
It didn't feel like a week after that. The attitude of annoyance to Vira is still there and is now increasing. I thought that everyone had found out about my race to Riyan. But, uh, with the events of a week ago made me realize that for those who also have a sense that I call strange it turns out not to care if there are others who want to fight for something they like. Various ways must be done so as not to want to lose with the rival.
I had thought before that Vira wasn't wrong to approach Riyan, because I never told her about my feelings. However, now that I was really blaming Vira even more, she never wanted to know again with my reason to stay away from her and she seemed lazy to ask me that again.
That morning, a teacher informed him that tomorrow there would be a drawing competition between kindergarten schools. The race was held in a field located in the city center. The teacher also mentioned who would represent the school at the race.
" Listen to all the children, who will be sent to represent our school in the race is... Vira, Felly, Naomi, and Nadin" said the teacher's mother loudly.
" It's a pleasure in the heart, if you join the race again." said Nadin while singing using the accompaniment of Ahmad Dhani's song music.
(sorry om Dhani already taken the rhythm of the song, hehe)
" What the heck are you,, ordinary keleees" said Naomi ngegas.
" I just want to say that I'm happy again, can't I?" nadin asked a little sad.
" Us..Why have you guys been fighting like this anyway?" ask Vira while breaking up.
Hearing Vira who tried to break up her two violent friends, I became even more furious with the pretentious Vira who became a bad luck hero. My cute face turned crumpled and pouted, leaving Riyan confused to see me.
" You why is Felly..kok like there's no such spirit?" riyan asked confusedly.
" The hell time is Riyan? I'm fine" I said covering my heart.
" You look different this week, usually you always smile, but how lately I've lost your smile." said Riyan more confused and somewhat sad.
The sadness that was seen from Riyan's face was so clear and made my heart so unwilling to see Riyan sad.
" Don't be sad, dong Yan.I'm fine." I said with a smile and treated the sadness of Riyan.
" That dong..if you smile I'm happy, I honestly miss your sweet smile" said Riyan while teasing me.
" Yes, I will not frown again" I assured Riyan.
" You have to promise to always smile again..ok?" riyan said while showing her smile.
" Yes.iya" I replied lethargic.
" Where's his smile? the sky is dark knowing you don't smile" said Riyan, teasing me.
Hearing the words of Riyan that just turned out to be able to make me smile widely, and even laugh at the behavior of Riyan that I think is very funny.
" Can I still go home with you and your dad?" riyan asked to stop my laughter widening.
" Yes, I'm glad you're going home with me and my dad again" I said excitedly.
" Thank you, Felly, you are my best friend and also cute" said Riyan, which made me feel more floating in the air.
" Well, you can" I said a little shyly.
" It's true that you're cute, I'm not lying" Riyan said.
" Hmmm yes...makasih...we can go home, right?" tanyaku.
" Udah Fel.said buk guru earlier today we came home quickly because we want to prepare for the race tomorrow. Cieee is in the race tomorrow!" riyan said with her funny behavior.
" What the heck are you.Accustomed time" I said with a smile looking at Riyan's behavior.
My father, who had seen us so busy talking, immediately invited us home as usual. Finally we went home and smiled happily at each other with such a wonderful event happening today.
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The next day, me and 3 of my friends took part in a drawing competition held on a field. The race was attended by many children throughout the kindergarten school in my city. Today, I still do not want to talk to Vira to make Nadin and Naomi curious about the problem of me and Vira.
" You don't feel Nad, if Felly and Vira are like enemies?" naomi asked while whispering to Nadin.
" I think yes mi.has been this week they are cold" replied Nadin while glancing at Vira and I who are fun to draw.
"Hmm, what are they really? I became curious" said Naomi in a slower tone because she was following the race.
"Yes, we will ask them if there are storms that disturb them" said Nadin with super high words that make Naomi not understand.
" Ok.ok lah" said Naomi nodded.
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The drawing race did not feel like it was over, and the participants immediately worried about the drawing tools brought. When I was worrying about my tools, I suddenly heard a loud bang.
Yoooooooo!!!!!
" Aduuuh." cried Vira who fell.
" Here I help, let's try to stand slowly" I said as I held Vira standing.
" Thank you, yes, help me Fel.." said Vira as she continued to endure the pain.
" Don't tell me thank you too, where's the pain here I'm taking?" I said with a still rather cold attitude.
" My knee seems a little injured, but it's okay.later also healed" said Vira while holding her knee.
" Yes, if you do not want me to cure the wound.other times if the road must be more careful yes" I said attentively.
" Yes, thank you for helping me" said Vira with a smile.
" Ok together" I said trying to smile but it was still a bit difficult.
Vira tried to walk slowly, then left me. I guess after I stayed away from Vira, she tried to keep looking for tau and try to improve our friendship that was once harmonious before. With this, he could also tell that I didn't want him to get too close to Riyan. Selfishness is what I feel, but that is how it is. Let me be honest about this, rather than having to lie in order to keep others feeling and let others hurt my feelings.
Both of my parents were angry with my attitude of caring too much for my friends, so I was willing to sacrifice my own feelings. I am willing to be hurt so that my friends can be happy and happy. However, in this condition of heart problems I really don't want to get hurt.
Nadin and Naomi had seen my scene with Vira a long time ago. They also saw my expression that was daydreaming by myself.
" Fellyyyy." Naomi surprised me.
" Uh yeaha..what's the matter?" I was a little surprised.
" You were called the same teacher" said Naomi rather laughed.
" Surely, why did the teacher call me?" manya curious.
" Hahahaha.got no kok buk teacher call you, do not be too horrified said Naomi it Fel" said Nadin with a laugh.
" Dasaaaaar.kamu make me afraid ajalah mi" said I a little annoyed.
" You shall wear everything in broad daylight. What do you think Fel is?" naomi is serious.
" I thought about when you two got married, had kids just kept getting old together?" I said while laughing at them.
" Wuuuiih.ok be your adult Fel..think of such things" said Nadin as he pinched my cute cheek.
" Oh.sick tau my cheek." I said in pain and held my cheek.
" Oh yes Fel, there is something we want to ask you" Naomi said acting judgmental.
" What's up? hurry up I want to go home.My father must have waited a long time outside." I said in a hurry.
" You have a problem what exactly is the same Vira? how come you're so cold." asked Nadin curiously.
" Oh that's nothing, just a trivial matter" I explained.
" We've been friends with Fel for a long time.so we know that you must be hiding something again.yes, right?" naomi sok tau said.
" Yes Fel..mending are you being honest with us and explaining what kind of wind makes you guys like this?" nadin said by issuing his high words earlier.
" I'm not sure there's nothing with Vira.we're fine" I said calmly and smiled.
" It's up to you to call Fel.we just don't want you guys to fight" said Naomi sadly.
" Yes, thank you if you care about our friendship.I'm so moved" I said a little spoiled.
"Thank God that you two have no problem here hug" said Nadin as he hugged me and Naomi.
I still can't tell anyone about my strange feelings. This is what I used to say that I was a little girl who seemed to grow up before her time. You must have been a bit surprised by this statement, and maybe you think of me as a naughty girl because at the age of just five years but can already feel in love. You don't have to think of me that way.
The childhood in kindergarten that I experienced was actually the same as that experienced by other children. Your thoughts about me are very wrong, because in that childhood I really did not know about it all. God gave me that strange feeling actually as a sign that I was a little girl who was starting to get into her teens. So, I should have been really happy that I was allowed to have that sacred strange taste. Thankβs God!!!
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