his funny behavior.
“ Iiiiih adek this handsome brother has started to have curiosity huh?” I said while pinching Fandi's cheek.
“ You can not yes brother if I also want to know what you think?”ask Fandi who is like an adult.
“ Can love... time Yes can not!!” I said as I stroked her hair lovingly.
“ Really can you? What do you think of brother again??” ask Fandi who was so happy.
“ Brother... again think... hmmm... what is it??” I said I tried ngusilin Fandi.
“ Iiiiiih brother... what the hell sis...?” ask Fandi who is so curious.
“ Okay.. okay... brother will tell you that brother was thinking of adek brother who is handsome and cute this” said me who again pinched the cheek Fandi slowly and then kissed his cheek.
Hearing my words, Fandi's face immediately turned red. I knew that he must be happy again because I have been praised, so he immediately ran to meet my mother who was giving milk to my youngest brother.
My heart has now begun to improve when I see the smiles of my little angels and my heretics. After I finished breakfast, I immediately went to bed with my parents and did not forget to kiss the two little angels. When my feet arrived at the courtyard of the house, I immediately set my gaze towards the house of the male figure who had disappointed me. However, I again could not see his presence again as usual.
I sighed again and tried to calm my grieving heart. “ You are already ordinary like this Fellyyy.. This is not the first time you are attracted by men. Stop that!! to cry just because a man like him” I said in my heart and tried to toughen up.
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After almost 15 minutes of walking, I finally arrived at my destination. Although early in the morning my heart is sad again, but I will try not to be too protracted with this taste. I believe that everything will be fine and if he is sincere with everything that happened before between us, then he will definitely try to fix it again.
This morning, I seem to be judged for actions I do not know. Yup!! When I got to class, there were three judges ready to cut me with a kitchen knife.
“ Here it is... finally came also after we have been waiting for” said Dian with a very sharp gaze to me.
“ Hi everyone.... What is this?. How come you've been faithfully waiting for me” I said let out my smile.
“ This is what the hell really is.. why do I say good pretentious, why am I wrong what are you guys?? the tumbens you guys behave like gini” my words are getting sadder with today.
“ You do not be sad so dong Fel.. I also become sad nih” said Vivi who really can not make my heart sad.
“ You kok also follow sad sih Vi.. we have to focus dong in this case” said Dian with a very high tone.
“ Try you guys explain, what is it exactly?” I said that tried to calm them down.
“ Should you explain to us, why have you changed lately?”said Devi with her attitude that I really do not know.
“ What should I explain to you? I really do not understand with all this” said I who finally shed tears that I can not stand anymore.
“ Udah Fel... don't cry like that!! we just want to know why you've been coming home lately?” asked Vivi who was holding back her tears to come out.
“ Oooh it... You can't yes if I come home fast?” ask them to ask for an explanation.
“ We do not forbid you to quickly go home, but it does not have to be every day also” said Devi who spoke calmly.
“ Yes Fel... if you are like that, we feel that you no longer want to win with us” said Dian who was still keen to see me.
“ Yes Allah Dian!! how can you think about me?. Not that I do not want to win with you guys, but I might have something I have to do. That's why I'm saying goodbye to go home” I explained at length.
“ We still do not believe your words Fel, we are really disappointed with your attitude it” said Devi shook her head and sighed.
“ What if you are Yan, Vi... You believe me?” I asked Dian and Vivi while hoping that they would believe me.
“ If I do how Fel, between believing and not believing deh” said Vivi with kelemotannya.
“ If I don't have to ask, before everything is clear. I still don't believe also you Fel” said Dian who agreed with Devi.
“ Yes already, it is up to you guys. which obviously I never intend to stay away from you. You are friends and even the best friends that God sent me”, I said so resigned to the situation.
Everyone immediately left me. Today was like the worst day I had. It never occurred to me that all this would happen.
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Do not follow the cry yes readers😢.. we pray that Felly can be cheerful again..😊😊.
Leave the traces!! Trim’s..🥰🥰🥰
