My Romantic Melody

Chapter 34 ~ Learn to Accept Circumstances

Now I started to be able to little by little try to let go of everything that happened in my life. I thought that all men had the same nature and behavior. However, when I saw the figure of my father who was always loyal to my mother, the thought was finally able to change.

My father was not a perfect man, and there were always flaws in him. So did the man I once knew, who had decided to stop and then leave my heart.

Now, at this decisive level, I will refocus on taking my freedom to the next new world. I believe and believe that everything that has happened to me and my life is purely a plan and power of the Divine.

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As usual, every morning I get ready to go to my school that I may not be visiting for long. This year, is the last year for me to finish my education in Junior High. I came back to be excited when I began to see the light of the future again.

There will be no more days for me to drag on in grief. There will be no more time I waste crying. And there will be no more male figures who yesterday had stopped in the recesses of my heart for an instant.

“ Brother... I'm ready, we leave again yuk!!” said Melly.

“ Yes... yes!! How fandi, ready?” I said while looking for Fandi's whereabouts.

“ Do not know brother, maybe udah” said Melly again.

“ Fandi…!! are you ready?” I said loud to be heard by Fandi.

“ Udah dong kak... ayok we think!!” fandi said while fixing her hair.

“ Which father?” ask Melly who looks surprised.

“ Dad is already outside waiting for us... let's hurry!!” i'm excited.

“ Ready bosss!!” said my two little angels.

We went straight to Dad. Apparently, outside my mother and my little angel, Sindi, had first revealed her form. My mother looks to be holding a little Sindi who is busy holding her doll.

“ Sindi can already walk ma'am.. don't have to be fat mother again” said I feel sorry to see my mother.

“ Let's son...your sister will be happy again mother gendong” said my mother smiled.

“ But I look tired because I've cleaned the house from yesterday. Mommy should be resting now!” I said as I kissed my mother's hand for a bite.

My mother could only smile when she asked my mother to rest. Meanwhile, my two sisters also imitated me to kiss my mother's hand when she was about to leave for school. If the greetings with my father always me and my sisters do when they get to school.

After we were satisfied to see my mother's smile, and kissed my sister Sindi's cheeks, then we immediately went to school each. Since our new home is a bit far from my school and Fandi's, we're now being picked up by dad.

Previously, only Melly and Fandi were picked up by the father because their school was far from the old residence. They used to go to the same school, but not anymore because Melly has entered Junior High. I usually walk when I go to school and go home from school. There are also times when I was escorted by my father to school, if I was late.

A few minutes later, I was the second person my father delivered to school after Melly. I immediately shook my hand to kiss my father's hand and rushed straight inside to the classroom.

When I got to class, I was again reunited with new creatures that I had known for a week. We are still in the same school environment. However, because the students who attend here are so many that we rarely have to say hello if not in class.

While even the classmates, there are also those who do not reprimand each other. Especially the ones with different classes. Such are the activities that are often found in schools.

“ Hi... morning too!! if today is Alhamdulillah the news I am so good” my reply back with a smile.

“ Ooh thank goodness!! today I can't sit next to you?” ask my friend who turns out to be named Indri.

“ If you sit next to me, where does Nasya trus sit?” astonished say.

“ Ooh. Today we just got a letter stating that Nasya is not in!!” indri explained.

“ Oh yes?? Why Nasya Ndri???” I'm a little worried.

“ He is okay-why really.. he just asked permission because he wants to go home so” said Indri again.

“ Why Nasya returned home today Ndri?” ask me who still wants to know.

“ He said there is such an important business!! already... already... how Fel, can I sit here?” said Indri who looks begging.

“ If you just sit for today yes...it's okay!! but you have to move if Nasya comes in tomorrow, okay!!” I said as I checked the books in the bag.

“ Okay... okay!!”

Nasya is a friend of mine who has been accompanying me for a week in this new class. Nasya is a girl who has a rather reserved nature, she has not been willing to talk to people she just met. So, it might take a while for me and Nasha to speak from heart to heart.

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The hour of rest has come, this time I am not going anywhere. My heart is still trying to let go of all my long past stories. Two years I have lived together with a man who currently I do not want to mention his name. Does he remember that or not? and maybe now they are showing affection again in public places.

While my heart was chatting alone, suddenly Indri surprised me from behind.

“ Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........!!!.” Indri said loudly.

“ Aduuh... astaghfirullah!! You are ngagetin me aja deh” said I rubbed the chest.

“ Sorry deh Felly. end you daydream mulu” Indri said laughing.

“ I daydreamed just a moment kok” said I cuek.

“ Yes, a minute... oh yes, you are not out?” indri said astonished.

“ Gak ah Ndri. I want to be here aja” I said while leaning on my bench.

“ Oh so.. Yes already, I came out first yes. I'm going to the cafeteria, take good care of yourself, okay??” said Indri while passing out.

I could only see Indri coming out alone. She looked like the goddess who was waiting her turn to fly free from heaven. While I'm here, still trying to restore my world as it was before I hit the figure of him who still does not want me to say his name…

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