
My heart now feels really mixed, between sad, sick, disappointed, and sick to see the scene they did. Everyone knows that they are not kids anymore, but I don't think they deserve it in public like I've seen so many times.
I until now still do not understand the purpose and purpose of Adit showed the intimacy. I wanted to slap both of them in the face with my hand, so they wouldn't do that again.
Today is Sunday, I can only sleep at home if the calendar shows red on Sunday. As usual Sunday, after the work at home has been done I do in the morning, then after that I will relax with my family members in the living room. But this time I can only be alone on the front porch of my house.
I prefer to enjoy the wind. The sound of the wind waving like it was trying to cool my hot mood. While I was enjoying the wind, I suddenly heard the sound of a footstep approaching me.
“ Cieee fun to enjoy a gentle breeze...I can follow me?” said a not-so-foreign voice in my ear.
I immediately regained my senses and tried to look towards the source of the sound. How surprised I was when I found out that it was the voice of a male figure who was again trying to hurt my heart. The promise he once said, it turned out to be just a painkiller that I had once experienced.
“ You are so moody that I came Fel?” ask Adit while sitting next to me with behavior that pretends not to know or does not know.
“ What are you doing here? I want to be alone!!” cuek.
“ I came here because I miss you very much Fel” said Adit who usually makes my heart melt, but now I'm really sick of seeing his face.
“ Come on, you don't have to try to get me together again!!” I said that was so upset with Adit.
“ Loh, how do you get angry like this anyway Fel? am I wrong with you?” asked Adit who wanted it to feel like I was punching his face with a hard object, so that his charming face turned into pieces.
“ Not really, you have nothing wrong with me.. You are a good person, not arrogant, and diligently save!!” I said with a face expression that was about to vomit.
“ Then why did you say that?” ask Adit who looks very innocent.
“ Nothing, I now just want to be alone. So, mending you just go home!!” I said trying to be patient.
“ You disgraced me huh Fel? I just want to chat with you” said Adit with a curious face.
“ Today I no longer want to chat with anyone.. I hope you can ngrtiin my condition” said I continue to try to calm down in the face of creatures like Adit.
“ Fel... Fellyyy... don't push me yes, plissss!!” adit said, pleading with me.
“ Please appreciate me yes.. I today do not want to be disturbed” said I while saying in my heart if I do not want to be disturbed by land crocodiles like you.
“ The reason is Fel.... Why do you no longer want to be disturbed?” asked Adit who was pretending to be able to make me feel sorry to see it.
From inside the house, I could still see Adit's face which was like a confused person over my attitude. I really don't know what Adit has planned. If he has a girlfriend, why is he still trying to get close to me.
The attitude he showed me was indeed different from the attitude he showed the girl. He never dared to make out with me, because maybe I was not his girlfriend. But who knows if the girl is his girlfriend.maybe he just wants to play with the girl alone or he deliberately makes my heart hot.
When is he ready to explain this to me. I've shown him that my heart is hot right now. Is it possible that he can understand the current state of my heart or will he pretend not to know??.
I still see the figure of Adit who was silent for so long sitting on the porch of my house. He seemed to be thinking of a heavy burden, and could not carry it alone. I don't know what is currently the fruit of his mind, did he think about my attitude that changed drastically to him or even he still thinks of the evil girl??.
After a few minutes later, Adit's presence on my porch was no longer there. I still hope that he tries to re-establish our relationship. But, it seemed like it would never happen if he still acted as if nothing had happened.
Come to think of it I was stupid too, why when I saw Adit making out with the girl I was hiding and trying to run away from them. Supposedly, I showed my form in front of them especially Adit, then saw how the expression shown by Adit.
I went back for a moment trying to forget that heartbreaking incident. I rushed quickly into the room to be able to calm this midriff at the sight of Adit. My attitude that suddenly turned withered and went so fast, it turned out to foster a question mark reaction for my sister Melly.
“ Brother!! brother why else? it was already starting to improve” said Melly who immediately stopped my jump.
“ Sister is okay-why kok deck. brother just want to rest in the room aja” said I who try to hide the sadness that holds me at this time.
“ I don't believe in brother... big brother must be lying again right me?” said Melly while looking at me closely.
“ What are you little boy, you know!!” I said pretending to laugh to trick the nosy queen.
“ Go, brother!! don't lie. I'm in 6th grade. So... I'm not a child anymore” said Melly with her pretentious style as an adult.
“ Ooh yes... sister brother already big it turns out, brother forgot!” I said as I stroked Melly's head.
Me and Melly can be said to be like twins. From childhood, we were always treated like twins by our parents. Maybe because of our age which is only 2 years apart, so our body size also looks almost as big. But, luckily I was still taller than that nosy queen.
After I stroked Melly's head, I immediately entered the room and the door of the room I locked so that the nosy queen did not act at this time. I am currently in need of calmness to be able to forget the sweet memories with Adit Salama for approximately two years. Moga succeeded yes readers!!
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