My Romantic Melody

Chapter 38~ Fidgety

Here I still often mute noiseless. Moreover, the dream that haunted me last night felt so real. It is true that the male figure in the dream has gone far from my life. It's true that the reason he left was me, I told him to leave because I didn't want to keep getting hurt anymore.

Right now I can only accept everything that happened. There would be no point in me regretting this outlined scenario. I may be a fool, for it is easy to enter into the seduction of the man. But, how else had everything happened unexpectedly at all.

The thing I have to prepare for now is how I can be accepted into the favorite High School that I want. If I see my final exam score in Junior High is pretty good, and it looks like I can take the top spot in the High School that I want.

With the effort and prayer that I offer, I hope that my journey towards the future can go well. I also want to prove to all the men who entered my heart intentionally, then deliberately came out that I could live without them.

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Today, all my family are at home. Maybe today is a holiday, so nobody goes anywhere. My father usually, despite his days off, he still works. But today, I am only at home. Father said, today is the day where father works again off so father is also off.

“ Felly!! here for a minute son...someone wants me to talk about!!” my mother said softly.

I walked over to my mother, who was surrounded by my father and brothers. Everything looks so serious looking at me. I am like a suspect who will be judged in court, and get ready to receive a prison sentence if I am found guilty.

The case I was living in was so heavy that the look on my face revealed great fear. What is this case that I am living in God? is it murder, theft, embezzlement, or fraud???.

“ What's wrong mom? what do you want to talk to me about??” I asked who was so curious.

“ Here son... You have finished school, so... you want to continue your school right?” my mom said that it seems hard to explain.

“ Yes ma'am... I want to continue to your favorite SMA bu, three more days registration open!!” morale say.

“ Hmmm... son!! do you love your grandmother?” my mother said that surprised me.

“ Love mom!! how is your mom like that?” I say more astonished.

“ Do you want to not go to high school in the village dear? let grandma have her friend” said my mother carefully.

“ What's mom? so mom told me to go to school in the same village grandma??” my words reemphasize my mother's words.

“ Yes Felly... You want to go to school in the same village grandma?” my mother said pleading with a sad face.

“ I don't want to be away from mom... I don't want to be away from dad... and I don't want to be away from the sisters...!!” I said sobbing crying.

“ Yes dear, I understand. mother also does not want to be far from you. Your father and sisters are also like that” said my mother again.

“ I don't know mom!! I was dizzy..”my conversation left the scene straight away and saved myself entering the room.

Everyone was silent, and did not want to talk first. Mom and dad were just looking at each other hinting at something I didn't know.

While I was in the room unceasingly rubbed my eyes which had shed many tears. My thoughts at this time were only at the request of my grandmother, uncle, and both of my parents.

I know that the request must have gone through a long process. My conscious heart told me that there was no way my parents could decide on such a request without first thinking through it.

But right now I really can't accept that decision. At this time I can only assume that my father and mother do not love me anymore so I was entrusted to grandma.

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My eyes began to clear again. After the focal point of the object, then I find out what exactly the shadow is.

" What are you doing here? tumben.." said I who tried to sit down.

" Can't I be here?" say that figure.

" It's not impossible not to be. but just a tumben that a Melly is in the room during daylight gini" I said again.

" How did you say that?" said Melly upset.

" Is it true that you often go out to play with your friends?" I said with a little laugh.

" It's not every day that I go out, brother...!!!!" melly was upset.

" Yes deeeh...!! brother ask you to come out first yes.sister want to be alone first" I said seriously.

" I don't want to go out. I want to be here!!" said Melly cuek.

" Please.you come out first. Brother again does not want to be disturbed" I said begging.

" Who's bothering you, brother, I'm just sitting here" said Melly who was hard to stay here.

To avoid the war scene, I finally relented to leave the field. There seemed to be a satisfied smile emanating from my brother's lips because indirectly he could be declared victorious in this debate.

I walk to a place I visit often if I have a problem. The place was none other than and not the back side of my house which was overgrown by a water guava tree whose fruit had now begun to redden.

Seeing the charm of water guava fruit so beautiful, he was able to tempt humans passing by to pluck it. And this time, I want to pick the fruit because it has ripened a lot.

After there were some fruits that I picked, then I sat on a long bench deliberately made by my father to relax. I ate the water guava while I sat down and enjoyed the dark afternoon.

For a moment I tried to forget something that was currently filling my brain. But the more I tried to forget it, the clearer my memory of it became.

I don't want to drag on in this sadness. I always hoped that everything that happened was just a dream. The real dream is because my grandmother is missing me. Not asking me to go there and accompany him.

" Felly!.. Come on in, you haven't had a bath, have you?" said my mother who sounded a bit hoarse.

" Oh yes ma'am, I haven't had a bath" said I who just remembered that I haven't had a shower.

I walked into the house, then I went straight to the room. I went to the room not to sleep anymore, but to take a towel and put it on my shoulder. My next stop was the bathroom. I closed the door and locked it.

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